Osho –
Dhammapada: The Way of The Buddha (Volume 3)
Chapter 9. A
small candle
Better than a thousand hollow words
Is one word that brings peace.
Better than a thousand hollow verses
Is one verse that brings peace.
Better than a hundred hollow lines
Is the one line of the law, bringing peace.
It is better to conquer yourself
Than to win a thousand battles.
Then the victory is yours.
It cannot be taken from you,
Not by angels or by demons,
Heaven or hell.
Better than a hundred years of worship,
Better than a thousand offerings,
Better than giving up a thousand worldly
ways
In order to win merit,
Better even than tending in the forest
A sacred flame for a hundred years
Is one moment's reverence
For the man who has conquered himself.
To revere such a man,
A master old in virtue and holiness,
Is to have victory over life itself,
And beauty, strength and happiness.
A famous story:
One night the great German
philosopher, Professor Von Kochenbach, saw two doors in a dream, one of which
led directly to love and paradise, and the other to an auditorium where a
lecture was being given on love and paradise. There was no hesitation on Von
Kochenbach's part - he darted in to hear the lecture.
The story is significant. It is
fictitious, but not so fictitious really. It represents the human mind: it is
more interested in knowledge than in wisdom, it is more interested in
information than transformation. It is more interested to know about God,
beauty, truth, love, than experience God, beauty, truth, love.
The human mind is obsessed with
words, theories, systems of thought, but is completely oblivious of the
existential that surrounds you. And it is the existential which can liberate,
not knowledge about it.
The story represents
everybody's mind. But I was in for a surprise yesterday. I was reading a book
by Silvano Arieti, M.D., and James Silvano Arieti, Ph.D. In their book, Love Can Be Found, they quote this
story. I was hoping, obviously, that they would laugh at the story and
criticize the whole standpoint. But I was in for a surprise: they defended the
story; they say the professor did the right thing. Rather than entering
directly into the door of love and paradise, entering into the auditorium where
a lecture was being delivered on love and paradise - of course by some other
professor - they say the professor did the right thing. Why? Their reasoning is
that unless you know about love, how can you know love? Unless you know about
paradise first, how can you immediately enter into paradise?
On the surface it looks
logical: first one has to become acquainted with what paradise is, only then
can one enter paradise. First you have to have a map. Logical, still stupid;
logical only in appearance, but deep down utterly unintelligent.
Love needs no information about
it, because it is not something outside you, it is the very core of your being.
You have already got it, you have only to allow it to flow.
Paradise is not somewhere else
so that you need a map to reach there. You ARE in paradise, only you have
fallen asleep. All that is needed is an awakening.
An awakening can be immediate,
awakening can be sudden - in fact, awakening can ONLY be sudden. When you wake
somebody up, it is not that slowly slowly, in parts, gradually, he wakes up. It
is not that now he is ten percent awake, now twenty, now thirty, now forty, now
ninety-nine, now ninety-nine point nine, and then a hundred percent - no. When
you shake a sleepy person, he awakes immediately. Either one is asleep or one
is awake; there is no place in between. Hence Buddha says enlightenment is a
sudden experience; it is not gradual, it is not that you arrive in steps.
Enlightenment cannot be divided into parts; it is an indivisible, organic
unity. Either you have it or you don't have it.
But man has remained clinging
to words - words which are hollow, words which carry no meaning, words which
have no significance, words which have been uttered by as ignorant people as
you are. Maybe they were educated, but education does not dispel ignorance.
Knowing about light is not going to dispel darkness. You can know all that is
available in the world about light; you can have a library in your room
consisting only of books on light, yet that whole library will not be able to
dispel the darkness. To dispel the darkness you will need a small candle - that
will do the miracle.
Looking into the Encyclopaedia Britannica I was happy to
note that it has no articles on love. That's a great insight! In fact, nothing
can be written about love. One can love, one can be in love, one can even
become love, but nothing can be written about love. The experience is so subtle
and the words are so gross.
It is because of the words that
humanity has been divided. A few people believe in a few hollow words - they
call themselves Hindus; others believe in a few other hollow words - they call
themselves Jews; still others call themselves Christians and Mohammedans, and
so on, so forth. And they all believe in hollow words. It is not that you have
experienced anything. Your being a Hindu or a Jew or a Mohammedan is not based
on your own experience - it is borrowed. And anything borrowed is futile.
But man has suffered much
because of the words. A few people believe in the Talmud, a few people believe in the Tao Teh Ching, a few people believe in The Dhammapada... and they have been fighting, quarreling,
criticizing - not only that, but killing each other. The whole history is full
of blood - in the name of God, in the name of love, in the name of brotherhood,
in the name of humanity.
Mistress Rosenbaum became
stranded one evening in a very "exclusive" resort section of Cape
Cod. "Exclusive" meant that Jews were excluded. She entered the town
hotel and said to the desk clerk, "I would like a room" "Sorry,"
he replied. "The hotel is full."
"Then why does the sign
say 'Rooms Available'?"
"We don't admit
Jews."
"But Jesus himself was a
Jew."
"How do you know that
Jesus Christ was Jewish?"
"He went in his father's
business. And, moreover, it so happened that I converted to Catholicism. Ask me
any question and I will prove it."
"Alright," said the
desk clerk. "How was Jesus born?"
"By virgin birth. The
mama's name was Mary and the papa's name was the Holy Spirit."
"Okay, where was Jesus
born?"
"In a stable."
"That's right. And why was
he born in a stable?"
"Because," Mrs.
Rosenbaum snapped, "bastards like you would not rent a room for the night
to a Jewish woman!"
But these bastards are
everywhere. They have become the priests and the rabbis and the pundits and the
shankaracharyas and the popes. These people are clever, cunning - with words.
They are logic choppers, they can split hairs; they can argue endlessly about
useless things, about such stupid things that later on for centuries you laugh
at the whole thing.
In the Middle Ages, Christian
priests - Catholics, Protestants and others - were in a big debate, great
discussion was going on for centuries about how many angels can stand on a
needle point. It was a great theological debate, it had stirred the whole of
Europe, as if something tremendously important was involved in it. How does it
matter? But such stupid things have been dominating humanity for centuries.
In Buddha's time it was one of
the greatest problems in India, discussed by all the sects, whether there is
one hell or three or seven or seven hundred. Hindus believe in one hell, Jainas
were talking about seven hells; and a disciple of Mahavira, Goshalak, who
betrayed the master, started talking about seven hundred hells.
Somebody asked Goshalak,
"Why do you say that your philosophy is superior, higher than
Mahavira's?"
He said, "You can see: he
knows only about seven hells and I know about seven hundred. He has gone only
up to seven and I have traveled the whole way. And just as there are seven
hundred hells, there are exactly seven hundred heavens. His knowledge is very
limited, he does not know the whole truth."
Now, you can go on talking
about such things. Some other fool can say that there are seven hundred and one...
A French professor and an
American were talking. The French professor said, "There are one hundred
positions in which love can be made."
The American said, "There
are a hundred and one."
Now great argument ensued. The
American asked, "You relate your hundred positions, then I will relate my
hundred and one positions."
The French professor described
in detail one hundred positions. The hundredth was hanging on a chandelier and
doing it in the ear of the woman!
Now was the turn of the
American. He said, "The first position is: the woman lies down on her back
with the man on top of her."
The French professor said,
"My God! I never thought about it! So you are right - there are a hundred
and one. You need not now relate the whole thing; there ARE a hundred and one.
This one I never heard, never thought of even, never could have imagined.
You Americans are
something!"
These professors, these
scholars, they have dominated humanity, and they have distracted humanity from
simple existence, from simple life. They have made your minds very
sophisticated, clever, cunning, knowledgeable, but they have destroyed your
innocence and wonder. And it is innocence and wonder that become the bridge to
the immediate - and the immediate is also the ultimate.
Buddha says:
Better than a thousand hollow words
Is one word that brings peace.
Better than a thousand hollow words...
Your scriptures are full of hollow words, your minds are full of hollow words.
You go on talking, not even becoming aware of what you are saying. When you use
the word 'God', do you know what it means? How can you know if you have not
known God? The word is empty, the word itself cannot have any significance; the
significance has to come from your experience.
When you know God and you utter
the word 'God', it is luminous, it is full of light, it is a diamond. But when
you know nothing of God, but only the word 'God' taught by others, it is an
ordinary pebble with no color, with no luminosity, with no light in it.
You can go on carrying it; it
is simply a weight, a burden. You can drag it. It will not become your wings,
it will not make you light, and it will not help you in any way to arrive
closer to God. In fact it will hinder you, obstruct you, because the more you
think you know about God, just by knowing the word 'God', the less you will
inquire into the reality of God. The more you become knowledgeable, the less is
the possibility of your ever going on the adventure of searching out the truth
of God. When you already know, what is the point of inquiring, what is the
point of investigating? You have killed the question. You have not solved it,
you have not got the answer; you have taken it from others. But others' answers
can't be your answers.
Buddha knows, but when he
speaks, his words cannot carry his experience. When they leave his heart they
are full of light, they are full of dance. When they reach to you they are
dull, dead. You can accumulate those words, you can think that you have a great
treasure, but you have nothing at all. All that you have are empty words.
Buddha wants you to become
aware of this phenomenon, because this is of great importance. Unless you are
free of empty, hollow words, you will not start the journey of inquiry. Unless
you drop your so-called knowledge, unless you discard all your information,
unless you become again innocent like a child, ignorant like a child, your
inquiry is going to be futile, superficial.
Better than a thousand hollow words is one
word that brings peace. And what is the criterion? Which word is
luminous? Which word is really full of fragrance? The word that brings peace.
And that word never comes from the outside - it is the still, small voice of
your own heart. It is heard at the deepest recesses of your being: it is the
sound of your own being, it is the song of your own life.
It is not to be found in the
scriptures and it is not to be found in learned discourses. It is to be found
only if you go in; it is to be found only in meditation, in deep silence. When
all borrowed knowledge has left you and you are alone, when all the scriptures
have been burned and you are left alone, when you don't know a thing, when you
function from a state of not-knowing, then it is heard, because then all the
clamor of knowledge and the noise is gone... you can hear the still, small voice.
And then a single word... it is a single word: it is the sound of om.
The moment you enter into your
being you will be surprised to find that there is a constant sound that appears
like 'om'. Mohammedans have heard it as 'amin' - it is om; Christians have
heard it as 'amen'; it is the same sound. Hence the Christian, the Mohammedan,
the Hindu, the Jaina, the Buddhist, they all end their prayers with om.
The prayer is bound to end in
om; the prayer makes you more and more silent... finally there is nothing but
om. All Hindu scriptures end with Om, Shantih, Shantih, Shantih - om, peace,
peace, peace. This is the word 'om'.
And the criterion to judge
whether you have really heard it or you have pretended to hear it or you have
imagined hearing it is that it brings peace. Suddenly you are full of peace - a
peace that you had never known before.
Peace is something far superior
to happiness, because happiness is always followed by unhappiness; it is always
a mixture of polar opposites: happiness/unhappiness. They are like day and
night, they follow each other.
If you are a pessimist you can
count nights, if you are an optimist you can count the days; that is the only
difference in people. There are a few people who say, "There are two days
and one night between two days" - those are the optimists. And then there
are people who say, "There are two nights and only one day sandwiched in
between" - they are the pessimists.
But in reality both are wrong.
Each night has its day and each day has its night; they are equal. All polar
opposites are equal; that's how existence remains balanced. If you have
happiness today, wait - tomorrow the unhappiness will come. If you are unhappy
today, don't be worried - happiness will be just by the corner.
In Indian villages mothers
don't allow their children to laugh too much, because, they say, "If you
laugh too much then you will have to cry, you will have to weep." And
there is great wisdom in it - a primitive wisdom, unsophisticated, but it has
some truth in it. Mothers in Indian villages will stop the child if he is
giggling too much and laughing too much. They will say, "Stop, stop right
now! Otherwise soon you will be crying and weeping and tears will come."
It is bound to be so because
nature balances.
Peace is something far higher
than happiness. Buddha does not call it bliss just for this reason: if you call
it bliss, which it is... but he avoids the word 'bliss' because the moment you
call it bliss people understand immediately 'happiness'. Bliss gives them the
idea of absolute happiness, great happiness, tremendous happiness, incredible
happiness, but the difference between happiness and bliss in people's minds is
only of quantity, as if bliss is the ocean and happiness is just a dewdrop. But
the difference is only of quantity - and the difference of quantity is not a
real difference, it is not a difference that makes a difference. Only
qualitative differences are real differences.
Hence Buddha has chosen the
word 'peace' instead of 'bliss'. He says peace - peace gives you a totally
different direction to inquire, to search. Peace means no happiness, no
unhappiness.
Happiness is also a state of
noise, a state of tension, excitement. Have you observed? - you cannot remain
happy for a long long time, because it starts getting on your nerves; you start
feeling tired of it, bored with it. Yes, to a certain extent you can tolerate
it; beyond that it becomes impossible. How long can you go on hugging your
woman?
Yes, for a few moments it is
beautiful, ecstatic, but how long? One minute, two minutes, thirty minutes,
sixty minutes, one day, two days? How long? You try next time, and you will be
able to note the point where happiness turns into unhappiness.
When you want to get hold of a
woman you are so allured, attracted. And women know it intuitively, hence they
do everything to escape from your hands. They remain elusive, they don't become
too readily available. They are aware - intuitively aware, not intellectually -
intuitively aware of the phenomenon that all this attraction will be gone soon
and all this great love will die soon. Everything dies; everything that is born
is bound to die. They are far more intelligent that way - they avoid, they
escape. They allow you only a certain amount of intimacy, and then they are
again far away. That keeps the game going; otherwise every game will be
finished too soon. Any happiness is only for the time being. Beyond that it
turns into the opposite; it becomes sour, bitter.
Peace means going beyond the
excitement of happiness and unhappiness both. There are people who are
attracted to unhappiness too; modern psychology calls them masochists. They
enjoy torturing themselves. In the past these same masochists became great
MAHATMAS, great sages, saints. Psychologically understood, with the modern
insight into human mind, your so-called saints will look - almost ninety
percent of them - masochistic, or maybe ninety-nine percent even. If looked at
deeply, you will find these are people who enjoy torturing themselves. These
are people who go on long fasts, lie down on the bed of thorns, stand in the
hot sun or in the cold, sit naked in the Himalayan snows. These are the
masochists.
And the other side of it is
sadism. There are people who enjoy torturing others. And in fact the whole humanity
- almost the whole humanity, except the buddhas - can be divided into these two
camps. These are the real two religions of the world: masochism and sadism. The
masochists become religious and the sadists become politicians.
Alexander the Great, Tamerlane,
Nadirshah, Genghis Khan, Adolf Hitler, Mussolini, Joseph Stalin, Mao Zedong,
all these people, they enjoy torturing others. To torture others is as
pathological as to torture oneself.
The person who wants happiness
is bound to be sadistic. Analyze your happiness, on what it depends. If you
have a bigger house than your neighbor you are happy. In fact, you are
torturing your neighbor by having a bigger house: it is a very subtle torture.
I used to stay in one of the
most beautiful palaces in Calcutta. It was a beauty, a very old Victorian
colonial palace it was, and it was the best house in Calcutta. The man was very
proud of it, and whenever I would stay with him he was continuously talking
about the house, and the garden, and this and that - but it was around the
house, his whole talk.
Once it happened, I stayed with
him for three days and he didn't mention the house at all.
I said, "What has
happened? Have you become a sannyasin or something? Have you renounced the
world? You are not talking about the house!"
He looked with sad eyes towards
me and said, "Can't you see the new house that has come up in the
neighborhood?"
I had seen the house. A new
marble house had come up, and certainly it was bigger and far more beautiful.
And he said, "Since this house has come up all my joy is lost. I am living
in such misery, you cannot conceive."
I said, "But you are
living in the same house! It is the SAME house, and you were so happy. And you
are still in the same house. Why should you be so miserable? What does it have
to do with the neighbor? And if it is because of the neighbor that you are
feeling so miserable, then remember one thing: when you used to feel so happy
about the house, it was also not about the house - it was about the neighbors,
because they were living in small houses. And if you are so much tortured by
the neighbor's house, remember, the neighbor must have been in a long long
torture because of your house. It is just to take revenge that he has made the
new house."
The new house-owner invited me
for dinner. He asked my host also to come, but my host simply said, "No, I
cannot - I am too busy." And he was not busy at all! And when the man had
gone I said to him, "You are not busy."
He said, "I am not busy,
but I cannot go into that house - unless I have made a bigger house than that.
Yes, wait! It will take two, three years for me to make a bigger house, but it
is a question of prestige. Once I have made a bigger house I will invite that
man for dinner."
This is how people are living.
If you watch your own mind, you
enjoy things because others don't have them. You enjoy them not having them,
you don't enjoy your having them.
Such is the pathology of man:
one is a sadist, he enjoys others being in a state of misery; and the other
turns into a masochist. Seeing that it is not good to enjoy others' misery,
seeing that it is a sin, seeing that he will have to suffer in hell for it,
becoming aware that this is not virtuous, he turns into a masochist, he starts
torturing himself. But the torture continues.
Peace means a state of inner
health, a state of inner wholeness, where you are not torturing others, not
torturing yourself, where you are neither interested in happiness nor in
unhappiness. You are simply interested in being absolutely silent, calm, quiet,
collected, integrated.
Yes, when the mind is dropped...
and mind means your whole past and all that you know and all that you have
accumulated. Mind is your subtle treasure, your subtle possession. When all
that mind has been dropped and you have entered into a state of no-mind, a
great peace descends. It is silence, it is full of bliss, but Buddha avoids the
word. I don't avoid it.
Buddha had to avoid it, because
in Buddha's days bliss was talked about too much. The Upanishads were talking
about it, Mahavira was talking about it, the whole Hindu tradition was talking
about it. sat-chit-anand - God is
truth, consciousness, bliss, but the ultimate quality is bliss. Too much talk
about bliss. Buddha must have felt that it is better not to use that word. That
word has become too orthodox, too conventional, too conformist. And because it
has been used so much it has lost its meaning, its savor, its salt, it has lost
its beauty. But now it can be revived again; now nobody is talking about bliss.
But whether you call it peace
or bliss is irrelevant. Just understand one thing: that it takes you beyond all
dualities. Day and night, summer and winter, life and death, pain and pleasure
- it takes you beyond all dualities - love and hate. It takes you beyond all
dual phenomena. It takes you to the one.
Hence Buddha says: one word.
It is a simple, melodious, harmonious state of your inner health, inner sanity.
One word is enough, far more significant. Better than a thousand hollow words...
Better than a thousand hollow verses
Is one verse that brings peace.
There are poets and poets.
There are two kinds of poets in the world. One is the poet who is a dreamer,
who is very clever in imagination, in fantasy. He creates works of art, he
creates sculpture, music, poetry, but all that remains dream stuff. It may
entertain you for the time being, but it cannot give you any insight into
reality. It may be a consolation, a solace, a lullaby; it may have a
tranquilizing effect on you. Yes, that's exactly what it does. All that is
called aesthetics, art... has a tranquilizing effect on you.
Listening to classical music
you fall into a totally different kind of state. Everything becomes tranquil,
still, but it is momentary; it is only a dream world that the musician creates
around you. Listening to poetry or looking at great sculpture, for a moment you
are dazed, stunned. The mind stops as if you are transported for a moment to
some other world, but again you are back in the same old world, in the same old
rut.
But there are different kinds
of poets, painters, sculptors too: the buddhas. A single verse from them may
transform you forever. Listening to a buddha is listening to divine music.
Listening to a buddha is listening to God himself. A buddha is God visible, a
buddha is God available. A buddha is a window into God, an invitation from the
beyond. Shakespeare, Milton, Kalidas, Bhavabhuti, and thousands of others -
these are the dreamers, great dreamers; beautiful are their dreams, but they
are not the poets who can transform your being. Mohammed can do it, Christ can
do it, Krishna can do it, Buddha can do it, Kabir, Nanak, Farid, yes, these
people can do it.
What is the difference between
the poetry of a Kabir and a Shakespeare? As far as poetry is concerned,
Shakespeare is far more poetic, remember, than Kabir. Kabir knows nothing of
the art. Shakespeare is very sophisticated; but still a single verse from Kabir
is far more valuable than all the collected works of Shakespeare - because a
single word from Kabir comes from insight, not from fantasy. That is the
difference.
Kabir has clarity, he has eyes
which can see into the beyond. Shakespeare is as blind as you are. Of course,
he is very efficient in bringing his fantasy into words. That's art, worthy of
respect, but at the most it can entertain you. It can keep you occupied
beautifully, but there is no possibility of transformation happening through
it. Even Shakespeare is not a transformed being, how can he transform you?
Only a buddha, only one who is
awakened, can wake you up. Shakespeare is as fast asleep as you are, or maybe
even deeper asleep than you are, because he is having such beautiful dreams.
His sleep is bound to be deep, because he is not only having dreams, he is
singing his dreams. He is bringing his dreams to expression - and still his
sleep is not broken.
Buddha is one who is awakened.
Only one who is awake can wake you up. Better than a thousand hollow verses is one verse that
brings peace.
And how will you know that you
are around a buddha? His very presence will bring transcendental peace to you.
So a buddha from the past
cannot be of much help, because his words will again be hollow words; he will
not be present in them. It will only be a beautiful cage, a golden cage studded
with diamonds, but the bird has left the cage long ago.
A buddha is significant only
when he is alive, because only his aliveness can trigger a process in you which
will lead you ultimately to awakening.
Better than a hundred hollow lines
Is one line of the law, bringing peace.
By law, Buddha does not mean
any moral, social, political law. By law Buddha means dhamma: Aes Dhammo
Sanantano - the ultimate law, the eternal law, the law that makes
this universe a cosmos instead of a chaos, the law that runs the whole universe
in such tremendous harmony.
Better than a thousand hollow lines...
"Lines" is not really a good translation. The original word is sutra: sutra literally means thread. And
in the East the greatest statements of the masters have been called sutras,
threads, for a certain reason. A man is born as a heap of flowers, just as a
heap. Unless threads are used and the thread runs through the flowers, the heap
will remain a heap and will never become a garland.
And you can be offered to God
only when you have become a garland. A heap is a chaos, a garland is a cosmos -
although in the garland you also only see the flowers, the thread is invisible.
The sayings of the masters are
called sutras, threads, because they can make out of you a garland. And only when
you are a garland you can become an offering to God, only when you have become
a cosmos, a harmony, a song.
Right now you are just
gibberish. You can write down... sit in a room, close the door and start
writing on a paper whatsoever comes to your mind. Don't edit it, don't delete
anything, don't add anything, because you are not going to show it to anybody.
Keep a matchbox by the side so once you have written it you can burn it
immediately, so that you can be authentic. Just write whatsoever comes to your
mind and you will be surprised: just a ten minutes' exercise and you will
understand what I mean when I say that you are just gibberish.
It is really a great revelation
to see how your mind goes on jumping from here to there, from one thing to
another thing, accidentally, for no reason at all. What nonsense thoughts go on
running inside you, with no relevance, no consistency. Just a sheer wastage, a
leakage of energy!
The sayings of the buddhas are
called sutras. Here the translator has used the word 'line' for sutra.
Linguistically it is okay, but these are not linguistic matters. That is one of
the great problems: to translate statements of Buddha, Christ, Krishna, is
really almost an impossible job. And those who translate them are not awakened
people themselves; they are great orientalists, linguists, grammarians. They
know the original language, but they only know the language - and language is
not the real point, it is only the garment.
So remember: better than a
hundred hollow lines means better than a hundred hollow sutras - logical,
philosophical, proposed by great philosophers and thinkers, but they are hollow
because they don't contain the experience.
... Is one line of the law - a
single sutra of the law. Who can assert the sutra of the law? Only one who has
become awakened, only one who has become one with the ultimate law, only one
who has himself become the dhamma. Not a religious person but one who himself
has become religion itself. And how will you judge? - the same criterion continues:
it brings peace.
Why are you here with me? Be
here only if my presence brings peace to you. Be here only if listening to me a
chord starts vibrating in you which brings peace. Be here only if your love for
me helps you to transcend the world of dualities; otherwise being here is of no
use.
My presence cannot be for all;
it can be only for the chosen few, only for those who have really come thirsty,
inquiring, who really want to risk all to know God, who are ready to die for
truth, who are ready to become sacrifices.
It is better to conquer yourself
Than to win a thousand battles.
And in peace is victory. When
peace surrounds you within and without, you are overflowing with peace, you
have come home, you have conquered yourself, you are a master.
It is better to conquer yourself than to
win a thousand battles.
One buddha is far more
significant and valuable than a million Adolf Hitlers. And this victory is
something which is a real victory, because all other victories will be taken
away from you. Alexander the Great dies like any beggar dies; he cannot take
anything with him. He has conquered the whole world, and now going as a beggar...
It is said: there are three
instances in Alexander's life which are significant. One is the meeting with
the great mystic, Diogenes. Diogenes was laying naked on the bank of a river
taking a sunbath. It was early morning... and the early sun and the beautiful
riverbank and the cool sand. And Alexander was passing by; he was coming to
India.
Somebody told him, "Diogenes
is just close by and you have always been inquiring about Diogenes" -
because he had heard many stories about the man. He was really a man worth
calling a man! Even Alexander, deep down, was jealous of Diogenes.
He went to see him. He was
impressed by his beauty - naked, undecorated, with no ornaments. And he himself
was full of ornaments, decorated in every possible way, but he looked very poor
before Diogenes. And he said to Diogenes, "I feel jealous of you. I look
poor compared to you - and you have nothing! What is your richness?"
And Diogenes said, "I
don't desire anything - desirelessness is my treasure. I am a master because I
don't possess anything - nonpossessiveness is my mastery, and I have conquered
the world because I have conquered myself. And my victory is going with me, and
your victory will be taken away by death."
And the second story: When he
was going back from India... His teacher had told him, "When you come back
from India, bring a sannyasin, because that is the greatest contribution of
India to the world."
The phenomenon of a sannyasin
is uniquely Indian. Nowhere else has the idea of transcending the world totally
captured the minds of people as it has in this country.
Aristotle was the teacher of
Alexander. Aristotle had asked him, "Bring a sannyasin when you come back.
I would like to see what a sannyasin is like, what it is all about."
After conquering India, when he
was going back he remembered. He inquired where to find a sannyasin. People
said, "Sannyasins are many but real sannyasins are very few.
We know one."
In Alexandrian reports his name
is given as Dandamesh - it may be a Greek form of some Indian name. Alexander
went to see the man - again the same beauty as Diogenes, the same peace.
Whenever awakening happens it brings something similar.
Around every buddha you will
find the same spring, the same fragrance, the same peace.
Again, as he entered into the
energy field of Dandamesh, he was tremendously affected, as if he had entered
into a perfumed garden. He remembered Diogenes immediately.
He asked Dandamesh, "I
have come to invite you - come with me. You will be our royal guest, every
comfort will be provided for, but you have to come with me to Athens."
Dandamesh said, "I have
dropped all coming, all going." He was talking of something else;
Alexander could not understand immediately. He was saying that, "Now there
is no more coming in the world and no more going out of the world. I have
transcended all coming and going." What in the East we call avagaman - coming and going; coming into
the womb and then going into death.
Alexander said, "But this
is a commandment - I command you! You have to follow.
This is the order from the
great Alexander!"
Dandamesh laughed. The same
laughter - again Alexander remembered Diogenes - the same laughter. Dandamesh
said, "Nobody can command me, not even death."
Alexander said, "You don't
understand - I am a dangerous man!" He pulled out his sword and he said,
"Either you will come with me or I will cut off your head."
Dandamesh said, "Do it,
cut off the head - because what you are going to do now, I have done years
before. When the head falls, you will see it falling on the earth and I will
also see it falling on the earth."
Alexander said, "How will
you see it? You will be dead!"
Dandamesh said, "That is
the point: I cannot die anymore, I have become a witness. I will witness my
death as much as you will witness. It will happen between us two - you will be
seeing, I will be seeing. And my purpose in the body is fulfilled: I have
attained. There is no need for the body to exist anymore. Cut off the
head!"
Alexander had to put his sword
back in the sheath - you cannot kill such a man.
And the third story is:
When Alexander was dying he
remembered both Diogenes and Dandamesh, and he remembered their laughter, their
peace, their joy.
And he remembered that they had
something that goes beyond death, "And I have nothing."
He wept, tears came to his
eyes, and he said to his ministers, "When I die and you carry my body to
the cemetery, let my hands hang out of the casket."
The ministers asked, "But
this is not the tradition! Why? Why such a strange request?"
Alexander said, "I would
like people to see that I came empty-handed and I am going empty-handed, and
all my life has been a wastage. Let my hands hang out of the casket so
everybody can see - even Alexander the Great is going empty-handed."
These stories are worth
meditating on.
Buddha says: it is better to
conquer yourself than to win a thousand battles.
Then the victory is yours.
No other victory is yours. It
can't be taken from you - that's why it is yours.
It cannot be taken from you, not by angels
or by demons, heaven or hell.
Nobody can take it away from
you. Remember, only that which cannot be taken away from you is yours. Anything
that can be taken away from you is not yours. Don't cling to it, because the
clinging will bring misery to you. Do not be possessive of anything that can be
taken away from you because your possessiveness will create anguish for you. Abide
with that which is really yours, which nobody can take away from you. It cannot
be stolen, you cannot be robbed of it, you cannot go bankrupt as far as it is
concerned. Even death cannot take it.
Krishna says: nainam
chhindanti shastrani - you cannot cut it by weapons, swords cannot
penetrate it, arrows cannot reach to it, bullets are absolutely powerless as
far as it is concerned. Nainam dahati pavakah - neither fire can burn
it.
When on a funeral pyre your
body will be burned, you will not be burned - if you have known yourself, if
you have understood what this consciousness is within you. If you have
conquered your consciousness, then the body will be burned, turned to ashes,
but you will not be burned, you will not be touched even. You will remain forever
- you are eternal. But this eternity can be known only when you become a master
on your own.
Don't waste your time in
mastering others, in conquering power, prestige, in conquering the world.
Conquer yourself. The only thing worth conquering is your own being.
Better than a hundred years of worship,
Better than a thousand offerings,
Better than giving up a thousand worldly
ways
In order to win merit,
Better even than tending in the forest
A sacred flame for a hundred years -
Is one moment's reverence
For the man who has conquered himself.
A tremendously significant
sutra. Meditate over it slowly. Better than a hundred years of worship... IS a
single moment's
reverence for the man who has conquered himself. Why? - because in
the temples you will be worshipping just stones. And by worshipping the stones
- either in the temple or in Kaaba - by worshipping statues and pictures, by
worshipping dead scriptures, following rituals and formalities, you will not
have any taste of buddhahood.
But one moment's reverence for the man who has
conquered himself is far more valuable. Why? - because the moment
you bow down to the man who has conquered himself, the moment you bow down to a
buddha, something of the buddha, something of the vibe penetrates you, stirs your
asleep heart, penetrates your being like a ray of light into the dark night of
your soul, brings you the first glimpse of the divine.
It is not possible in the
temples, in the mosques, in the churches, in the synagogues, in the gurudwaras.
It is possible if you are in the vicinity of a Nanak, but not in a gurudwara.
It is possible if you are in a love affair with Jesus, but not in a church. It
is possible if you have surrendered to a buddha, if you have said to a buddha,
"buddham
sharanam gachchhami - I go to the feet of the Buddha, I surrender
myself." But it is not possible in a Buddhist temple; before the statue of
Buddha it is not possible. You will have to find a living buddha - there is no
other way.
There is no shortcut.
Better than a thousand offerings, better
than giving up a thousand worldly ways... Is one moment's reverence for the man
who has conquered himself.
Why do you worship in the first
place? Why do you offer flowers, food to the statues?
Why do you renounce A Thousand
Worldly Ways? - because of greed and fear.
Either it is fear or it is
greed, or maybe it is both, because greed and fear are not different - two
aspects of the same coin. Greed is fear hidden, fear is greed hidden.
And not only the worldly people
are greedy, the so-called otherworldly are also as greedy or maybe they are
even more greedy. Their greed is such that it cannot be satisfied by this
world. Their greed is such that they are desiring heavenly pleasures: only
paradise can satisfy them, this world is not enough. And that's what your
so-called saints go on teaching to you. They say, "Why are you wasting
your time in momentary pleasures? Follow us! We will show you the way to find
pleasures which will last forever."
But this is pure greed! The
worldly man seems to be less greedy because he is satisfied with the momentary,
and the otherworldly is so greedy that he wants something permanent which lasts
forever. The worldly is greedy, the otherworldly is greedy.
Your priests are very greedy
people, your monks are very greedy people.
One day a Protestant minister
came into Bonatelli's barbershop and got a haircut. When Bonatelli was
finished, the minister reached for his wallet but the barber shook his head and
smiled. "Put-a your wallet away, Reverend," said the Italian. "I
never charge a man of the cloth."
The minister thanked him and
left, but he soon returned and presented the pious barber with a Bible.
A few hours later, Father
Rourke entered the Italian's shop and he, too, got a haircut.
Once again the barber refused
to accept any payment. "Forget it, Father," he said. "I no
take-a money from a priest."
Father Rourke left shortly
thereafter and returned with a crucifix which he presented to Bonatelli as a
token of his appreciation.
Toward evening a rabbi entered
the shop. He also got a haircut. When the rabbi reached into his pocket, the
barber waved the money aside. "That's okay, Rabbi," said Bonatelli.
"I no accept-a pay from
men who do-a da Lord-a's work."
So the rabbi left, and came
back with another rabbi!
People live through greed or
through fear. A few people are afraid of hell, hence they are worshipping; and
a few people are greedy for heaven, hence they are worshipping.
A Sufi story says:
Jesus came into a town. He saw
a few people sitting very sad, in deep agony; he had never seen such a lot of
sad people. He asked, "What has happened to you? What calamity has fallen
upon you?"
And they said, "We are
afraid of hell, we are trembling. We don't know how we can save ourselves from
hell - that is our fear, that is our constant agony. We cannot sleep, we cannot
rest, unless we have found a way."
Jesus walked away from those
people. Just a little further ahead he found another group sitting under a
tree, very sad, in great anxiety, just as the first lot. Jesus was very
puzzled. He asked, "What is the matter? What is happening in this town?
Why are you looking so sad? Why do you look so tense? You will go mad if you
remain in this state any longer! What has happened to you?"
They said, "Nothing has happened
to us. We are afraid that we may lose heaven, we may not be able to enter it.
And we have to get it, whatsoever the cost. That is our anxiety and that is our
tension."
Jesus left those people also.
Sufis say: Why did Jesus leave these people? - because these are the religious
people! He should have taught them the way to avoid hell, and how to enter
heaven, but he simply turned away from them.
He found a third group in a
garden, a small group of people who were dancing, singing, rejoicing. He asked,
"What ceremony is going on? What festival are you having?"
They said, "No special
ceremony - just our gratefulness to God, gratefulness for what he has given to
us. We were not worthy of it."
Jesus said, "To you I will
talk, with you I will stay. You are my people."
This story is not related to
Christians, but the Sufis have a few beautiful stories about Jesus. In fact,
they understand Jesus far more deeply than the so-called orthodox church. This
is a beautiful story. It says neither those who are living through fear nor
those who are living through greed are going to enter into the kingdom of God,
but only those who are living in tremendous joy, thankfulness and gratitude.
And where will you learn
gratitude? If you have not seen a buddha, you will not know what gratitude is.
Where will you learn to celebrate if you have not come across a buddha? A
buddha is celebration, a buddha is a festival, an ongoing festivity, a dance
that goes on and on, that knows no ending, a song that continues forever.
If you have come across a
buddha, then a moment's reverence, says Buddha, is enough.
Drop all your fear, drop all
your greed. Learn how to be a disciple. Learn how to imbibe the spirit of
someone who has reached his innermost center, who does not live anymore on the
circumference, who has become enlightened, whose being is a light.
Learn to open your eyes towards
that light. Learn to say: buddham sharanam gachchhami, sangham sharanam gachchhami,
dhammam sharanam gachchhami. Three surrenders: one surrender to the
one who has become awakened; the second surrender is to the company who lives
in the company of the awakened - because the perfume of the awakened one starts
filtering into the company, the blessed company that lives with the awakened
one; and the third surrender is to the law, the ultimate law, through which the
sleepy one has become awakened and the other sleepy ones are becoming awakened.
These three surrenders... and a
single moment's reverence is more valuable than a hundred years of worship, than
a thousand offerings...
Better than giving up a thousand worldly
ways in order to win merit, better even than tending in the forest a sacred
flame for a hundred years - is one moment's reverence for the man who has conquered
himself.
To revere such a man,
A master old in virtue and holiness,
Is to have victory over life itself,
And beauty, strength and happiness.
To revere such a person is to
know the secretmost phenomenon in existence. Bowing down to a buddha a miracle
happens: something starts flowing from the buddha to the heart of the disciple,
an invisible river, a river of light.
A master old in virtue and holiness...
What does this sutra mean: old in virtue and holiness? There is a
paradox: holiness is as new as the dewdrops in the early morning sun on the
lotus leaf, and holiness is as ancient as the Himalayas. It is both, because it
is eternal. It is from the beginning to the end, but it is new, too, every
moment new, renewing itself. It is not a dead thing just sitting there; it is
an alive process. It is not a stagnant pool, it is a river rushing towards the
ocean. So it is new every moment; hence every buddha is young forever.
Have you ever seen any statue
of Buddha as an old man of eighty-two years? No. Have you ever seen any statue
of Mahavira as old, or Rama, or Krishna as old? There are no statues of Buddha,
Krishna, or Mahavira as old, although they all lived to a very old age, all
passed the age of eighty. Why don't we have their statues as old men? To
represent the eternal youth of truth, the eternal freshness of truth.
And still what they say is the
ancientmost: Aes
Dhammo Sanantano... so ancient that in fact there has never been a
beginning. sanantano
means beginningless - forever it has been.
To represent this there is told
another phenomenon: Lao Tzu is said to have been born old. Buddha died when he
was eighty-two and Lao Tzu was born when he was eighty- two. He was born
eighty-two years old; he lived in his mother's womb for eighty-two years. A
beautiful story. Not that he really lived - because one has to think of the
woman also! - but it says something. It says that truth is so ancient, it is
always old.
These stories are beautiful.
It is said that when
Zarathustra was born... he is the only child in the whole history of humanity
about whom such a story is told. When he was born - every child cries when he
is born - Zarathustra laughed. Beautiful! Not that he could have really done
it. No child can do it - it is physiologically impossible - the child has to
cry. Through crying he clears his chest and the breathing system. He cannot
laugh, he cannot even breathe; first he has to cry.
If the child does not cry for a
few seconds, a few minutes, that means he is not going to live at all. Then he
has to be forced. The doctor hangs him upside down and gives him a good slap on
the bottom to help him cry. If he cries, that means he is going to live. If he
cries, that clears the chest - because much mucus gathers in the chest while he
is in the mother's womb. He does not breathe in the mother's womb so the whole
breathing system remains clogged with mucus. So each child physiologically has
to cry; through crying he gets rid of the mucus. Laughter is not possible.
But it is very symbolic that
Zarathustra laughed. What does it symbolize? It symbolizes that this whole life
is just illusory, only worth laughing at. It is ridiculous! He knows from the
very beginning it is ridiculous. The real life is something totally different.
To revere such a man, a master old in
virtue and holiness, is to have victory over life itself... By
revering a buddha, by respecting a buddha, by trusting a buddha, you are
conquering life itself. And you will attain to beauty, strength and happiness.
In that surrender you will become beautiful, because the ego is gone and the
ego is ugly. And you will become strong, because the ego is gone - the ego is
always weak and impotent. And you will become happy for the first time, because
for the first time you have seen a glimpse of truth, for the first time you
have seen a glimpse of your own being. The buddha is a mirror: when you bow
down you see your original face reflected in the buddha.
Let your heart be full of the
prayer:
Buddham sharanam gachchhami,
Sangham sharanam gachchhami,
Dhammam sharanam gachchhami.
Enough for today.