Osho - God vs Existence
Osho,
What is existence? Is it something like
what people call God?
Existence is that which is, and
God is that which is not. Existence is a reality, God is a fiction. Existence
is available only to meditators, people of silence; God is a consolation for
sick minds, sick psychologies.
Existence is not your
production – God is. That's why there is only one existence, but thousands of
gods. Each according to his needs, each according to his suffering, each
according to his expectations, creates a god or accepts an old belief about
God.
God is a great consolation, but
it is not a cure. Existence is not a consolation. To be in tune with it is to
be healthy and whole. All the religions of the world have been teaching God; I
teach you existence. I teach you to be in tune with that which surrounds you,
which is within you and without you. Once you are in tune with it, there is no
death for you, no misery, no tension, no worry, but a tremendous peace
surrounds you, a contentment which you have never even dreamt of.
God is for those who cannot
grow in consciousness, who are retarded as far as consciousness is concerned.
It is a kind of toy; retarded people need it. And the moment I say it is a toy,
then it is up to you how you want to make it – looking like a monkey or looking
like an elephant. It is just up to you whether to give him four hands or one
thousand hands. It is your creation. Strangely enough, man believes God created
everything.
The truth is that God himself
is a creation of man's imagination.
God is the greatest lie you can
ever find, because on that lie thousands of other lies depend. Churches,
religious organizations go on multiplying lies upon lies, just to protect one
lie.
You have to understand the
psychology of lying. The first thing about lying is that you need a good memory
because you have to remember. You lie to someone about something, to somebody
else about something else; you have to remember what you have said to one and
what you have said to the other.
Truth needs no remembrance.
Truth is always there, just the same. You don't have to cram it in your memory.
Memory gives you a bondage, a prison; it clings around you, covers you so much,
slowly, slowly that you disappear completely. Truth is uncovering yourself from
all lies. And there is a sudden revelation that you are part of the immense truth
I am calling existence.
You don't need any churches,
you don't need any temples, you don't need any mosques; you need only a
prayerful heart, a loving heart, a grateful heart. That is your real temple.
That will transform your whole life. That will help you to discover not only
yourself, but the very depths of this immense existence.
We are almost like the waves of
the ocean – just on the surface, and the ocean may be miles deep. The Pacific
Ocean is five miles deep. But a small wave on the top will never know the depth
– her own depth, because she is not separate from the ocean. She will cling to
her small entity, be afraid about death, be afraid of losing herself in the
vastness, the oceanic infinity. But the truth is, the death of the wave is not
a death, but the beginning of an eternal life.
God has been invented.
It was people's need; people
needed a protector. In the immensity of the universe, a man feels so alone, so
small. The vastness creates trembling in him. What is your existence?
I am reminded of a story by
Bertrand Russell. The archbishop of England sees in a dream that he has reached
the pearly gates of paradise. On one hand he is immensely pleased, and on the
other hand he is very much troubled, because the pearly gates are so vast, in
both directions, that he cannot see the whole gate. It is so high that it is
beyond the capacity of his eyes to see. And he himself seems to be just like a
small ant, compared to this great gate. He is a little bit afraid. He is no
ordinary man, he is the archbishop of England. He feels humiliated just by the
gate, and the fear arises, ‘If this is the situation at the gate, what is the
situation going to be inside?’
With fearful hands he knocks on
the door, but in the immensity of that space only he can hear his knock. It
takes days for him, but he goes on knocking harder and harder. Finally a small
window opens in the gate and Saint Peter looks out with one thousand eyes,
trying to figure out who has been making a noise. Those one thousand eyes are
so shiny, like stars, that the archbishop feels even more reduced – almost to a
nonentity.
And Saint Peter asks, ‘Please,
whoever you are, wherever you are, come in front of me.’
The archbishop declares
himself. He says to Saint Peter, ‘Perhaps you don't know me. You can check with
Jesus Christ, I am the archbishop of England.’
Saint Peter says, ‘Never heard
of any such thing as England.’
The archbishop says, ‘Perhaps
you may not have heard about England, but you must have heard about our beautiful
planet, Earth.’
Saint Peter says, ‘I don't want
to hurt your feelings, but unless you give me the index number of your Earth, I
cannot figure out what you are talking about. I will have to go to the library
and look – if you give me the index number – to which solar system you belong,
because there are millions of solar systems and each solar system has many
planets.’
But the archbishop has never
thought that the earth has any index number. He says, ‘I don't know any index
number, but I am the archbishop. You just go and tell Jesus Christ.’
He says, ‘You are giving me
puzzle after puzzle. Who is this fellow Jesus Christ?’
The archbishop is very much
shocked. He says, ‘You don't know Jesus Christ, the only begotten son of God?’
Saint Peter says, ‘As far as I
am concerned, I have never seen God; I don't know whether he exists or not. I
am just a doorkeeper. Perhaps somewhere in the most interior parts of paradise
somebody exists who thinks that he is God, but I have never come across...’
It is such a shock that the
archbishop wakes up perspiring.
The story is significant
because it shows how small we are and how big the universe is. Naturally
primitive man was not able to adjust himself to the idea of this vastness of
the universe without giving it some personality and without making himself in
some way related to that personality.
God was an effort of the
primitive mind of man to give existence a personality. Then he becomes God the
father. Then you can make some relationship with him. You may even be against
him, but at least there is someone you can be for, you can be against; there is
someone who is greater than you, who is going to protect you, who is your
guarantee.
God is simply the poverty of
human consciousness.
The people who attained to
their inner consciousness and its highest peak, like Gautam Buddha, denied the
existence of God. Anybody who has ever become inwardly healthy, gone beyond the
mind which is basically sick, has denied God. God as a fiction is good for
kindergarten school children. They need it – parables, fables, stories. But
very few human beings have gone beyond the kindergarten school.
God exists because you are not
aware of yourself. God exists because you have not made any contact with your own
center. The moment you know yourself, there is no God and there is no need of
any God. In fact I am in absolute support of Friedrich Nietzsche: ‘God is dead.’
The second part of his sentence
is even more significant, ‘God is dead and man is now free.’ That second part
has not received much attention from the philosophers, from the mystics, from
the psychologists, but the second part is the most important; the first part is
not much. In fact, the first part is basically wrong. God cannot die – fictions
never die. The moment you know they are fictions there is no question of their
death. Neither are they born, nor do they die. God was never born in the first
place – how can he die? Death is the other extreme of birth.
So the first part is not very
important, but that has been given much importance by theologians, because they
became afraid: ‘This is sacrilegious, to tell people that God is dead. That
means that now no religion is needed.’ They became afraid for their own
business. But they forgot the second part which is more important. It has
tremendously significant implications. It means that God was a bondage, God was
a retardedness, God was out of fear. God was not a treasure, but a heavy,
mountainous weight on your heart and on your growth.
Once God is removed, man's
possibility to grow and blossom is absolutely free.
A God is a despot, a fascist.
Without God, the world becomes freedom. Existence gives a tremendous dignity to
every individual. From the smallest blade of grass up to the greatest star in
the universe it gives immense significance and love; it makes no difference.
There is equality and equal opportunity. And there is no need unnecessarily to
pray and waste your time, to read the holy scriptures, which are the most
unholy books in the world. There is no need to be exploited by the priests. You
are certainly and suddenly free from all these chains. Now you can be yourself.
While God is in existence you
can never be yourself. You are just a puppet, your strings are in the hands of
God. The ancient saying in India is that not even a small leaf of a tree moves
unless God's order is received for it to move. Whatever you are, according to
religions you are made out of mud. The word ‘human’ comes from humus, which
means mud. And the word in Hebrew, Arabic, Urdu, Hindi, is admi – it is used as
the name of the first man, Adam. Admi means the earth. God made man out of the
earth and then breathed life into the puppet.
Now, what kind of freedom do
you have? Somebody has breathed life into you, and it is in his hands to stop
breathing life into you any moment. Whatever you are doing, the religions
believe it is your fate, it is written on your forehead. And there have been
many con men who have even been trying to read what is written on your forehead.
Astrologers, palmists, all kinds of cunning people have been exploiting the
simplicity and innocence of humanity. There are people who are reading your
hand, looking at the lines, telling you what those lines mean. The whole
emphasis is that you are not living a life of your own, you are just a part in
a drama, and the part that you are playing has been decided beforehand.
That was the argument that the
Indian God's incarnation, Krishna – in the great Indian war, Mahabharata – gave
to his disciple Arjuna. Seeing the immense massacre that was going to happen,
Arjuna simply lost his nerve. He was a man of immense courage and great
intelligence.
He said, ‘I don't see any point
in this war. Even if I win... and I am certain I am going to win’ – there was
no other warrior of his quality – ‘But sitting on the golden throne of victory
surrounded by the corpses of all my friends and all my enemies, all the
beautiful people, does not appeal to me at all. The scene makes me feel insane.
Rather than fighting, I will leave it to the other party – who is nobody,
another cousin-brother. Let him rule over the country and I will go to the
mountains, to the Himalayas to meditate, to become a sannyasin. I have lost all
interest in fighting.’
Krishna tries in every way to
persuade him, but Arjuna is a great intellectual; he goes on arguing against
him. Finally seeing no other way, Krishna takes the last resort and says, ‘It
is written in your destiny. Going away, you are going away from God. This war
is predetermined by God to destroy those who are not virtuous and only let
those survive who are virtuous.’ Now there is no argument against it, because
Arjuna himself believes in God and destiny.
Arjuna fought the war. Krishna
was responsible, five thousand years ago, for destroying this country by giving
a false argument, absolutely fictitious, to Arjuna. That war killed so many
people. And it is not only that it killed people, it also destroyed the courage
of the country; it became afraid of any small calamity.
Two thousand years of slavery...
I want to make it absolutely clear that the people who are responsible for
these two thousand years of slavery are the greatest people of India. The list
is headed by Krishna; Arjuna is just his shadow. Then came Mahavira, who taught
people to be nonviolent to such an extreme that his followers cannot even
cultivate, because plants have life; if you cultivate then you will have to
kill the plants when you reap the crop. Gautam Buddha comes third, who taught
people to accept, to be contented wherever and with whatever they have – poor,
hungry, starving, enslaved, remain utterly contented.
Their teachings were great.
This is something to be remembered; otherwise I will be misunderstood by
everyone. Their teachings were great, but they never thought about all the
implications of their teachings. They never thought that if you teach a country
nonviolence, if you teach a country to drop all weapons, when the whole world
is not doing that, then you are putting that country in a state of being
victimized, exploited by anyone.
And for two thousand years
invader after invader came to India, exploited it and went back. Finally
Mohammedans came and they thought, ‘What is the need to go back? We can not
only exploit people, but rule them and remain here.’ And then came the
Britishers and the French and the Portuguese, and they all tried to exploit the
country. They all had their small pockets. Britain proved to be far more
clever. But the Portuguese had their small islands of Diu, Daman and Goa, and
the French had a small portion of the country, Pondicherry. Britain had the
whole country.
People have remained starved
and hungry, and people have gone on dying because of hunger, and nobody has
ever thought that these great principles in some way are responsible for this
unfortunate situation that for thousands of years India has had to pass
through. And even today nobody is trying to see all the implications. Every
great principle has its own black cloud behind it. And unless you understand
the black cloud also, you are soon going to be absorbed by the black cloud. If
you understand it, you can avoid it.
God seems to be the greatest
principle that has been preached to man down the ages, but nobody has looked at
its implications.
If God created man then man has
no individuality of his own, then he cannot claim any dignity, any freedom.
There is no question of a
puppet declaring, ‘I want to be free.’ If God created the universe, then
whatever has happened in the universe has had to happen. It was God's will. No
effort on our part was going to change anything.
And finally you can see, if God
created the world, and if he is behind nuclear weapons and the people who are
creating them, then no effort on man's part can prevent the destruction of the
whole planet. To give the creation of the world into the hands of a fictitious
God is very dangerous. It makes us absolutely impotent. We cannot do anything.
Hence, my simple understanding
of consciousness is that if God did not die with Friedrich Nietzsche's
declaration, then we have to kill him! Wherever you meet him, there is no need
even to say hello. First kill him and then you can say hello – just to fulfill
the formality. But God is not needed at all. With God above in the sky, man
will always remain a slave, and man will always remain unconscious, and man
will never strive to reach to the peaks of his potential.
With God removed you may feel a
little fear – just out of old habit – but that fear will disappear.
Once you recognize that you are
standing on your own feet and you have to do something to create a better
consciousness in you, to create a more loving heart in you, that prayers are
useless, there is nobody to answer them... Yes, sometimes they have been
answered. At least once, certainly...
A poor man asked God for months
continually, ‘Give me fifty dollars. I don't want much, just fifty dollars.’
First he prayed, but then he
thought, ‘Millions of people are praying, and there is one God and there are
millions of prayers. Whether my poor prayer ever reaches to him... And there
must be around him so much noise – prayers from all the churches, all the
mosques, all the synagogues, all the temples – who is going to take care of me?
It is better that I write a letter.’
He wrote a letter saying, ‘This
is to remind you that for months I have been praying, but the answer has not
come. It seems my prayer has not reached you. I can understand, because of the
noise around you of so many prayers. And great people are praying – the pope
and the archbishop and the shankaracharya – so who is going to take care of my
small prayer? And I am not asking much – no paradise, no heaven, nothing, just
fifty dollars. Finally I decided to write the letter.’ And he wrote in big
letters, ‘Fifty Dollars! Remember, it is urgent.’
But then he was very much
disturbed, because he didn't know the address, whom to address it to. He
thought, ‘The best way is to address it to: God, c/o The Postmaster General. If
the postmaster general cannot find his address, who else can?’ The letter
reached the postmaster general. He looked, he laughed, and then he felt sad
also. He thought, ‘The man must be in desperate need – nobody writes letters to
God. And he is not asking much.’
So he said to all his friends, ‘Please
look at this poor man's letter. You all contribute, and we will send those
fifty dollars to him. At least for once let a prayer be answered.’ They
collected the money, but they collected only forty-five dollars. The postmaster
general said, ‘No harm, at least we should send this much.’
When forty-five dollars reached
the man he counted the dollars, and he looked above and shouted, ‘God, remember
one thing. Next time you send any money to me, never send it through the post
office! Those cunning fellows have taken out their commission. I have received
only forty-five dollars!’
Except this, I have not come
across any prayer which has been answered – and that too not fully. There is no
one to answer. Existence has to be approached in a different way.
God has to be worshipped.
God has to be prayed to.
Existence has to be contacted
in meditation.
There are only two kinds of
religions in the world: the religions of prayer and the religions of
meditation. You can see my point. The religions of prayer all believe in God
and the religions of meditation don't believe in any god. Because meditation
takes you inwards, and fulfills you, there is no need to pray, there is no need
for any consolation. You are in such a rejoicing, in such a blissful state; you
can bless the whole world.
I teach you existence, and the
entry into existence is through your own being; hence meditation is not prayer
– remember, it is against prayer. Prayer is part of that phony jargon about
God, heaven, hell. Prayer is part and parcel of that whole rubbish. Meditation
is simply the only pure way of coming in contact with existence. And this
contact immediately becomes a merger and a melting. You become existence
yourself. Then you are in the clouds and you are in the stars and you are in
the flowers and you are in the rains. You are everywhere. You are no longer a
drop, you have become the ocean.
Remember the clear-cut
distinction between existence and God. God is a condemnation of our
intelligence. It is accepting humiliation, it is accepting that, ‘We are only
puppets; you are the power. Whatever you want to do with us you will do. All
that we can do is to pray.’ It makes you so crippled. The very idea of God is
nauseating. But existence has a freshness and a beauty and a truth.
Never get mixed up with these
two words. One is reality, one is simply fiction.
Excerpted from ‘Hari
Om Tat Sat’ by Osho
Mây Trắng
Saturday, August 26, 2017