Osho –
Dhammapada: The Way of The Buddha (Volume 6)
Chapter 8. Everything
is possible
Question 1:
Beloved Master,
To me, the most beautiful passage in the
christian scriptures ends with the words, "and jesus wept." it occurs
when he approaches jerusalem for the last time, looks down on it in his
compassion, sees all of the foolishness, futility and pathos of mankind - and
weeps.
Beloved master, does the buddha weep?
Anand Deepesh, it certainly is
one of the most beautiful passages in the Christian scriptures, because it
shows the humanity of Jesus, that is his unique quality. Gautama the Buddha is
not so human.
Jesus is both the son of man
and the Son of God. He knows the dark valley, he also knows the sunlit peak -
and he has a very human heart. That humanity remains with him to the very end.
All the buddhas are unique. In the same situation Lao Tzu, looking back, would
have laughed at the foolishness, at the ridiculousness, at the absurdity of
human beings. And in the same situation Gautama the Buddha would not even have
cared to look back; that is his uniqueness, he never looks back, the past does
not exist at all. Mahavira would have looked back but would have neither wept
nor laughed.
This fact has to be remembered:
never compare two buddhas, otherwise you will create great confusion for
yourself. Although their experience is the same, their expressions are
different, are bound to be different. They have different individualities, they
have different forms of expressing their experience.
Jesus remains human, very
human. If you ask a Buddhist, he will say, "Then he is not a buddha if he
wept." When he is just going to be crucified and he is raised on the
cross, he looks at the sky and says, "Have you forsaken me?" There is
great complaint, the complaint of the human heart, complaining to God as a
child would complain to his mother or father: "Have you forsaken me? What
are you trying to do to me?" He is angry too, a little anger is there,
which is part of being human; a little anger, a little love, a little joy.
When he enters into the great
temple of Jerusalem he feels so offended by the presence of the money-changers
in the temple that he takes a whip in his hand and, alone, he drives all the
money-changers out of the temple, turns their money-changing boards
upside-down, creates chaos; that too is very human. That is Jesus' speciality.
In the same situation you can't
think of Buddha looking at the sky because for Buddha there is no God outside.
God is within, you are looking at the empty sky, there is no one to respond.
God is in the crucified person, there is no way to pray to God. Prayer is
absolutely meaningless for a Buddha; he would have accepted it without any
grudge, without any complaint, without any anger. He is suprahuman, his
expression is absolutely suprahuman; not for a single moment will he allow
human weakness to enter in.
When he was dying, he stopped
his disciples from weeping and crying; he said, "You can do it when I'm
gone, you will have enough time, but right now, at least while I am still
alive, don't do such a stupid thing. There is nothing to weep for because there
is nobody to die. Why are you weeping?"
Ananda, his disciple, said,
"Bhagwan, we have loved you so much, how can we avoid feeling sad?"
Buddha said, "You loved a
nothingness. I was never a person but only a presence, and I have been telling
you again and again, don't think of me as a person. The person died the day I
became Buddha. Gautama Siddhartha died the day enlightenment happened.
Since then there has been
nobody inside the house, the house is utterly empty. Hence nobody is dying,
stop crying and weeping. Later on when I am gone you can do whatsoever you
want, you will have enough time. Don't waste these precious moments in
weeping."
This is a totally different
expression. God is multidimensional. When he is experienced there are going to
be many expressions of it.
Mahavira is absolutely
indifferent to everything. He will not laugh, he will not weep either, because
for him this whole world is nothing but a dream. If you know that something is
a dream, how can you weep?
There is an ancient Chinese
parable. Chuang Tzu used to tell that parable again and again.
A great king had only one son
and the son was dying - dying of a disease for which there was no medicine
available. All the physicians had said, "There is no way to save him. It
is only a question of a few hours or at the most one or two days and he will be
gone."
The king had loved the son so
much; he was the only son, the king was getting old and there was no
possibility of another son. The king was sitting by the side of the bed the
whole night because this might be the last night.
Nearabout four o'clock the old
king fell asleep and had a dream. In the dream he saw a beautiful marble
palace; he had never dreamed of such a beautiful palace. And the kingdom is so
vast; he is the king, and he is sitting on a golden throne studded with big
diamonds and emeralds. He had emeralds and diamonds but not so big, not so
pure, without any flaw. And he had beautiful women and twelve sons; maybe the
idea of losing his only son had created the desire for twelve sons, maybe it
was just a reflection of his actual state. This dream might have been just a
wish fulfillment, but he felt so blessed. And all his sons were so wise, so
healthy, such great warriors.
And then suddenly his son died
on the bed. The wife cried so loudly that the king's dream was shattered; he
opened his eyes, looked at the dead body of his son and didn't say a word -
remained like a statue. His wife was shocked, she shook him and said, "Do
you understand or not? Your son is dead!" The king said, "I can see
it but now I am puzzled - for whom to cry? Just a minute before I had twelve
beautiful sons, very handsome, very wise, in every way skillful. And because of
your crying my dream is shattered, those twelve sons have disappeared; and the
golden throne and the marble palace and the great kingdom, all have gone.
Should I weep for those or should I weep for this son because when I was
dreaming I had completely forgotten my son, you and the kingdom?
"Now I am awake, I have
forgotten the dream and the beauties of the dream. Which is true, which should
I cry for? Because when I was seeing the dream it was true, at least it
appeared to be true. Now I am seeing my dead son, it appears true, but how to
decide which appearance is really true?"
Chuang Tzu, in another parable,
says the same thing. He says, "Once I dreamed that I had become a
butterfly, moving from one flower to another, enjoying the sun and the wind.
And then somebody awakened me; it was morning and getting late and the sun was
shining in my face. As I opened my eyes the butterfly disappeared, I was again
Chuang Tzu. Since then I have been in confusion. The confusion is, if Chuang
Tzu can dream that he is a butterfly, why can't the butterfly dream that she is
Chuang Tzu?"
He seems to be very
penetrating; this puzzle is something worth meditating over. If Chuang Tzu can
become a butterfly in the dream... the butterfly may have fallen asleep,
sitting on some tree, under the shade of a tree; the butterfly may have fallen
into sleep and dreamed that she is Chuang Tzu. Now who is right and what is a
dream? Both seem to be similar.
A man like Buddha knows the
falseness of the whole world; he will not weep, he will not laugh, he will not
even look back. That is his way of expressing his experience of the total.
Mahavira will look back because he also has great compassion - but different
from Jesus; he will not weep, because it helps nobody. If you weep for the
world, it does not help the world. If you weep at the stupidity of people it
makes you look silly, that's all. It does not help people.
But Lao Tzu would have
certainly laughed because looking at people's absurdity, their ridiculousness,
what else can you do? Lao Tzu used to ride on a water buffalo, moving from one
place to another. He was a jolly fellow, telling jokes, telling stories to
people, always in a laughing state.
If you see the statues of
Buddha that have been made in China and in Japan you will be surprised. They
don't look like Buddha, particularly not like the Indian statues, not at all.
The Indian statues have a very athletic form, Buddha has a big chest and a very
small belly, no belly at all, his body seems to be very proportionate.
But the Chinese Buddha has a
big belly; the chest is completely sunk in, the belly is too big. And not only
is the belly big, even in the marble statues you can see the belly laughing,
there are ripples of laughter on the belly. It has been conceived according to
the Taoist idea; because China could understand only if Buddha was presented in
the form of Lao Tzu. They knew Lao Tzu, they were acquainted with this
enlightened man, and he was always laughing. To him there is nothing to weep
for. What reason is there to weep at the ridiculousness of man?
Three college boys, upon
entering their favorite juke joint to sit at their usual table, found it to be
occupied by an oldish woman. After debating what to do about the situation,
they finally decided to embarrass the woman into leaving.
Sitting next to the old lady,
the first student started... "Say, John," he said, "did you know
that I was born three months before my parents were married?"
"Why, that's
nothing," said the next one. "I was born six months before my parents
were married."
"Fellows," replied
the last of the hungry men, "I was born without my parents being married."
The old lady finally looked up
from the table and pleasantly asked, "Will one of you bastards please pass
the salt?"
Life is ridiculous, you never
know what is going to happen, it is absurd.
An artist's model arrived at
her boss' studio and was waiting for him to arrive. When he walked in the door
she headed for the dressing room to get undressed.
But he said, "No, don't
bother getting ready. I have got a terrific hangover and really don't feel like
working today. But why don't you stay and join me in a cup of coffee?"
The model said, "I would
love to."
Just then the artist heard
familiar footsteps approaching the door.
"Oh my gosh," he
gasped. "Here comes my wife. Get your clothes off - quick!"
Lao Tzu would laugh; Jesus
wept. Now it is for you to choose. I love both the men; in fact laughing and
weeping are two sides of the same coin. And because of this story that Jesus
wept, I say something which Christians have denied down the ages. Christians
have been saying that Jesus never laughed. Now a man who is capable of weeping
is bound to be capable of laughing, it is impossible to weep if you cannot
laugh. In fact laughter and weeping are not opposites, but complementaries -
two extremes of the same spectrum.
Christians say Jesus never
laughed. That is an invented story, I can't believe in it.
Because Jesus was not an
ascetic. Yes, I can understand some ascetic saint never laughing because he is
so desertlike, so dry, so dull and so dead. But Jesus is a juicy man, he is not
an ascetic; he enjoyed good food, good company, he enjoyed drinking wine, he
enjoyed being festive with his friends. And his friends were all sorts of
people, his friends were not Rotarians; they were gamblers, thieves; even a
prostitute, Mary Magdalene, was part of his company. He enjoyed the real
people.
If you want to see the unreal
people you can go to a meeting of the Rotary Club. There you see pseudo people,
all with masks, all smiling and saying hello to each other. These are not their
real faces, they always keep their real faces locked in their cupboards, they
never take them out. Only once in a while can you have a glimpse of their real
face. It happens only when they are unconscious; maybe when they have drunk too
much you can see their real face. The unconsciousness may give you a glimpse of
their truth.
Gurdjieff used to give as much
wine as possible to his new disciples; he would go on forcing. And when the
master forces you to drink... Just think of me asking you to drink, and I go on
pouring and pouring - how can you say no? And trust is the first thing.
Gurdjieff would force them to
eat and drink so much that their real faces would show; that was his first
contact with the disciple. The disciples were very much puzzled, they had never
seen such a master. They would fall on the ground and would start saying
incoherent things. Then Gurdjieff would sit by their side and listen to what
they are saying, what their faces are showing, because these are the real
faces, these are their realities.
You cannot think of Buddha telling
people to drink, but Gurdjieff did. I cannot believe that Jesus never laughed;
he lived with such alive people: fishermen, carpenters, poor people. He was not
keeping company with the rabbis, the pundits, the scholars and the professors.
He was moving with raw people, real people of the earth. It is impossible to
think that he was a sad man, that he never laughed; and if he was incapable of
laughter, he would be incapable of weeping too.
This statement, that he wept,
shows with absolute certainty that he must have laughed too. That is one of the
most beautiful things about Jesus; I love that he is very human.
Buddha is a little cold, has no
warmth, is far away - that is his beauty. We need ALL kinds of masters, we need
ALL kinds of flowers in the garden. A rose has its beauty and a lotus has its
beauty. The lotus will need a lake, a different situation to happen in, it will
have a different fragrance. But all kinds of flowers enrich the garden. The
garden of buddhahood is full of strange, unique, incomparable beings: Lao Tzu,
Zarathustra, Mohammed, Mahavira, Buddha, Krishna, Christ.
Now, Christ is on the cross.
Whenever you think about Christ, you think of the cross too. It is impossible
to think of them separately, they have become inseparable. If you see the cross
you will think of Christ, if you think of Christ the cross is always there in
the background. With Krishna it is not the cross but the flute. Now, Krishna is
a dancer, a singer; you cannot think of Buddha dancing, singing, it is impossible
to conceive. And it will look very ridiculous too; with Krishna it fits, his
whole vision of life is such that the flute fits with it.
Remember this and don't become
too much attached to one form of buddhahood. There are as many forms of
buddhahood as you can conceive. Many more buddhas will happen in the future,
who will have a totally different quality which was never available in the
past. If you become too much attached and obsessed with a certain form, you
will miss other buddhas.
In Holland there was a
conference arranged by Krishnamurti followers. Krishnamurti was coming there
and staying with the people for seven days. His disciples had gathered from all
over the world. One woman went from India but after two, three days she was
back.
She came to see me. I said,
"You came back so early? Is the conference finished?" She said,
"No, the conference is not finished but I am finished with
Krishnamurti." I said, "What happened?" She said, "I had
gone shopping and I saw Krishnamurti purchasing a necktie, and not only
purchasing a necktie but making such a fuss. At least two hundred neckties were
spread all over the table and nothing was liked by him.
Something was wrong with
everything: some color was wrong, the size was wrong, this was wrong, that was wrong."
And she said, "I simply watched what he was doing. Is he a buddha? A
buddha purchasing, shopping? A buddha looks good with a begging bowl but a
buddha purchasing - and what? A necktie! And then too, he is making so much
fuss."
Krishnamurti is very fastidious
about his clothes. She became so frustrated, she did not attend the conference.
What is the point now? This man is not a buddha. Now, what to do with this
woman - to weep for her or to laugh at her? One can weep for her stupidity
because Krishnamurti is Krishnamurti; he is not Gautama the Buddha, he is not
Jesus Christ. He has his unique way of living, of expressing. He is not a
renunciate, he lives in the world. And to see the point, that he lives in the
world and yet is not of it, needs great understanding inside. This woman
missed.
What to do with this woman? To
weep for her? She went to Holland without even listening to a single talk of
Krishnamurti... Or to laugh at her stupidity? And one never knows -
Krishnamurti may have managed the whole thing only for this woman. Seeing that
she is watching he may have made so much fuss... because people like
Krishnamurti always want to get rid of the rubbish type of people, the stupid
type of people.
Gurdjieff used to do many
things just to get rid of unnecessary people. Sometimes he would behave so
absurdly that the person who had come to see him would never come again -
thinking that he was mad. One day he is sitting drinking tea with two, three
disciples and a journalist comes to see him. He was always against journalists
entering into his ashram because this was his understanding: that they are bent
upon misunderstanding.
He asked the journalist, very
courteously, to sit and have some tea, some cake. The journalist was very happy
because he had heard that Gurdjieff always throws journalists out, he tells
them in no uncertain terms to get lost! He was very happy that he was being
received with such love and compassion.
And then Gurdjieff asked the
woman sitting by his side, "What day was yesterday?"
She said, "Friday."
"And what day is
today?"
Then the journalist became a
little confused - this man cannot manage! If yesterday was Friday, then there
is no point in asking, "What day is today?"
The woman said, "Of course
today is Saturday."
And he shouted at the woman, he
said, "How it can be? If yesterday was Friday, how it can be Saturday
today? Impossible! You go and find out what day today is."
The journalist escaped,
thinking that this is something insane, this man is insane; he never even looked
back. When he had gone, Gurdjieff had a good, hearty laugh. He said to the
woman, "You see how I got rid of that man. Now he will never come back and
he will spread the story around and many more will be prevented from
coming."
One never knows how an
enlightened person is going to behave - with what devices.
Deepesh, your feeling that you
love these words, this beautiful passage, is good, but remember that man is
worth both weeping and laughing over. Yes, he is in great misery but the misery
is created by himself. He IS trapped and he suffers much, but the trap is made
by himself. He is like a small child who was playing outside the house with a
pile of bricks. He started making a house of bricks, standing in the middle he
went on putting brick upon brick around himself. When they came up to his neck
then he became puzzled, then he started shouting to his mother, that "I am
imprisoned, come and save me!" Now he cannot get out of it - but he
himself has created it!
This is the situation of man,
we create our misery, our hell. If you see that we go on creating it, it is
worth laughing at; but if you say, and see, that "Maybe we create it but
still we are suffering," then it is worth weeping over.
But Buddha will not do either.
He will remain detached, cool. He will not suffer because you are suffering and
he will not even think your misery worth laughing about. He will keep his cool;
he will do whatsoever he can to help you and will go on his way.
Whether you are helped or not
is not his business. His business is to say what is, and even THAT he had
agreed to very reluctantly.
When he became enlightened he
remained silent for seven days. The story is, the gods became very much worried
because it rarely happens that a man becomes enlightened.
Now this Siddhartha had become
enlightened and he has not spoken a single word for seven days. They looked
deep into the consciousness of Siddhartha and they saw that he was not going to
speak at all.
They came down to the earth,
bowed down to Buddha and asked him to speak because there were many who could
be helped. Buddha said to them, "I had thought about it but there are only
two alternatives. One is: I will speak but I will be understood only by very
few people. The majority will not understand, maybe ninety-nine percent of the
people will not understand at all. So ninety-nine percent of my efforts is
going to be a sheer wastage.
"Of the one percent who
will be able to understand me, my insight says that even without me, sooner or
later they will find their own way. Their intelligence is such, their courage
is such, their search is such... they are passionate lovers of truth. That's
why they will be able to understand me.
"The ninety-nine percent
will never understand, the one percent who are capable of understanding me will
understand it anyway, whether I speak or not. In fact it will be easier for
them to understand if I don't speak. My silence will be more of a communion
with them. So what is the point of speaking?"
The gods were very much worried
how to answer this. They gathered together, they discussed among themselves,
then they came again with a new argument and they said, "Listen! You are
right, there are people who will never understand you and there are people who
will understand even without your saying a single word. But can you deny that
there are people between these two? Can you say there is not a single person
who is just between these two categories, a third category, who will understand
if you speak, and who will never understand if you don't speak? Can you deny -
it may be a very small minority, it may be one in a million, but can you deny
that one single person - that link between the majority and the minority? The
nonunderstanders and the understanders... they are linked."
Buddha could not deny it. He
said, "You are right, there ARE a few people; yes, one in a million who
will be helped."
"Then," those gods
said, "even if it is only one in a million, it is your to duty help
him."
It is because of this argument
that Buddha started speaking; otherwise he was not going to speak. And
remember, there have been many buddhas who have not spoken. They remained
silent their entire lives, you will never hear about them because they have
never spoken. No scripture exists to describe them.
One point I would like to make
very clear to you: that each individual when he becomes enlightened, becomes
part of the universal - but his expression still remains individual.
His experience is universal,
but his expression is individual. If he was a poet before, like Kabir, when he
becomes enlightened he will sing songs. If he was a poet, if being a poet was
part of his individuality - now knowing the universal, his understanding, his
light, will start flowing into the old patterns of poetry. He will be like
Kabir, Nanak, Farid.
But if he was a painter, not a
poet, and he becomes enlightened, then he will paint - that will be his natural
way of expressing. If he was a sculptor then his expression will be different.
Each buddha lives in the
universal but expresses himself individually. This is Jesus' expression, he is
all too human. Maybe that is his appeal - now almost half the earth is in love
with Jesus. The reason is his humanity. Buddha is a faraway star, Jesus seems
to be very close to the heart. Buddha appeals to the very sophisticated, Jesus'
appeal is for the masses.
Whenever a country becomes
sophisticated, cultured, educated, rich, affluent, Jesus'
appeal starts disappearing.
That's what is happening in America. Buddha is becoming more and more powerful:
more and more Zen centers are being opened, more and more people are becoming
converted from prayer to meditation, more and more people are becoming
interested in the sayings of Buddha.
Jesus is losing ground in
America; he is still gaining ground in India, but he is losing ground in
America. America is now in the same affluent state as India was in the times of
Buddha. The country was rich, people were well-educated, sophisticated,
cultured; they knew what philosophy was. They knew all the flights of
metaphysics, they knew the highest peaks - at least intellectually. And Buddha
was speaking to this intelligentsia; it was a totally different communication.
Jesus was talking to the poor
villagers, farmers, gardeners, fishermen. He was speaking to the lowest, the
poorest of the poor. His language is different, it is very human, it has to be.
Buddha's language is very pure,
philosophical, metaphysical. It is less concerned with whether you understand
it or not, it is more concerned with being true, being closer to truth, as
close as possible. Hence their expressions are bound to be different.
Deepesh, you ask me,
"Beloved Master, does the buddha weep?" Some buddhas do, some buddhas
don't. It all depends on the individuality.
It happened when Basho's master
died - Basho is a buddha, a buddha who writes poetry, a buddha who paints
beautiful pictures, a very aesthetic buddha. His master died, thousands of
people gathered. His master was very famous; more famous because of Basho,
because Basho was a famous poet and painter and he was Basho's master.
Thousands of people gathered
and they were very much surprised when they saw Basho crying, big tears rolling
down his cheeks.
A few close disciples of his
master came to Basho and said, "It does not look right.
Thousands of people are coming
and they are getting confused. They don't think a buddha should be crying and
weeping, and you are the man who has been saying to them again and again: There
is no death and the innermost core lives forever. Then why are you weeping?
Your master is not dead, he has only moved from the small body to the universal
body of God. So why are you weeping?"
Basho wiped his tears and he
said, "Listen! This is nobody's business. I live according to my inner
feelings, I cannot pretend. When my innermost core has disappeared into the universal. don't
care whether people think it right or not. If they don't think that I am
enlightened it's okay, but I cannot pretend. I cannot do something which is not
really there. And yes, I have said that the soul is immortal and my master has
not died, he has disappeared into the universal. That's why I am crying, not
crying that he is dead but crying that now I will never be able to see his
form. Now he has become formless - and his body was beautiful. I will never be
able to look again into those deep eyes, I will never be able to hold his hand
and touch his feet. I have lost his form - I am crying for his body, for his
form; I am not crying for the formless soul.
And I am not concerned whether
people think me enlightened or unenlightened, that is their business. Who
cares?"
No, this is Basho's approach,
and he too is true. But never compare. Let each buddha be a Himalayan peak
separate from other peaks. Let each buddha be understood according to his own
way, never impose any other pattern on him. That has been done down the ages
again and again. The Christian can't believe that Buddha is a christ, because
he does not serve the poor, he does not heal the wounded, he does not make the
blind see, he does not do miracles like Jesus did. Lazarus died and Jesus came,
and after four days he revived Lazarus. Buddha does nothing like that; on the
contrary, he does something absolutely different.
There is a beautiful story:
A woman lost her young son; just
a few days before her husband had died. Kissa Gautami was her name, and now her
only son had died. She was in great despair, naturally; the child was her only
hope. Buddha was staying in the town; people said, "Don't cry and don't
weep. Why don't you take the child to the Buddha? He is so compassionate, he
may revive him back to life."
The woman rushed with the dead
body of the child. Buddha looked at the woman, told the woman to put the child
in front of him and said to her, "Yes, I will revive him, but you will
have to fulfill one condition."
The woman said, "I am
ready to give even my life. Say any condition and I will fulfill it."
Buddha said, "It is a
simple condition, I never make big requirements of people, only small
requirements; this is a very simple thing. You just go into the town and bring
a few mustard seeds. Just remember one thing: the mustard seeds should come
from a house where nobody has ever died."
The woman was in an insane
state, she could not see the point. How can you find a house where nobody has
ever died? She rushed with great hope and she knew that every house has mustard
seeds because that was the only crop the people were growing. The whole village
was doing the same work, growing mustard seeds - so there was no problem.
She knocked on many doors, the
people said, "A few mustard seeds? We can bring cartloads of mustard
seeds, but we cannot fulfill the condition; many people have died in our house.
So our mustard seeds won't do."
By the evening the woman came
to her senses. She had knocked on many doors; slowly slowly, she saw the point
that death is inevitable - it happens to everybody, that nobody can escape from
it. She came back, she was a totally different woman when she came back in the
evening. The child was there, Buddha was waiting. He said, "Where are the
mustard seeds?"
The woman laughed, fell down at
his feet and said, "Initiate me into your path, because I have understood
your message, that everybody has to die. Today my son has died, a few days
before my husband died, a few days afterwards I am going to die. Before I die I
want to see the deathless. Now I am not interested in my child being raised
from the dead. Now I am interested myself in seeing the eternal life."
Buddha initiated Kissa Gautami.
Now, these stories are the
same, almost the same. Lazarus' sisters or Jesus' disciples, they sent for him.
He was away. He came - it took four days for him to reach there - and he raised
Lazarus from the dead. But what happened to Lazarus then? He must have died
again because we don't see him anywhere. So what is the point?
If you ask Buddha he will say,
"What is the point of raising the man? He will die again.
You are simply creating another
opportunity to die. Once is enough, why twice?"
Buddha would have responded in
a totally different way. Christians can't understand it because they are
obsessed with the idea of Christ. They would like Buddha and Mahavira and
Krishna to be the same way. That is not possible.
Buddhists cannot understand
Christ either, because they have the idea of Buddha, the image of Buddha, and
Jesus does not fulfill it. In fact there is no need for Jesus to fulfill
anybody's idea, or for Buddha to fulfill anybody's expectation. They are unique
people.
We should stop this continuous
comparison. Thousands of books are written every year comparing, and every
comparison is going to be wrong, it is going to do some injustice to somebody
or other. Either you will be unjust to Buddha, or to Christ. You cannot be just
to both.
My effort here is to make you
aware of the varieties of buddhahood, of the multidimensionality of
enlightenment. The world is rich because there are so many birds and so many
trees and so many flowers. And the same is true about the inner world; so many
possibilities of growing, so many different, unique expressions when you become
mature - different flowers. The world is richer because there is a Buddha and a
Christ and a Lao Tzu. The world would have been really very poor if there were
only Ramas, just Ramas; the world would have been very poor. In each village
and town you can find a few Ramas, carrying their bow. Or if there were
millions of Christs everywhere it would not be beautiful, it would be boring.
It is good that Jesus has the
touch of humanity and Buddha has pure divinity.
Question 2:
Beloved Master,
What is "coincidence"?
Anand Viramo, there are three
things to be understood. One is the law of cause and effect. That applies to
the material world and because science believes only in the law of cause and
effect, it denies everything else. The law of cause and effect is mechanical,
there is no coincidence. You heat the water to one hundred degrees and it
evaporates, there is no coincidence. It is not that one day it evaporates at
ninety-nine degrees, another day at ninety degrees. There is no question of the
mood, the water cannot decide, the water is mechanically ruled by a law of
cause and effect.
Those who believe in the law of
cause and effect, they will not believe in any coincidence. Everything is
predetermined, there is nothing like coincidence. Everything has an
inevitability.
Then there is another law -
Carl Gustav Jung called it the law of synchronicity. Two things can happen
together although they are not related as cause and effect. For example if
somebody is singing a beautiful song, some cord in your heart is touched, but
it is not inevitable, it is not cause and effect - it may happen, it may not
happen; it may happen to a few people, it may not happen to a few others. It
may happen to you one day, it may not happen to you another day.
Today you are feeling happy,
you have met your woman, your friend, you are riding on the winds. Somebody is
singing a song, suddenly it strikes a note in you, you also feel like singing.
Somebody is dancing, your feet suddenly have the feel to dance, the mood to
dance.
But your wife has died, you are
sad and somebody is singing and it hurts. The moon has risen in the sky, a
full-moon night, and you are sad - the moon also looks sad, not beautiful. You
are in such a sad state that the full-moon night looks like it is ridiculing
you; it looks so indifferent to you, so unconcerned, so hard. You are in such a
sad state and the moon is still shining the same way it used to, and the roses are
blooming and the birds are singing. Nobody seems to be concerned about you,
nobody seems to care about you.
The universe seems to be very
neutral, very cold. You feel hurt, you feel alienated, you feel a stranger, an
outsider. Now there will be no synchronicity.
The law of synchronicity means
sometimes you fit and sometimes you don't fit. It is fluid. The law of
synchronicity belongs to the world of mind; just as cause and effect belong to
the world of matter, body, the law of synchronicity belongs to the world of
mind, heart. Beyond these two there is a possibility of coincidence too. That
means no law pertains, or you can call it the law of freedom. That is the
ultimate, the law of your innermost core, in fact it is not a law because it is
a law of freedom. Things can happen which are not caused by anything and which
are not created by the law of synchronicity, just coincidences.
Coincidence simply means that
there is a possibility of freedom. Now there are people here of all the three
kinds. There are people here who have come according to the law of cause and
effect; they had to come, it was inevitable, unavoidable. There was something
pulling them like a magnet, they could not resist it.
There are people here who have
come not through the law of cause and effect, but they felt a synchronicity, a
harmony with me, a deep accord. If they wanted to resist they could have
resisted very easily, if they wanted not to come they could have remained.
There was not some
gravitational pull, they had to choose. It is out of their choice that they are
here.
And there is also the third
category of people who have just come as a coincidence, accidental. A friend
was here, and you had come to see your friend, not to see me, not to listen to
me, not at all concerned about me; you had come just to see your friend - but
then you got caught. The friend may not be here anymore, the friend may have
escaped. Now this is coincidence.
Your husband was coming here,
and you simply followed him just as a dutiful wife.
Now there are many children,
many kids who are coincidentally here. Their parents are here, so they are
here; their being here is not their choice, just a coincidence. Their parents
are Christian, they are Christian; their parents are Hindu, so they are Hindu;
their parents have become sannyasins, they have become sannyasins. This is just
coincidence.
All these three things happen.
The higher you rise, the higher your consciousness is, the more aware you
become of freedom. At the lowest point everything is determined, at the highest
point nothing is determined.
Buddha renounced his palace and
the first day, when he was walking on the bank of a river, he created much
confusion in the mind of a great astrologer.
The astrologer was coming from
Varanasi; he had achieved the highest degrees possible in those days. He had
become the most famous astrologer; now he is going back to his part of the
country. He saw Buddha's footprint on the wet sand; he could not believe his
eyes, because it was against all his astrological knowledge. The feet of the
Buddha had a few marks which were clearly there on the sand. Those marks were
thought to belong only to a man who is the ruler of the whole world, a chakravartin, who is the ruler of six
continents.
Now what is the ruler of six
continents doing in this poor village, on this dirty bank?
And why should the emperor of
all the six continents walk barefooted? He could not believe his eyes. He
studied them very minutely and there was no suspicion, no doubt.
Either his astrological books
are not right or some emperor has passed from here. He followed those
footprints in search of the man and he found Buddha sitting under a tree. Now
he was more puzzled; the man looked as if he was the emperor of all the six
continents, and yet he was a beggar with a begging bowl.
He bowed down to Buddha and he
said, "I would like to see your feet. I am an astrologer, you may have
heard my name." He looked at the feet and he said, "Now you have
created such confusion in my mind, I have never been so confused. For twelve
years I have studied astrology, should I throw my scriptures in the river and
forget all about it? You should be the emperor of the whole world. What are you
doing here?
How can you be a beggar?"
Buddha laughed and he said,
"Yes, there is no need to throw away your books, there is no need to be so
confused. Your books are right. I was meant to be a great king, but that
belongs to the law of cause and effect. If I had simply followed the pattern in
which I was born, then I would have been the king, a great king, a
chakravartin. But because I renounced, I took a conscious, deliberate step
against the pattern that was imposed, imprinted in my being. I revolted against
it, I rebelled against it, I became free of it. I became a witness of it, I
dropped my identification with my mind, and once you drop your identification
with your mind you are no longer under the law of cause and effect."
First you enter into the world
of synchronicity and then, ultimately, you enter into the world of freedom. In
the world of freedom there are only coincidences. Nothing is absolutely
certain, everything is possible. Nothing is impossible. Napoleon is reported to
have said: Nothing is impossible. But Napoleon cannot say that, he should not
say it.
A Buddha can say: Nothing is
impossible, all things become possible.
You ask me, Anand Viramo,
"What is 'coincidence'?"
It simply means that life is
not just mechanical. It is not determined by fate and it is not determined by
history. It is not determined by your past or by your past karmas. It is not
determined, as Karl Marx says, by historical necessity. It is determined only
for those who live unconsciously; otherwise it is freedom. You can choose and
you can choose to be anything. You can even choose to be a nothingness, that is
the ultimate freedom.
And coincidences are always
happening in ordinary life too. Life is not as logical as you think, it is very
illogical. Only the surface looks logical.
The preacher decided to
enumerate the Ten Commandments to his flock.
When he got to "Thou Shalt
Not Steal," he noticed a fellow in the first row acting nervously. When
the preacher got to "Thou Shalt Not Commit Adultery," he noticed the
fellow brighten up and smile. After the service, the preacher approached the
man and asked him the reason for his unseemly conduct - to which the happy one
replied, "When you said, 'Thou Shalt Not Steal,' I discovered my umbrella
was gone. But when you said, 'Thou Shalt Not Commit Adultery,' I remembered
where I had left it."
A bachelor named Clem showed up
at his weekly poker game with a black eye.
His friend Joe asked what had
happened to him.
"Well," Clem replied,
"when I was getting dressed this morning a button came off my pants. I
don't know how to sew a thing, so I went to the next apartment and asked the
woman there if she would sew it on for me."
"Oh boy," Joe said,
"she probably thought you were making a pass and socked you, huh?"
"No, that was not
it," said Clem. "She was as nice about it as she could be. Got out a needle
and thread right then and there. She sat down in front of me and sewed the
button on while I was standing there. But just as she finished and was biting
the thread off, her husband walked in."
Life is not just logic. It does
not follow a clean-cut path, it goes zigzag. And it is good that it is not
simply logical, otherwise there would be no joy, there would be no surprise,
you would be simply machines, not men. Coincidences never happen to machines,
they can't happen to machines, they can happen only to man. It is your being
conscious that makes them possible. Remove man from the earth and all
coincidences will disappear, things will be following simple, logical law. But
remove man and life loses all its beauty, because life loses its ultimate peak of
evolution.
Question 3:
Beloved Master,
Why do you go on speaking against
knowledge? I have never heard you speak against ignorance.
Sargam, knowledge hinders,
ignorance never does. Knowledge makes you egoistic, ignorance never does.
Knowledge is nothing but hiding your ignorance, covering it up.
If there is no knowledge, you
will know your ignorance because there will be nothing to hide it. And to know
that "I am ignorant" is the first step towards real wisdom. Hence I
never speak against ignorance, ignorance has something beautiful about it. One
thing that is beautiful about ignorance is that it can give you the right
direction to move.
Socrates says: I know only one
thing, that I know nothing. But Socrates is one of the wisest men of the world.
It happened that a few people
had gone to the temple of Delphi, and the oracle at Delphi declared that
Socrates is the wisest man, the greatest wise man ever. Those people rejoiced
very much because they had come from Athens. They came back, they went to
Socrates and they said, "You should also rejoice. Have you heard or not?
The oracle at the temple of Delphi has declared you the greatest wise man on
the earth."
Socrates said, "There must
be something wrong, some misunderstanding, because I am the most ignorant; I
know only one thing, that I know nothing. You go back and you tell the oracle
that Socrates says he is the most ignorant person in the world."
They went back, they told the
oracle and the oracle laughed and said, "That's why I have declared him
the wisest man in the world."
Hence I never speak against
ignorance. Ignorance also has another beautiful thing about it: that it is
yours. Knowledge is always borrowed. And something that is yours cannot be
taken away from you. It cannot be stolen, robbed, but knowledge can be taken
away from you very easily. It is borrowed.
And when you are ignorant you
don't have any pretensions, you are simple, you are innocent. Ignorance has the
quality of innocence about it. That's why children are so innocent, because
they are so ignorant. Primitive people are so innocent because they are so
ignorant; they are not cunning, they cannot be. They don't have enough
knowledge to be cunning. Before you can be cunning you have to be educated.
Before you can be cunning you need a university degree; the more universities
there are, the more cunningness there is in the world. The more people become
knowledgeable, the more they are deceptive, cunning, oppressive. And they go on
finding ways to exploit others.
Ignorance is pure,
unadulterated. From ignorance move towards wisdom, not towards knowledge. If
ignorance becomes meditative it becomes wisdom; if ignorance becomes interested
in more and more information then it becomes knowledge. To be knowledgeable is
not going to help at all. Wisdom liberates. Wisdom is as much yours as your
ignorance is yours.
Knowledge not only deceives
others, it deceives you too. When you know answers parrotlike, you start
thinking that you really know. Because you can read and you can write, you
start to think that you know; because you can understand words you start
thinking that you know; because your intelligence is covered with
intellectuality, you start thinking that you are intelligent - but you are not
intelligent, only intellectual.
Intelligence is part of wisdom,
intellectuality is part of knowledge.
Yes, Sargam, I speak against
knowledge because there is nothing more dangerous than knowledge. It hinders
you from knowing yourself. Knowledge hinders you from knowing, because it gives
you plastic, synthetic, false things to play with and you forget all about the
real thing. Don't start believing in words; it is the most dangerous game one
can play. Don't be a parrot, otherwise you will be going farther and farther away
from your inner source.
One very hot day a dog was
walking along a road when he saw a take-away food shop.
He went in and asked for a can
of lemonade.
"Get out!" said the
shopkeeper. "Dogs are not allowed in food shops."
"But look here," said
the thirsty canine, "you've got a big sign outside that says, we serve hot
dogs!"
Just knowing the words is not
enough. And the more words you know, the more confused you are going to become,
because you don't know, your words are just on the surface. If somebody
scratches a little bit more, your ignorance is bound to show.
People go on pretending.
When I was a student in the
university, I had a professor who was not even very knowledgeable - wisdom was
out of the question. But he had this habit of pretending.
Whenever anybody would mention
any name of a philosopher, author, poet, mystic or a name of some book, he
would immediately say, "Yes, I have read the book, it is beautiful,"
or this or that, he would make some comment. But I could see in his eyes that
the answer he was giving was hollow, he had not read the book, he knows nothing
about the person and nobody had ever seen him in the library. I had gone to his
house also, and I had not seen any books there. I inquired in the library - he
had been in the university for ten years - not a single book had been taken out
in his name, and nobody had ever seen him reading, except the newspaper. He was
not reading anything else, and that too, he used to borrow from the neighbors.
I inquired everywhere, and I became absolutely certain that he was simply
pretending.
One day I invented three names,
just invented. I told him, "Have you read, sir, Nomineo's book?"
He said, "Yes." Now,
there is no person like Nomineo...
I asked him, "Can you tell
me the name of his book?"
He looked a little puzzled; he
said, "I must have read it many years ago, I have forgotten the name. You
can inquire in the library."
I said, "You come
along." In the library there was no name like Nomineo and no book he had
written, because he has never been - so how could he write a book?
I told him, "The other two
names were also inventions and you have agreed, and a few other books also you
have agreed that you read - they don't exist!"
He took me aside and said,
"Listen, don't tell it to anybody but I don't know a thing about these
books. But one has to keep one's face. I don't want to look stupid."
People go on trying to pretend
to be what they are not. Knowledge gives you the greatest pretension; you can
quote Buddha, Jesus. And you don't understand what they are saying and you will
always do something wrong. You will interpret them in a wrong way.
In India there are thousands of
commentaries on the Bhagavadgita. Now if Krishna was either mad or insane then
there could be thousands of meanings to his words. But Krishna was very
particular about what he wanted to say. How then can you explain these
thousands of commentaries? These are people imposing their meanings on Krishna.
If he comes back and looks at the commentaries he himself will be puzzled, he
himself will be in some difficulty trying to decide what his meaning really
was. And these people are very argumentative.
Anybody can prove anything.
Shankara proves that the Gita is the philosophy of renouncing the world; the
world is illusion, and the Gita preaches renunciation - and he proves it
beautifully. His contemporary, Ramanuja, proves just the opposite: that the
Gita teaches one to live in the world and be a devotee of God. It does not
preach renunciation, it teaches the art of living in the world with prayer.
And Lokmanya Tilak finds
something else; he says the Gita preaches action. Of course with great
detachment - but you have to act.
These three are the paths,
ancient paths. The paths of no-action, inaction, that is Shankara's finding in
the Gita. The path of action, that is Lokmanya Tilak's finding in the Gita. And
the third is the path of devotion; Ramanuja is finding the third in the same
book. And then there are different variations of the theme.
Knowledgeable people can go on imposing
their own ideas of those who have known.
The right way to come across a
book like the Bible, Gita or Koran is not to have any ideas, not to have any
knowledge. Encounter them with great silence, just like a mirror, reflecting
only, not interpreting; then you will be able to see the real meaning, their
meaning - not your meaning imposed on their meaning. And the man who can become
a mirror need not go to the Gita, the Koran or the Bible, he can find the
message in the trees, in the song of the birds, in the clouds, in the sun, in
the moon. He can find it anywhere, because God's message is written all over
existence. His signature is on each leaf; you just have to be mirrorlike,
silent, meditative, with no thought, with no knowledge.
That's why I speak against
knowledge. It is knowledge that has become your imprisonment.
Betty was constantly losing her
boyfriends because of her grandmother's tendency to say the wrong things to
them in her attempt to be modern.
One day, her current boyfriend
arrived while Betty was upstairs changing, and the old lady started to brag
about her granddaughter.
"I think Betty would
rather screw than eat," Granny chatted cheerfully to the young man.
"There is hardly a young man around she has not screwed with, and she even
has a record to screw by."
The young man blushed,
stammered, grabbed his hat, and beat it out the door.
A moment later Betty came
downstairs, noted his absence and said, "Alright, Granny, what did you say
this time?"
"Nothing," protested
the old lady, "I was just telling him how much you liked to screw, when he
ran out the door."
"Oh my goodness, Granny,
how many times must I tell you, the word is not 'screw', it is 'twist'!"
What happens to Jesus in your
mind, what happens to Buddha in your mind is exactly something like that. Your
mind does both the things, it twists, it screws. Put your knowledge aside, just
go in deep innocence, in deep ignorance, and then you will be able to find what
truth is. Truth is not found by knowledge, it is found by silence. And
knowledge is noisy.
Question 4:
Beloved Master,
Is it really difficult to understand you?
Dhammo, it is the same old
story. It has always been difficult to understand people like me. Not that you
are not intelligent enough to understand, but because you are too
knowledgeable. You already think you know and that is the trouble. Come to me
not knowing anything, don't come to me as Hindus, Buddhists, Christians;
otherwise you will misunderstand. I am saying simple things, but if you have a
preoccupied mind, you are going to miss them.
"It was terrible,
mother," complained the curvy teenager. "I had to change my seat four
times at the movies."
"Some man started
bothering you?" asked her mother.
"Yes," said the girl.
"Finally."
An American girl visiting
England went to a posh party. She was dancing with a rather stuffy Englishman
when her necklace became unfastened and slipped inside the back of her gown. So
she asked her partner to retrieve it.
Though he felt rather uncomfortable
about it, he courteously attempted to reach the necklace. After a couple of
tries, he finally said, "I am awfully sorry, but I am having trouble
getting to it."
"Try further down,"
she instructed.
Just then he noticed that all
eyes in the room were on him, and he blushed beet-red. He whispered to the
lovely American, "I feel such a perfect ass!"
"Never mind about
that," she said. "Just get the necklace!"
Different languages... I speak
one language, you speak another language. By the time words reach to you they
have a totally different meaning. Unless you start listening to me in the same
silent space in which I am speaking to you, misunderstanding is inevitable. But
it can be avoided. Be a little bit more meditative, learn the ways of being
more silent - and many of you are learning, and many of you have become aware
of it, and many of you are tasting me without misunderstanding me at all.
It is going to happen to you
too, Dhammo. You are new; just get a little seasoned, a little ripe and mature.
And the only maturity required here is to sit with me absolutely empty, so I
can resonate within you, so I can touch your heart, so I can play upon the harp
of your heart.
Then the sounds created will
not come from your mind; otherwise, if you keep the mind between me and you,
then whatsoever meaning you arrive at is your own; I have nothing to do with
it, it has nothing to do with me either.
Wait a little, Dhammo, become a
little more silent, learn how to be in communion with me. It is a love affair
to be with a master, a love affair which is inexpressible in words; but one can
get attuned, it is an attuning. Slowly slowly, the disciple falls into accord
with the heart of the master. He breathes the way the master breathes, his
heart beats in the same rhythm as the master's heart. Then understanding comes
so naturally; just as your shadow follows you, understanding follows silence.
Enough for today.