Osho –
Dhammapada: The Way of The Buddha (Volume 11)
Chapter 3. The
quiet way to the happy country
You have no name and no form.
Why miss what you do not have?
The seeker is not sorry.
Love and joyfully
Follow the way,
The quiet way to the happy country.
Seeker!
Empty the boat,
Lighten the load,
Passion and desire and hatred.
And sail swiftly.
There are five at the door
To turn away, and five more,
And there are five to welcome in.
And when five have been left
Stranded on the shore,
The seeker is called oghatinnoti -
"he who has crossed over."
A new inmate checked into a
California asylum. He seemed quite happy - in fact, he was laughing
uproariously. "Nearest kin?" asked the examining physician.
"Twin brother,"
responded the fellow. "We were identical twins. Couldn't tell us apart. In
school he would throw a spitball and the teacher would blame me. Once he was
arrested for speeding and the judge fined me. I had a girl, he ran off with
her."
"Then why are you
laughing?"
"Because I got even with
him last week."
"What happened?"
"I died and they buried him."
Man IS mad. Madness is not a
disease, it is the normal condition of mankind. Yes, people differ in degrees,
but that is not much of a difference. Man as he exists on the earth is insane.
The effort of all the buddhas
is to bring sanity to you, to dispel your madness. But because everybody is
mad, just like you, you remain oblivious of the fact your whole life. Unless
you come across a buddha you will never be aware of the fact that you are mad.
The buddha becomes a mirror: he reflects your reality, he shows you your face
as it is - and it is utterly distorted. It is not the way you are meant to be.
Something has gone fundamentally wrong, something very basic is missing.
Man is born in such a state of
unconsciousness that whatsoever he does brings more and more misery to him and
to others. He goes on blaming fate, he goes on blaming nature, he goes on
blaming the society - but he always goes on blaming others, he never blames
himself. The moment you gather courage enough to blame yourself, the moment you
accept the responsibility of whatsoever you are, a ray of light enters into
your being. You are on the path of inner transformation.
These sutras are for the
bodhisattvas. Now Buddha is saying to his bodhisattvas - to those disciples who
are going to become helpers to mankind, who are ready to go into the world and
to help people who are drowning in their own insanity - Buddha is saying to his
bodhisattvas, "These are the basic things you have to start your teaching
with."
The first thing he says: Tell
the people that... You have no name and no form - because that is
where millions are stuck. People live and die for name and fame. It seems their
life purpose is to have a name known to the whole world, a name which is going
to be written in golden letters in history, a name which will go on resounding
down the corridors of time for ever and ever.
And the whole thing is so
stupid, so ridiculous, because you don't have any name in the first place. You
are born nameless, you are nameless. All names are arbitrary. Don't sacrifice
your life for a name. Don't sacrifice the real for something unreal. We are
sacrificing something true for something which is untrue and cannot be made
true.
When a child is born, you know
he does not bring a name with him; he is born as namelessness. But of course a
name is needed; it has a certain utility but no reality. It is arbitrary. You
can call him anything, any name will do - X, Y, Z will do. In a more scientific
age there is every possibility that we will drop these old names. Somebody will
be O-11, somebody will be X-13. Names are going to be more mathematical one day
because they will be more precise. And there is no need to have the same name
for two persons; computers can decide. The computer can say that this is a new
name, nobody has it all over the world. Right now so many people have the same
name; it is bound to happen. It is not very scientific, but it works.
Buddha wants his bodhisattvas
to tell the people the first thing: You are nameless. So don't be worried about
your name or your fame. You are also formless: your innermost being has no
form. Your body has a form, but your body goes on changing; every day it
changes. Within seven years your body is completely new, entirely new. Not even
a single cell of the old exists in it, everything goes on changing.
If you come across the first
sperm of your father that started your life, will you be able to recognize it
as yourself? Impossible. Will you be able to recognize your mother's egg as
yourself? Impossible. That was your form one day, but you were not it. And then
in nine months' time in the mother's womb you passed through many forms.
The scientists say that each
child passes quickly, very speedily, through the whole evolution of humanity.
From the fish to the monkey to the man, he passes through all the phases - of
course in very quick succession because he has to fulfill the whole evolution
in nine months. That's why a premature child is a little retarded, because he
has not evolved yet completely; he has not been able to complete the whole
cycle of evolution. Every child begins as a fish in the mother's womb. Will you
be able to recognize that fish as you? But one day that was your form. Will you
be able to recognize your face the day you were born? If a picture is shown to
you it will be impossible for anybody to recognize that, "This is me."
Right now you have a certain form; that form will also go down the drain in the
same way. Every moment it is changing.
But there is something eternal
in you: your consciousness, your being, your awareness. You can call it your
soul, whatsoever you want to call it; names don't matter. But one thing is
certain: that you don't have any particular form; you pass through many forms.
You can pass through many forms only because you don't have any form, so don't
become attached to any form. Don't become attached to any name and don't become
attached to any form.
This is the beginning of
sannyas. This is the beginning of initiation into the path.
In fact, you don't have any
father, you don't have any mother; you can't have. The father fathered your
body and the mother mothered your body; they both contributed to your body, to
your form, but not to your essential core. Your body is accidental. You have
been in many bodies before, thousands of bodies. You have passed through, you
have lived in many many houses, and when you were living in a certain house you
became identified with it.
Hence the pain of death. It is
not because of death, remember; it is just because of your identification with
the body, with the form. If you understand the message of Buddha, there is no
pain in death. If you are not identified with any name or form there is nobody
who is born and there is nobody who is dying.
In fact, that should be the
real meaning of Jesus' virgin birth. Everybody is born in the same way. It is
not only that you don't have a father, you don't have a mother either. The day
you discover your original being you will know that you pass through the mother
and the father, you come through them, but you are not created by them.
A snoopy social worker
investigating conditions in an old tenement stopped a ragged, neglected-looking
youngster and asked him where his mother lived.
"Ain't got no
mother," replied the child.
"What about your father,
then?"
"Ain't got none,
lady."
"What, both your father
and your mother dead!" exclaimed the social worker.
"Nope, never had
any."
"Good grief, but that's
impossible, my boy!"
"If you've gotta know,
lady," said the urchin contemptuously, "some damned racketeer played
a dirty trick on my aunt."
In fact, nobody has a father or
a mother - and no dirty racketeer has played any trick on your aunt either. You
are eternal beings: you are never born and you never die. Death and birth are
episodes in the long journey, in the eternal journey of your life. Life does
not begin with birth and does not end with death.
But this is possible to know
only if you become a little detached from the form with which you have become
so much attached. You are not man and you are not woman either; your body is
male or your body is female. You are not man, you are not animal, you are not
vegetable. These are all forms, accidental forms, just circumferences, not the
centers of your being. The centers of your being are totally different from the
circumferences. And we have become so attached to the circumferences that we
have completely forgotten the centers.
This is the basic and
fundamental cause of our insanity. A man who does not know his center is
insane.
Buddha says, tell the people:
You have no name and no form.
Why miss what you do not have?
How much people suffer if they are
not famous, if they are not well-known! To be anonymous feels so humiliating.
If nobody knows you, you feel as if you are no longer alive. The more people
know you, the more alive you feel. If the whole world knows you, your ego is
puffed up to the extreme, it is bursting.
That's why politics has so much
interest for people, because that is the easiest way to become world-famous.
You don't need to be very intelligent to be a politician; in fact, if you are
very intelligent you cannot be a politician. You need a certain stupidity, in
good quantity, to be a politician. You need to be stubborn, you need to be
violent, you need to be utterly mediocre - so that you can't see what you are
doing, so that you can't see how you are wasting your life, and you go on and
on... You have to be utterly blind, you have to be very gross. Politics has
great appeal because it can give you both a great name and great fame; it can
make you a world figure.
I have heard:
A pope and a politician both
showed up in heaven one day. Saint Peter greeted them and led the pope to his
quarters where he would be spending eternity. Upon opening the door, the pope
found a small, plainly furnished room with but one window. When he looked out
he noticed the politician being shown to the luxury apartments across the way,
which were equipped with hot tubs, saunas, swimming pools, tennis courts and
the like.
Filled with righteous
indignation, he turned to Saint Peter and protested vehemently, "I am a
pope! Why is this politician being treated like this while I get almost
nothing?"
"Well," replied Saint
Peter, "we have over two hundred popes up here, but this is the first time
we've seen a politician!"
But here on the earth the
politicians make much fuss. Politics has become the center of life; your
newspapers are full of it, your radio programs are full of it. Everything seems
to be colored by politics for the simple reason that these people have got
something which you are all hankering for - they have got name and fame.
But Buddha says: why miss what
you do not have? And, in fact, why miss that which you do not have
and can never have? To believe that you are famous is to live in a fool's
paradise. And even if your name is going to be written in history... you can
make so much nuisance that they will have to write it down in history. Adolf
Hitler and Joseph Stalin and Mao Zedong, of course their names will remain in
history, but not in golden letters. History is not written in golden letters at
all, and their names will be only in some footnotes. And even if they are
there, what does it matter? Your whole history is bunk! It is less history and
more hysteria! Of course, if you are very hysterical you will become
historical. But what is the point of it all? You would have missed a great
opportunity.
The real man does not care
about name and fame. The authentic man lives his life irrespective of name and
fame; he does not care a bit whether anybody knows him or not.
The seeker is not sorry.
Buddha says: Teach people that
the search for truth should not be a sad search. This is one of the things
which has been very much misunderstood. Somehow the sad people have dominated
the whole religious scene down the ages. Only once in a while do you find a
Buddha or a Jesus or a Zarathustra who talks about joy, who talks about living
in bliss. Only once in a while do you find a Krishna - who not only teaches
dance but dances himself, who not only teaches singing but sings himself.
Otherwise the scene is dominated by pathological people, either by masochists
or by sadists.
Ninety-nine percent of
so-called religious people are ill, seriously ill people. They have gone into
religion because they have failed in life, they have gone into religion because
they could not cope with life. It is an escape - and the escapist can never be
happy.
Christians say that Jesus never
laughed. Now, there cannot be a greater lie than that. Jesus, and never
laughed? Then who will be able to laugh? Then nobody will be able to laugh at
all! And the whole life of Jesus proves that he must have been a man of very
joyous nature. He must have been really spiritual - in the sense the French use
the word spirituel. In French this
word 'spirituel' means both "spiritual" and "humorous."
There seems to be a great insight in it - the same word meaning both. He must
have laughed with his companions. It is well known that he used to enjoy eating
and drinking, and when a man enjoys eating and drinking it is difficult to
think of him never laughing. People who enjoy eating and drinking, people who
enjoy parties, also enjoy dancing and singing and joking. He must have laughed,
he must have joked. One cannot believe that twenty-four hours a day he was
delivering only gospels - he must have gossiped!
But the people who are sad,
they would like him also to be sad. All the figures, statues, paintings of
Jesus seem to be false. And they have been changing down the ages. In the
earliest pictures he was shown without beard and mustache. After two centuries,
suddenly the beard and the mustache appeared - because without a beard and a
mustache he did not look like a prophet; he looked too young, not mature
enough. A face without a beard and without a mustache looks a little boyish...
suddenly the beard appeared.
In the East just the opposite
has been the case. Buddha is never painted with a beard, neither is Krishna or
Mahavira, neither is Rama or Patanjali... nobody. Why? - because the Eastern
idea is that these people were so young, spiritually young, that it is better
to let them appear young from the outside too. The outside should represent the
inside.
Buddha became very old, he died
when he was eighty-two, but still he is never depicted as having a beard. Jesus
died when he was only thirty-three, but the beard appeared after two centuries.
Still his face was not sad. After two centuries even that face changed. He
became more and more sad - as if he were carrying the whole burden of the
earth. Now they have changed him into the savior; he is carrying the cross. He
has come to deliver you from your sufferings, he is taking your sufferings on
himself. And they have falsified this beautiful man who used to enjoy the
company of very ordinary people - carpenters, laborers, gardeners, fishermen,
gamblers, prostitutes, drunkards, tax collectors, every kind of people - even
tax collectors! They are making him more and more abstract; he is losing his
earthliness. He is becoming more and more a concept rather than a real human
being; he is losing his humanity. He is no more the Son of Man, he is becoming
only the Son of God.
These are the sad people who
are projecting their sadness on him. They say he never laughed - I can't
believe it. I can believe a far more impossible thing...
The followers of Zarathustra
say that he laughed the very moment he was born - I can believe that, that he
was born laughing. It looks absolutely impossible - no child is ever born
laughing - but it has something beautiful about it. Zarathustra getting out of
the womb, laughing, appeals to me more. Such a joyous spirit! That's why
Zarathustra could not become a world religion. The followers of Zarathustra are
confined to Bombay only. And they are good people - not religious in the
ordinary sense, not at all.
Nobody thinks that Parsis are
religious; in India nobody thinks them religious. They enjoy eating, they enjoy
beautiful clothes, they enjoy the beautiful things of life, they enjoy
beautiful houses... they enjoy everything! And we have the idea of religion as
renunciation.
I can believe Zarathustra
coming into the world laughing, but I cannot believe Jesus never laughing,
because to me sadness can never become the source for the search - although
millions of people go in search of God just because they are sad. You remember
God only when you are unhappy, miserable; when you are in deep anguish then you
remember God, otherwise who cares?
But let me tell you: if you
remember God only when you are miserable, your remembrance is not worth
anything. It is almost a complaint; it is not a prayer, it cannot be. You
cannot be grateful for being miserable, and prayer needs to be essentially
gratitude.
Buddha says: the seeker is
not sorry. He is telling his bodhisattvas: Go to the people and tell
them that if you don't drop your being sorry you can never become a real
seeker. Seek God out of happiness, seek God out of joy, seek God because this
call of the cuckoo is so beautiful, because the songs of the birds are so
joyous, because the flowers are so ecstatic, because life is such a blessing.
Look at the blessing that life is and then go for the source of it. From where
are all these songs and all these flowers and all these stars born? What is the
cause of it all, of this mysterious existence?
Don't go in search because you
are sad, miserable, a failure. If you go with failure in your heart you will be
simply repressing your sadness. You may start smiling, but that smile will be
only a painted smile. You can see the priests smiling, but that smile is not
true, it can't be true. They have never loved life enough for their smile to be
true, they have never lived life enough for their smile to be true. They are
escapists, they are afraid of life. And the people who are afraid of life,
their search is wrong from the very beginning. But this misunderstanding has
happened and this misunderstanding has to be dispelled.
A policeman patrolling lovers'
lane late at night shines his flashlight in the window of a car and sees a
couple making love. He taps on the window and says, "I am next!" In
ten minutes he comes by again and the couple is still making love, so he taps
on the window again and says, "I am next!"
In twenty minutes he comes by
again and the couple is still making love. Again he taps on the window and
says, "I am next. What's taking you so long anyway?"
The man looks up and says,
"Man, I'm really nervous. I've never screwed a cop before!"
Misunderstandings and
misunderstandings...
Buddhas have been misunderstood
so much that whatsoever you think about Jesus, Krishna, Buddha, Lao Tzu, be
very cautious - ninety-nine percent of it is going to be a misunderstanding. If
you ask me, "Who are Christians?" I say "The people who have
misunderstood Christ." If you ask me, "Who are Buddhists?" I
will say, "The people who have misunderstood Buddha."
Misunderstanding is so easy
because if you want to understand a buddha you will have to rise a little
higher to see what he is showing. But if you want to misunderstand you need not
move anywhere; wherever you are, remain there and you can misunderstand. To
misunderstand is so comfortable, so cozy. You can misunderstand without any
effort; it requires no change on your part. But it will show in your life.
People go to the temples, but
there is no dance in their eyes. Going to the temple and no dance in your feet
and no dance in your eyes - then why are you going? What is the point? Why are
you wasting your time? People are praying, but there is no joy, there is no
light on their faces. Then why are you wasting your time and God's time? But
one thing is good: that God is utterly deaf - deaf to all languages. He listens
only to silence, he is available only to silence. So you can go on praying -
nobody is listening. It is a monologue.
Martin Buber says that prayer
is a dialogue. I say no, unless a prayer is absolutely silent it is not a
dialogue. Martin Buber says a prayer means an I/Thou dialogue. If there is I,
then there can be no Thou; these two things can't exist together. If there is I
and Thou, then the Thou is only a projection and there is no dialogue at all;
it is a monologue. You can believe that somebody is listening - nobody is
listening. You are simply wasting your time, your breath. Do something else,
anything will be better. Even playing cards will be far better, drinking
Coca-Cola will be far better!
Your prayers are meaningless.
You cannot hide the fact. If you move towards God or truth in sadness, in
misery, in some way or other, your life will show it. Truth cannot be
repressed.
The Gladwells had a baby born
without ears. They brought it home and their neighbors, the Petersons, were
preparing to visit it. "Now, please be careful," said Mrs. Peterson
to her husband. "Don't say anything about the baby not having any
ears."
"Don't worry," said
Peterson. "I won't do anything to hurt their feelings."
So they went next door, up into
the nursery and stood over the new baby's crib with the Gladwells. "He's
so cute," said Mrs. Peterson to the baby's mother.
"Yeah," agreed Mr.
Peterson. "What strong arms and legs the kid has - he's gonna grow up to
be a bruiser."
"Thanks," said the
baby's father.
"How's the kid's
eyes?"
"They're perfect!"
said Gladwell.
"They'd better be - he
won't ever be able to wear glasses!"
Somehow or other it is going to
come up. How can you avoid it? The more you avoid, the greater is the
possibility you will stumble upon it. In fact, the very effort to avoid it
makes you focused on it; then you can't see anything else.
A very holy man went into an
optician's one day to order a new pair of spectacles. Behind the counter was an
extremely pretty girl, which reduced the customer to total confusion.
"Can I help you,
sir?" she asked with a ravishing smile.
"Er - yes - er... I want a
pair of rim-speckt hornicles... I mean I want a pair of heck-rimmed
spornicles... er... I mean..."
At which point the optician
himself came to the rescue.
"It's alright, Miss Jones.
What the holy man wants is a pair of rim-sporned hectacles."
Hence Buddha says the seeker
has to start his journey not out of misery but out of joy. Rejoice in life. He
says:
Love and joyfully
Follow the way,
The quiet way to the happy country.
When one first comes across
these words one feels a little surprised. Buddha, and saying: love and
joyfully follow the way, the quiet way to the happy country...? Yes,
one is a little shocked because the Buddhist priests have been avoiding these
beautiful sayings, they have been bypassing them. They have been emphasizing
those words of Buddha which emphasize pessimism. And he was not a pessimist at
all, he could not be. One who knows, how can he be a pessimist? It is
impossible. He is not even an optimist, remember, because the optimist is
connected with the pessimist; he is the other extreme.
Buddha is beyond both; he is
neither a pessimist nor an optimist. He simply wants you to see that which is -
and that is enough to make you love life. It is enough, more than enough, to
make you dance with joy, with gratitude.
And the way is silent, very
quiet. Hence Buddha has not taught any prayer, he only teaches meditation. When
prayer is silent it is meditation; when meditation becomes eloquent it is
prayer. But first you have to learn meditation; otherwise you will move in a
wrong direction. Without knowing meditation all your prayers are going to be
false. You will be pouring your rubbish on God - holy rubbish, but it is all
holy cow dung!
First learn to be silent. And
yes, out of silence some songs are born, out of silence some flowers bloom.
Then offer those songs, those flowers to God. But they will be of joy, of
tremendous joy.
Seeker!
Empty the boat,
Lighten the load,
Passion and desire and hatred.
Let me remind you again and
again: Buddha is talking to his bodhisattvas, to his messengers, to his
apostles, who are going to the masses. He is helping them with what to say,
from where to begin. He is saying the first thing a seeker has to fulfill is,
the first requirement of a true seeker is, that he should not have any belief
system, that he should not have any philosophy, any ideology. If you already
believe then there is no question of seeking, inquiring. Inquiry means you
start with a state of not-knowing. Hence: seeker! Empty the boat... Empty your mind of
all the baggage that you have been carrying all along. Become utterly empty.
Then the same mind that has been causing you so much insanity, so much turmoil,
so much anguish... the same mind when empty becomes the boat for the other
shore, for the further shore. Empty, it becomes a vehicle; burdened with all
kinds of thoughts, with all kinds of beliefs, scriptures, which each generation
goes on handing over to the next generation... We are so much burdened that we
are carrying almost Himalayas of weight on our heads; it is not possible to
move with such a load. You need unlearning. You already have too much
knowledge; all this knowledge has to be dropped.
Empty the boat, lighten the load...
When you are utterly empty, when you say, "I know nothing," then the
inquiry starts. It is fresh, it is young, it is authentic, because there is a
fundamental law of life that if you are in a state of not-knowing, a great urge
will arise in you to know. Just as nature abhors a vacuum and it rushes to fill
it, exactly in the same way if your mind is totally empty, truth rushes in and
fills it.
But right now there is no
space. Your mind is so full, even you cannot go in. You have to live somewhere
on the outside. People are living in their porches; their houses are so full of
junk that they are afraid to go in. They may get lost, and there is no space
either.
And three things Buddha
mentions particularly which are making you loaded, much too loaded. The first
he calls passion, the second, desire and the third, hatred.
Passion means animal lust,
biological, unconscious lust. Every animal has it, there is nothing special
about it. If man has it he simply remains part of the animal kingdom; it is an
animal heritage. You don't really become human unless you go beyond lust. You
think that it is your love and you have great, romantic words to describe it
and you use great poetry, but that is all rubbish. If you look deep down it is
biology, it is chemistry, it is hormones and nothing else. If your hormones are
changed you will not be interested in any woman anymore, or if you are a woman
and your hormones are changed you will not be interested in any man anymore,
and all poetry and all romance will disappear. The Don Juan simply needs a
small operation... and he will disappear.
Buddha says the first thing
that keeps your mind full of junk is lust. And it is, in a way, natural because
for millions of years we have been in animal bodies; we are still carrying
those imprints, we are full of animal heritage. We are ninety-nine percent
animals; only one percent perhaps - that too is a perhaps - are we human
beings. Just a little part of us has risen a little above.
A fiery-tongued Italian priest
was laying down some heavy stuff about sex and morality. Stabbing his bony
finger at his Little Italy congregation, the guinea padre bellowed, "Sex
is-a dirty! I want-a see only good-a girls tonight. I want-a every virgin in-a
church to-a stand up."
Furious at the lack of his
parishioners' response, he repeated the exhortation.
After a long pause, a
sexy-looking chick with an infant in her arms got to her feet.
"Virgins is what I
want-a!" the outraged preacher said.
"Hey, Father," the
lady asked, "you expect a two-month-old baby to stand by herself?"
It is said that's why Jesus
chose to be born two thousand years before us, because now where can you find a
virgin? And, moreover, where will you find three wise men? Even if you find a
virgin - a two-month-old baby, okay - but three wise men? The conditions cannot
be fulfilled now.
People tell me again and again,
"Jesus has promised he will come again." I say to you, forget all
about it! - he cannot come. The conditions cannot be fulfilled. If he drops his
conditions, then it is okay. But then he won't be a Jesus, remember - he will
be just another hippie, maybe a Jesus freak but not Jesus!
Remember, Buddha does not want
you to repress your lust, he wants you to understand, he wants you to meditate
over it. He wants you not to repress it, because repression has never helped.
It is repression that has made this sad situation in which humanity is living.
It is repression that has driven humanity mad.
Buddha wants you to transform
sex energy, not to repress it, because it is the only energy you have got. It
can be refined, it can be uplifted, it can be channeled in new directions; it
can be moved towards higher planes of being. And it all happens through a
simple process of meditation.
The process of meditation is
not complicated at all. If your mind can drop its load and if it can become
absolutely empty, immediately your sex energy starts rising upwards to fill the
gap, as if the emptiness pulls it upwards. A new law starts functioning: the
law of levitation. Ordinarily we live under the law of gravitation: everything goes
downwards. And you are so top-heavy that nothing can go towards the top; the
top is already full, everything goes downwards. Make the top light.
In Japan they make a daruma doll. Daruma is the Japanese name
of Bodhidharma, one of Buddha's greatest disciples, who founded Zen in China;
he is the first patriarch of Zen. Bodhidharma was his Indian name, Daruma is
his Japanese name. They have made a doll in his name, in his memory; for
centuries the doll has been made. It is one of the most beautiful dolls; it has
a great message. You throw the doll any way, it always sits back in a Buddha
posture; you cannot put it upside-down. You can throw it, you can tilt it, you
can do anything with it, but you cannot shake or make Daruma fall. He always
sits back again in the lotus posture, as Buddha used to sit.
The secret is: his top is not
heavy, his bottom is heavy. He has a hollow head, an empty head; there is
nothing inside. The head is so empty and the bottom is so heavy that naturally
he settles back again into the Buddha posture. It is a beautiful doll. It was
invented by the Zen monks for children to play with, and the children are bound
to ask, "What is the secret?" And the secret is that the head is
totally empty - the secret is meditation.
The second thing is desire.
Desire is psychological; just as lust is biological, desire is psychological.
Desire means more and more, always for more. Nothing satisfies, nothing
fulfills; you go on running for more and more. And you know it, because many
times you have achieved your target but your discontent remains the same. Again
the desire arises for more, and you start running without giving it a second
thought.
Buddha says: Wait, contemplate.
Where is it going to end? You are chasing an illusion. The desire for more can never
be fulfilled. You can have ten thousand rupees and your mind asks for one
hundred thousand; you can have one hundred thousand, the mind starts asking for
more - and so on and so forth. Whatsoever you have, the distance between what
you have and what the mind asks for remains the same. It is unfulfillable. It
is driving people crazy. Seeing it, seeing the point of it, one drops it. Or it
would be better to say: the moment you see the futility of it, it drops of its
own accord.
And the third thing is hatred.
Hatred arises because of these first two, passion and desire. Whosoever comes
in the way of your passion or in the way of your desire, whosoever becomes a
hindrance, whosoever becomes a competitor, becomes your enemy. Whosoever tries
to grab something that you wanted creates hatred in you. If the first two
disappear, the third disappears on its own.
The first two are like fire and
the third is just smoke. If you are still feeling hatred for something, for
somebody, then remember somewhere there is fire still. Wherever there is smoke
there is fire. Hatred and anger simply show that you are still living through
lust and desire, consciously or unconsciously. But your smoke shows that the
fire has not been put out. Go back deep into your being and put out the fire.
And it can be put out not by repressing but by understanding.
Understanding is the most
fundamental message of Gautama the Buddha. If it happens, you can sail swiftly.
There are five at the door
To turn away, and five more,
And there are five to welcome in.
And when five have been left
Stranded on the shore,
The seeker is called oghatinnoti -
"he who has crossed over."
These fives have to be
understood. There
are five at the door...
The first five: Buddha says the
first is selfishness, the second is doubt, the third is pseudo spirituality,
the fourth is passion and the fifth is hatred. They are always standing at the
door. You have to be very conscious; otherwise they will jump upon you.
Even the people who think they
are doing selfless service - their service is selfish. They are hoping to gain
some reward in the other world, in paradise; hence they are serving. Their
service is not just out of love, their service is a bargain. It is a search for
some great reward - heaven, paradise and the heavenly joys. Beware of
selfishness.
Second is doubt. Even people
who believe are full of doubt; in fact, if you are not full of doubt there is
no need to believe. Belief simply means you have covered up a doubt. You have a
wound, you cover it up with a beautiful flower, but the wound remains.
Third is pseudo spirituality.
When people want to be spiritual it is easier to be pseudospiritual because it
costs nothing. You can be a Christian, you can be a Hindu, you can be a
Mohammedan; it is so easy, it is so formal. You go and do certain rituals in a
temple and you are a Hindu, or you go to the church every Sunday and you are a
Christian - and it is so easy!
But real spirituality is going
through fire. Real spirituality is rebellion against all that is rotten, against
all that is past, against all that is being forced on you by others, against
all conditionings. Real spirituality is the greatest rebellion there is. It is
risky, it is adventurous, it is dangerous.
So beware of pseudo
spirituality which is always there, available, easily available at the door.
And passion... You can drop
passion here, you can repress it here, but then you are asking for it somewhere
else. In heaven, all the religions have provided for your passion - beautiful
women are available there. Of course, because these stories have been written
by men they talk only about beautiful women. Now I think some liberated woman
is going to write a few scriptures; then they will manage some beautiful men,
very beautiful men who always remain young, never become old, are always nice...
Your so-called mahatmas and
saints, all have been hoping that beautiful women are waiting; it is only a
question of a few days. Just torture yourself a little more and you will get an
even better one. Just go into the scriptures of your religions and look and you
will be able - it is so clearly there - to see the projections.
In the Hindu heaven the girls
never grow older than sixteen, because in India that is thought to be the best
age. So thousands of years have passed, but in heaven the same beautiful women
are still hanging around at sixteen. They don't perspire; in heaven you don't
need deodorants, you need not use perfumes, etcetera! Their bodies are made of
gold. I think if right now you write the scriptures again you will not make the
bodies of gold because they will be too heavy. Carrying a golden woman will
give you a heart attack! A plastic one will be far better - with washable,
exchangeable parts! And just a few buttons... so you push one button and the
woman smiles and you push another button and the woman goes into an orgasm and
you push another button... and it will just be far more scientific now. In the
old days those old fools could not think of anything better - gold bodies! And
if it is solid gold it is going to be really difficult.
But you can see the desire...
So Buddha says: Beware! You can repress here, but you will be desiring
somewhere else. Passion is not going to leave you so easily.
And hatred: all your saints are
full of hatred - hatred for the sinners. That's why they have created hell:
heaven for themselves and hell for the sinners; heaven for themselves and hell
for people who don't follow their religion. If you are a Catholic you will go
to heaven - according to Catholic priests. The Hindu has no hope. First he has
to become a Catholic, then he can hope; otherwise he is bound to go to hell.
And ask the Hindus: they laugh at the whole idea! Their scriptures are far more
ancient and they have a longer tradition - and a longer propaganda. They think
that except Hindus nobody is going to heaven; and not even all the Hindus - the
SUDRAS, the untouchables, have no place there.
This is hatred! This is still
the same mind, the same ugly mind playing new games, but nothing has changed.
There are five at the door to turn away...
These are the five. Buddha says: Turn them away. Be watchful so they don't
catch hold of you.
and five more... These five are
very visible, and there are five more which are not so visible, but they are
also there hiding behind these five. Those five are: first, lust for life... It
is easy to drop the lust for a woman or the lust for a man, but it is very
difficult to drop the lust for life itself. Everybody wants to live and to live
as long as possible.
You can ask in India - yogis
are trying hard to live as long as possible. Now what is that? Why should they
be so much concerned about living long? And what is going to happen even if you
live long?
Before Bernard Shaw died he
left a message to be engraved as an epitaph on his grave. The message was,
"I knew all along that if I lived long enough, something like this was
going to happen."
So whether you live ninety
years or a hundred years or two hundred years, what is the point of it? Death
is going to happen. But lust for life... Buddha says that ordinary people lust
for money, power, prestige, and your so-called saints lust for life, long life.
And the yogis go on pretending that they are more aged than they are.
I have heard:
One yogi was telling people
that his age was seven hundred years, and all the Indians were nodding their
heads. One Westerner was also there, a tourist, who could not believe this. The
man looked not more than seventy - and he was saying he was seven hundred
years? Impossible! He wanted to find out so he remained there.
He saw one man who used to
serve the old man; he bribed the young man. And it is so easy in India to bribe
anybody! In fact, nobody feels offended by it; it is absolutely accepted. It is
a way of life in India, no problem in it.
And the young man was happy. He
said, "What do you want?"
The Westerner said, "I
want to know only one thing. Is your master really seven hundred years old? -
because only you can tell me; you have been with him."
He said, "Yes, I can tell
you only one thing, more than that I don't know. I have been with him for only
three hundred years."
And the man was not more than
thirty years old!
And there are books - now they
are being translated into all the languages of the world - saying that if you
practice yoga you will prolong your life. And if you eat this and if you eat
that, and if you do this asana, this
posture, your life will be prolonged. If you breathe in this way or that way...
Buddha is saying this is the
same lust. So the first subtle thing is lust for life.
And second: longing for birth
in higher realms. Even if you drop it from here - "Okay, I don't want to
live long here" - then you have a deep desire to be born on some subtle
planes, some higher planes, bodiless planes. You would like to be angels.
Beware of all these games!
The third is vanity. The people
who are virtuous are very vain, they are not humble. In fact they may have
practiced humbleness for years, but their practicing of humbleness has given
them only a new kind of vanity, a new kind of ego.
Fourth: restlessness. These
people are restless, they are not at ease herenow, they can't be. All their
hopes are somewhere else, beyond death, in heaven, in paradise. How can they be
at ease herenow?
A really spiritual man is
absolutely at ease herenow. He has no other time; his only time is now, and his
only place is here. And he is utterly at ease, at home. He does not hanker for
anything.
And the fifth is
self-ignorance. These people go on practicing yoga... a thousand and one
methods are available. You can distort your body this way and that - you can
become a good performer in a circus - but that will not help you to know who
you are. And unless you know "Who am I?" all your knowledge and all
your cultivated virtues and practices are simply futile - exercises in utter
futility.
And there are five to welcome in.
And what are those five? Faith... Remember, by faith Buddha does not mean
belief; by faith he means trust, a loving trust, a trust in existence - not in
theories, not in scriptures, not in dogmas and creeds, but in existence itself,
a trust - because this is our home, we are part of it. If we live in doubt, we
live disconnected from the whole; if we live in trust, a bridge is slowly
slowly made between the part and the whole. Only with trust can one know what
one is and what the whole is; and they are not different. The dewdrop contains
the whole ocean; in exactly the same way, every man contains the whole of God.
Second: vigilance. One has to
be very alert. Alertness is Buddha's method; his only yoga that he has taught
is that of being alert. We are living almost mechanically, robotlike. Bring
alertness to your actions, to your thoughts, to your feelings.
And the third is energy. We go
on dissipating energy in stupid things - quarreling, arguing, for no reason at
all. Preserve your energy because unless you have an overflowing energy you
will not be able to take the ultimate jump. The ultimate jump means the river
entering into the ocean, the river disappearing into the ocean and becoming the
ocean. If you are not full of energy you will not be able to reach the ocean;
you will be lost somewhere in a desert.
And the fourth is meditation.
By "meditation" he means remaining more and more silent so slowly
slowly, a shift happens from mind to no-mind, so slowly slowly, the gestalt
changes from noise to silence.
And fifth: wisdom. Wisdom is
not knowledge. Knowledge is borrowed, wisdom is yours. Knowledge can be
gathered from a library; you can contain the whole library in your mind. Still
you will remain as ignorant as before; in fact, you will be far more ignorant
than before because now the load is bigger. Wisdom comes from your own heart;
it is the voice of our own inner being. It happens in meditation: when you are
silent you start hearing the still, small voice within. That is wisdom.
And when five have been left stranded on
the shore... What are those five? Greed, anger, delusion, ego, false
teachings. ... The
seeker is called oghatinnoti - "he who has crossed over."
This is Buddha's message for
the seekers. He is telling his bodhisattvas to go and give it to the people who
are ready, to the people who are prepared, to the people who are willing to
listen, to understand, to follow the path.
Meditate over these sutras -
they are for you. Everything that Buddha says is very significant. It is no
ordinary religion, it is pure religiousness.
Enough for today.