Osho –
Dhammapada: The Way of The Buddha (Volume 2)
Chapter 2. Drink
to the full and dance
Question 1:
Beloved Master,
Would you please speak more about the new
phase of your work? Sri ramakrishna, sri raman, and even j. Krishnamurti,
appear one-dimensional.
Did gurdjieff attempt a multidimensional
approach? Was it the cause of his being so greatly misunderstood?
Ajit Saraswati, it is but
natural to be misunderstood if you really want to help people. If you don't
want to help them, you will never be misunderstood - they will worship you,
they will praise you. If you only talk, if you only philosophize, then they are
not afraid of you. Then you don't touch their lives.
And it is beautiful to know
complex theories, systems of thought. It helps their egos, it nourishes their
egos - they become more knowledgeable. And everybody likes to be more
knowledgeable. It is the subtlest nourishment for the ego.
But if you really want to help
them, then the problem arises. Then you start changing their lives, then you
start trespassing on their egos; then you start interfering with their
centuries and centuries old habits and mechanisms. Then you create antagonism:
they are afraid of you, they are inimical towards you. And they will try in
every possible way to misunderstand you, to misrepresent you.
One-dimensional people are
beautiful flowers, but not of much use. Krishnamurti has been talking for forty
or more years, and people listen. The same people have been listening to him
for forty years... and not an iota of change in their consciousness.
Certainly they have become very
knowledgeable, argumentative, logical. If you discuss with them - they are the
best people to discuss anything with - they go into the most subtle, delicate
worlds of thought. They can analyze everything: awareness, meditation,
consciousness... They have become very
efficient, very clever, but they remain as mediocre as ever, as stupid as ever,
with only one difference: now their stupidity is garbed behind their so-called
knowledge that they have gathered from J. Krishnamurti.
Krishnamurti has remained just
an intellectual phenomenon, because he never took the trouble to enter into
people's lives. It is dangerous to enter into people's lives - you are playing
with fire.
Sri Raman is perfectly okay:
sitting silently in his temple, people can come, offer flowers, worship, and he
will simply watch. And of course he has a beauty and a grace, but it is
one-dimensional, it does not affect life in its totality. At the most, people
can be moved by it emotionally. Just as J. Krishnamurti moves people
intellectually, Sri Raman moves people emotionally.
And the same was the case with
Ramakrishna. Many people's emotions were touched, and they would cry tears of
joy. But it is not going to transform you. Those tears of joy are momentary;
back home you will be the same.
Gurdjieff certainly is a
pioneer. With Gurdjieff begins a totally new concept of spiritual life. He has
actually called his way "the fourth way" - just as I call my way
"the fourth way" he also calls his way "the fourth way." He
was immensely misunderstood, because he was not interested in imparting
knowledge to you, he was not interested in consoling you. He was not interested
in giving you beautiful theories, visions, hallucinations. He was not
interested in your tears, in your emotions and sentiments.
He was not interested in being
worshipped by you, he was interested in transforming you.
And to transform a person means
you have to take a hammer in your hands, because many chunks of that person's
being have to be cut. The person is so topsy-turvy that everything is wrong as
it is, and it has to be put right. And he has invested so much in his wrong way
of life that anybody who wants to change his style of life - not only the
circumference but the center too - he becomes afraid of, he is scared of. Only
a few courageous people can enter into the world of a man like Gurdjieff.
Tremendous courage is needed, a courage to die, because only then is one
reborn.
Gurdjieff was a midwife. He was
not a teacher, he was a master. Krishnamurti remained a teacher. Raman remained
a beautiful individual - enlightened, but just a faraway, distant star. You
could watch and you could appreciate and you could write poetry about it, but
that's all. It remained a distant phenomenon. You could never hope to reach
him, the distance was vast. And there was no effort from his side to bridge it.
And what could you do? How
could you bridge it? If you had been capable of bridging yourself with a man
like Raman, there would have been no need to make the bridge. A man of that
capacity would be able to transform himself on his own; he would not need a
master. Unless Raman tried to make the bridge, the bridge was not possible.
And he was aloof, distant,
cool. He was not involved. He knew all misery is false. And, certainly, it is
so - but not for those who are in misery. The man who is awake knows that the
person who is crying and weeping in his sleep is seeing a dream, true. As far
as the man who is awake is concerned, it's perfectly true. But even though it
is a dream, a nightmare, for the person who is fast asleep it is a truth. And
the man who is fast asleep cannot make any effort to connect himself with the awakened
man. Obviously, it is impossible. He cannot even be aware that somebody is
awake; he is so much engrossed in his nightmare. Only the awakened can make the
effort. But to disturb somebody's sleep, even though he is in a nightmare, is
dangerous. Nobody wants to be disturbed, nobody wants to be interfered with.
People have strange ideas -
sleepy people, idiotic people, but they have strange ideas of freedom. They
have no freedom; they can't have. They can't afford it in their sleep. How can
a sleepy man have any freedom? But they have ideas, great ideas of freedom, and
a man like Gurdjieff interferes. His compassion is far greater than the
compassion of J.
Krishnamurti, Raman, and
Ramakrishna.
Ramakrishna is beautiful -
singing the praise of God, praying, worshipping, dancing.
He is something of the beyond.
He reminds you that much more is possible in life than is happening to you -
but that's all. Through him just a little remembrance can reach you. But your
life is such that that remembrance is not going to create any mutation; it will
be forgotten. You will enjoy it. Again and again you would like to go to the
man and see him dancing and singing and praying... and you will feel good.
This is what Buddha calls
"counting the sheep of others." He is a beautiful flower, but by
looking at a rose you cannot become the rose; neither can you become a
Ramakrishna by looking at Ramakrishna. Great effort is needed. You have to
climb the mountain against all hazards.
Unless a master tries to
approach you in your deep sleep, unless he stirs your being, holds you hard and
takes you out of your ignorance, it is impossible, it is almost impossible. But
you will be angry at this man - who wants to be disturbed? One has become
accustomed to a certain way of life; mind always likes the old, the known, the
familiar. Even though it is miserable, still the mind is afraid of the new,
because with the new you have to learn again how to behave, how to be. And who
wants to learn?
You are so efficient with the
old, your ego is so satisfied with the old - why bother?
And when you come across a man
like Gurdjieff, he shatters all the nonsense that you have gathered. He
shatters mercilessly! Sometimes he has to say things which are not really true,
but just to shatter your ideas he has to say them.
A friend has asked, "How
was it possible that a man like Gurdjieff, a man of such great understanding,
did not understand the idea of kundalini energy?"
He called it kundabuffer. He
was very much against the idea of kundalini. He used to say that the worst
thing that could happen to a person in life is the arousal of kundalini.
The questioner, naturally, is
bewildered.
But you don't understand the
real meaning of Gurdjieff. He called it kundabuffer because of the nonsense
that theosophists have created in the world. They talked so much about
kundalini, the serpent power, and it was all gibberish; they knew nothing about
it. They were just fabricating, they were just inventing theories and ideas. It
was all guesswork.
In fact, out of a hundred books
that are written about kundalini, ninety-nine are absolute nonsense. And the
people who had gathered around Gurdjieff had come through theosophical
philosophy, hypotheses, doctrines. He was shattering their knowledge; he was
not saying anything against kundalini. How could he say that? He knew far
better than Blavatsky, Annie Besant, Alcott, Leadbeater - he knew far better
than these people. These people were only experts in creating doctrines, and
really they were great experts. They had created almost a world movement -
about auras and colors and kundalini... new words from the ancient spiritual
lore. And they created worlds, imaginary worlds, around those words.
Gurdjieff is right to call it
kundabuffer. And Gurdjieff is right in saying that the worst thing that can
happen to a man is the arousal of kundalini. But remember always that he was
talking to his disciples, in a particular context. He was shattering the
knowledge of his disciples about kundalini power - because the first step of a
master is to destroy your knowledge, because your knowledge is basically false,
borrowed.
Before you can be made familiar
with the truth, the untrue has to be taken away.
Sometimes the master has to be
very merciless, and sometimes the master has to say things which are not really
so. Kundalini is not a wrong idea, but for ninety-nine percent of people,
Gurdjieff is right.
Now there are again people like
Gopi Krishna, who are writing books on kundalini and the serpent power, and the
great genius that comes through it. It has not even happened to Gopi Krishna!
What kind of genius has he? At the most, the only proof that he has given of
his genius is some absolutely worthless poetry, just like the poetry
schoolchildren write. He has been a clerk his whole life. His poetry smells of
his whole life's clerkship - it stinks! It has no beauty, it has no grandeur -
it has nothing of the superb.
And now he is propounding
around the world that when kundalini arises your latent power of genius becomes
manifest. How many yogis have won the Nobel Prize? And how many yogis have
contributed to the world's scientific knowledge, art, poetry, painting,
sculpture? How many of your people whose so-called kundalini has arisen have
contributed in any way to the world's richness?
What Gopi Krishna is talking
about is not kundalini but kundabuffer. Gurdjieff would have put him right with
a single blow. But he attracts people. People are very much attracted by
mystical nonsense, by occult stupidity, by esoteric gibberish. Just start
talking with people about chakras, centers of energy, and kundalini passing
through them, and they are all-attentive. You just try it! There is no need to
know anything about it - just invent... because Jaina mystics have not talked
about kundalini, Buddhist mystics have not talked about kundalini, Christian
mystics have never known anything about it, Sufis are absolutely unaware of
this energy called kundalini. Only Hindu yoga talks about it.
There is something in it, but
not exactly the way it is told to people. The knowledge that is floating around
about kundalini is all nonsense, and Gurdjieff was right to condemn it. He was
condemning the whole theosophical movement. Theosophists were very much against
Gurdjieff. They knew nothing, but they created a great movement. They were more
or less political people, scholars, logic-choppers, but not in any way realized
souls.
Gurdjieff shattered many
beliefs. He shattered one of the most fundamental beliefs of the whole of
humanity. He said, "There is no soul. You are not born with a soul - the
soul has to be created by great effort. And only very rare people have been
able to create it. The millions of people walking on the earth are all
soulless."
Now, can you create a greater
shock? - just telling people, "You are soulless. There is nothing inside
you - hollow, nobody inside you. You are not yet born; you are just a body, a
mechanism. Yes, you have a possibility, a potentiality to become a soul, but
then you have to do much work for it, great work for it, and only then is it
possible to have a soul. It is the ultimate luxury to have a soul."
Now, down the ages priests have
been telling you that you are born with a soul. That has created a very wrong
state of affairs. Because everybody has been told he is born with a soul, he
thinks, "Then why bother? I am already a soul. I am immortal. The body
will die but I am going to live." Gurdjieff said, "You are nothing
but the body, and when the body dies YOU will die. Only once in a while does a
person survive - one who has created soul in his life survives death - not all.
A Buddha survives, a Jesus survives, but not you! You will simply die, not even
a trace will be left."
What was Gurdjieff trying to
do? He was shocking you to the very roots; he was trying to take away all your
consolations and foolish theories which go on helping you to postpone work upon
yourself. Now, to tell people, "You don't have any souls, you are just
vegetables, just a cabbage or maybe a cauliflower" - a cauliflower is a
cabbage with a college education - "but nothing more than that." He
was really a master par excellence. He was taking the very earth away from
underneath your feet. He was giving you such a shock that you had to think over
the whole situation: are you going to remain a cabbage? He was creating a
situation around you in which you would have to seek and search for the soul,
because who wants to die?
And the idea that the soul is
immortal has helped people to console themselves that they are not going to
die, that death is just an appearance, just a long sleep, a restful sleep, and
you will be born again. Gurdjieff says, "All nonsense. This is all
nonsense!
Dead, you are dead forever -
unless you have created the soul... "
Now see the difference: you
have been told you are already a soul, and Gurdjieff changes it totally. He
says, "You are not already a soul, but only an opportunity. You can use
it, you can miss it."
And I would like to tell you
that Gurdjieff was just using a device. It is not true.
Everybody is born with a soul.
But what to do with people who have been using truths as consolations? A great
master sometimes has to lie - and only a great master has the right to lie -
just to pull you out of your sleep.
For example, you are fast
asleep and I shake you and shake you and you don't budge.
And then I start shouting,
"Fire! Fire!" and you start running out of the house. Outside we will
settle the matter. I will say that there is no fire... but this was the only
way to wake you up.
Once you have known the soul,
Gurdjieff will whisper in your ear, "Now don't be worried. Forget all
about what I was telling you. But it was needed. It was a device. I had to
shout 'Fire!' otherwise you were not going to get out of your sleep."
But these people are bound to
be misunderstood. To understand a man like Gurdjieff is an almost impossible
job. You can understand him only if you go with him, if you go along with him.
And the work that Gurdjieff did was a very secret work - it can't be otherwise.
Real work can be done only in a mystery school. It is hidden, it is
underground. It is not public and it cannot be public.
In the Middle Ages the mystics
disappeared behind the garb of alchemy; they had to disappear because of the
Christians. The Christians were destroying all kinds of sources which were in
any way in conflict with Christian ideology. They were not allowing anybody to
practice anything else; even to talk about anything else was not permitted:
"Christianity and only
Christianity is the way."
The mystics had to disappear.
They created a beautiful deception, they created the idea of alchemy. They
started saying, "We are alchemists; we have nothing to do with
spirituality. All that is rot. We are seeking and searching for the secret of
immortal life, of eternal youth. We are trying to find ways and means to
transform base metals into gold." And just to deceive the public they made
chemistry labs. If you had entered into an alchemist's world, you would have
encountered jars and medicines and herbs and test-tubes... and you would have
seen a kind of lab where much chemical work was going on. But this was only a
facade; this was not the real work - the real work was happening somewhere else
deep down in the school.
The real work was to create
integral, crystallized human beings, to create wakefulness.
The real work was meditation.
But Christianity does not allow meditation. It says prayer is enough. It does
not allow inward search. It says worshipping God is enough, going every Sunday
to the church is enough, reading the Bible is enough. It has given you toys -
and that's how it has happened in other countries too.
In India too the mystics have
lived in disguise.
Just the other day I was
reading a Sufi story - and Gurdjieff is basically rooted in the Sufi tradition.
He is a Sufi. He learned his secrets from the Sufis.
I was reading a Sufi story:
A disciple came to the master
and said, "I am in trouble. The trouble is that the richest man of the
town is going on a pilgrimage. He has a beautiful daughter, and I have a great reputation
because of all the discipline that I have gone through and the character that I
have cultivated. I have such a reputation in the town that he wants me to take
care of his beautiful daughter while he is on his pilgrimage. And I am afraid -
I know my temptations. And the girl is really beautiful; in fact I have always
been infatuated with her. I have been avoiding... ! This is too much: for six
months or nine months she will be living with me. I cannot trust myself. What
should I do?"
The master said, "I know a
man who knows the secret. You go to him."
And he told him to go to
another village where a madman lived. He said, "But what can that madman
do? I know about that madman, I have heard much about that madman.
He is utterly mad! How can he
help me?"
The master said, "You just
go, but go very watchfully. Watch everything that is happening there."
He went to the madman. A very
beautiful young boy was pouring wine and the madman was drinking.
Now, Mohammedan countries have
been, down the ages, homosexual, very much - so much so that it is only the
Mohammedan paradise which is gay. It is far more advanced than any other
paradise. In the Hindu paradise there is no place for a gay person. In the
Christian paradise, no, not at all. Even the Jewish God is very much against
homosexuality, very angry. But the Mohammedan God is very lenient. Not only are
beautiful women provided for the virtuous, but beautiful boys too.
This beautiful young boy
pouring wine and the madman drinking - this man felt great hatred,
condemnation. But because the master had said, "Watch and go and ask him
for advice... " he forgot all about his problem. First he asked,
"Please tell me what is happening. What are you doing?"
The madman laughed and he said,
"This boy is my son. And come close - my glass contains only water. What
he is pouring is not wine."
The man asked, "Then why
are you pretending that you are drinking wine? Nobody sips water the way you
are sipping. The flask from which he is pouring water is not used for keeping
water - then why?"
The madman laughed and said,
"So that nobody entrusts his beautiful daughter to me when he goes on a
pilgrimage. This is a device!"
He must have read the thought,
he must have been telepathic. He must have seen this man through and through.
"... So that nobody entrusts his beautiful daughter to me, so nobody
bothers. So that I am left alone. But please don't tell my secret to anybody;
otherwise I will have to move from this town to another town. My madness is a
rumor created by me. My characterlessness is a rumor created by me. And if you
really want to work on yourself," said the madman, "you should do
likewise. Go back. Start behaving foolishly, stupidly, madly, immorally - at
least pretend! - and nobody will bother you."
Gurdjieff lived a life which
was very mysterious; it was not public. His school was a hidden school. What
was happening there, people were simply guessing.
And that's what is going to
happen in the new phase of my work. My commune will become hidden, underground.
It will have a facade on the outside: the weavers and the carpenters and the
potters... that will be the facade. People who will come as visitors, we will
have a beautiful showroom for them; they can purchase things. They can see the
creativity of the sannyasins: paintings, books, woodwork... They can be shown around - a beautiful lake,
swimming pools, a five-star hotel for them - but they will not know what is
really happening. That which will be happening will be almost all underground.
It has to be underground, otherwise it cannot happen.
I have a few secrets to impart
to you, and I would not like to die before I have imparted them to you -
because I don't know anybody else now alive in the world who can do that work.
I have secrets from Taoism, secrets from tantra, secrets from yoga, secrets
from Sufis, secrets from Zen people. I have lived in almost all the traditions
of the world; I have been a wanderer in many lives. I have gathered much honey
from many flowers.
And the time, sooner or later,
will come when I will have to depart - and I will not be able to enter again in
the body. This is going to be my last life. All the honey that I have gathered
I would like to share with you, so that you can share it with others, so that
it does not disappear from the earth.
This is going to be a very
secret work; hence, Ajit Saraswati, I cannot speak about it. I think I have
already spoken too much! I should not have said even this. The work will be
only for those who are utterly devoted.
Right now, we have a big press
office to make as many people as possible aware of the phenomenon that is
happening here. But in the new commune the real work will simply disappear from
the world's eyes. The press office will function - it will function for other
purposes. People will go on coming, because from the visitors we have to
choose; we have to invite people who can be participants, who can dissolve in
the commune. But the real work is going to be absolutely secret. It is going to
be only between me and you.
And there will not be much talk
between me and you either. More and more I will become silent, because the real
communion is through energy, not through words. As you will be getting ready to
receive the energy in silence, I will become more and more silent. But I am
keeping a great treasure for you. Be receptive...
And as my work goes underground
and becomes more secret and more mysterious, more and more rumors and gossip
are bound to spread all over the world. People become very suspicious of
anything secret, and because they cannot find any clue, they start inventing
their own ideas about what is happening there. So be ready for that too.
But don't be worried about it.
It is going to be a mystery school. Such schools existed when Zarathustra was
alive; he created such a school. Many such schools existed in Egypt, India,
Tibet. When Pythagoras came and visited this country he noted the fact of the
mystery schools. He was initiated into many mystery schools in Egypt and in
India.
Jesus was trained by the
Essenes, a very secret mystery school.
All that is beautiful and all
that is great in human history has happened only through a few people who put
their energies together for the inner exploration. My commune is going to be a
mystery school for inner exploration. It is the greatest adventure there is,
and the greatest dance too.
Question 2:
Beloved Master,
What is the key to this puzzle? The buddha
says, speak less: and silence feels beautiful, for what have I to say?
Tales of the past, dreams of the future, giddy
gossip or reasoned argument, all taste phony to the tongue. Silence is beautiful, and yet...
The sound of merry chatter over teacups echoes
the carefree chirping of the birds - energy flowing in a joyous cosmos.
Beloved master, tell me, what is the key to
this puzzle?
Nirgun, don't take Gautama the
Buddha too seriously. Silence IS beautiful, certainly it is beautiful. But who
has told you that gossiping is not beautiful? In fact, the more you enjoy
gossiping, the deeper will be your silence.
These are polar opposites and
they balance each other. If you work hard in the day, you will sleep a deep
sleep in the night. Polar opposites: hard work brings a deep sleep.
Illogical! The logical thing
would have been that you rested the whole day, practiced rest the whole day,
and then you sleep a deep, deep sleep in the night. That would have been
logical - but God is illogical.
That seems to be perfectly
right: the whole day you practiced rest - naturally you should have more rest in
the night than anybody else who has not practiced it! And the man who has been
doing just the opposite - hard work, tilling the ground, digging in the earth,
working in the garden, chopping wood, carrying water from the well - the whole
day he was perspiring, working hard, a tiring work, by the evening he is
utterly tired. Logically he should not be able to sleep at all because he
practiced the opposite.
But this is not how life
functions.
Life functions through the
polar opposites. Life is not logical, life is dialectical. It is a dialectics:
thesis, antithesis, and they both balance and become synthesis. Then synthesis
functions again as a thesis and creates its antithesis... and so on and so
forth.
Life is not Aristotelian but
Hegelian.
It is perfectly good to gossip.
And when you gossip, gossip totally - let it be a meditation! Knowing perfectly
well that it is gossip, still it can be enjoyed. In fact, it can be enjoyed
more because it is just gossip! And then fall silent.
The chirping of the birds is
beautiful, but have you watched that when suddenly it stops there is a great
silence? The silence is deepened by the songs of the birds. The silence that
follows the storm is the deepest, the most profound.
Nirgun, don't take Buddha too
seriously. He can be taken too seriously - he is a one- dimensional man. What I
am saying... if you had asked the same question of Buddha, he would not have
said the same thing. He would have said, "Nirgun, you are coming to the
right point. Stop gossiping and stop talking. Say only the minimum, the
absolutely necessary." He would have suggested being very telegraphic. If
it can be done in ten words, then don't do it in eleven words. If you can cut
words more and more, so much the better.
But my own experience is that if
you cut all your gossiping, all your talking, your silence will be superficial,
your silence will be just a kind of sadness. It will not have depth. From where
will it get depth? It can get depth only from its polar opposite.
If you really want to rest,
first dance - dance to abandon. Let every fiber of your body and being dance,
and then follows a relaxation, a rest, which is total. You need not do it, it
happens on its own.
I am not saying that gossiping
should be done to harm somebody. Then it is no longer gossip, it is violence;
then it is no longer gossip, it is something else camouflaged as gossip. Gossip
should be a pure art, with no motivation - joking for joking's sake, gossiping
for gossiping's sake. And then it will keep you cheerful. And when it stops... and
how long can you gossip? There is a natural limit to everything. "The
sound of merry chatter over teacups" cannot continue forever. Soon the
teacups will be empty and the chatter will disappear... and then there is a
profound silence.
It is good that the birds have
not heard Buddha, that the trees have not heard Buddha.
Nirgun, I would not like you to
become a Buddhist. I know Buddhist monks: they become very serious, too
serious, so that their seriousness is a kind of disease. They cannot laugh,
they cannot joke. In fact, if they read my discourses on Buddha and they come
across juicy jokes, they will just close their eyes. They will not even be
capable of reading them. Their whole being will withdraw, they will shrink
away. They will not be able to forgive me.
Don't be too serious at all. My
message is that of rejoicing. That's where I am different from Buddha. Buddha
is a serious person; not a single statue exists in which he is shown laughing,
or even smiling. Yes, there are Chinese and Japanese statues of Buddha in which
he is shown smiling and laughing sometimes - sometimes even a belly laughter,
his belly shaking. But those are Chinese and Japanese buddhas.
In fact, if you see a Chinese
statue of Buddha and an Indian statue of Buddha you will not be able to
conceive of any relationship between the two; they are so totally different.
The Indian Buddha is very
serious. His body is athletic: he has a big chest and a very very shrunken
belly - no belly at all. And if you see the Chinese Buddha it is just the
opposite. You will not find the big chest at all, it is completely lost because
the belly is so big. And you can see even in marble statues that the belly is
shaking with laughter.
His face is totally different,
it is round and gives you the sense of a child. The Indian Buddha's face is
very Roman - it was made after Alexander had visited India - it is Greek and
Roman. The features are not Indian. Look again at an Indian statue of Buddha,
the features are not Indian. Alexander and his beauty impressed people so much
that they imposed Alexander's face on Buddha's body.
And he is very serious, utterly
serious. You cannot conceive of him ever laughing. But when Buddhism reached
China it met a very profound philosophy - the polar opposite.
The dialectics happened there.
Buddhism became the thesis and Taoism became the antithesis: the meeting of
Buddha and Lao Tzu. The Chinese statue of Buddha is a cross, it is half Gautam
Buddha and half Lao Tzu - they are mingled into each other. That belly belongs
to Lao Tzu, that laughter belongs to Lao Tzu, and the silence belongs to
Buddha. It has been the greatest meeting that has ever happened in the world.
Out of it is born the most profound, the most significant phenomenon in all
history: Zen.
Zen is neither Buddhist nor
Taoist, or it is both together. It is a strange meeting. In fact, Lao Tzu and
Buddha, if they had met physically, would not have agreed on ANY point.
Lao Tzu was a man of laughter.
He used to move from one village to another sitting on his buffalo - must have
looked like a clown. And he was almost always laughing, rolling on the ground -
at the whole ridiculousness of existence, at the absurdity of life.
Buddha and Lao Tzu are polar
opposites. Maybe that's why both these philosophies became attracted to each
other. Both were incomplete - the meeting made them more complete. Neither will
Lao Tzu agree with Zen nor will Buddha agree with Zen.
I have heard a story:
In heaven, in a cafe, Buddha,
Confucius and Lao Tzu, all the three are sitting, chitchatting. And the woman,
the owner of the cafe, a beautiful woman, comes. She brings the juice of life.
Buddha immediately closes his eyes. He says, "I cannot look at it!
It is not worth looking at -
life is misery. Birth is misery, life is misery, death is misery.
Remove it from my sight;
otherwise I cannot open my eyes!"
Confucius opens his eyes
half-way - he believes in the golden mean, the middle way, just the half -
looks with half open eyes and says, "I cannot deny it without tasting
it."
He is a man of more scientific
leanings. "How can you say anything unless you experiment? You should not
declare such things offhand. So," he says, "just give me a sip."
He tastes it and he says, "Buddha is right: it is bitter, it is miserable,
and I completely agree and I am a witness to Buddha. But I will again say that
Buddha is wrong - without tasting it, nothing should be said. Although he is
right - I can approve him, on MY witnessing he is right - but on his own he is
not right."
Lao Tzu takes the whole flask
and before the owner woman can say anything, he takes it down in a gulp. He
drinks the whole flask and he becomes so drunk that he starts dancing. He does
not say a word - bitter or sweet, misery or bliss. When he comes a little bit to
his senses, Buddha and Confucius ask him, "What do you say?"
He says, "There is nothing
to say. Life should be drunk to its totality, then only does one know. And when
one knows, there is nothing to say. It cannot be put in any category.
Misery or bliss are categories
- life is beyond all categories. But one should know it in its wholeness, and
only I know it in its wholeness. You have not even tasted it.
Confucius has only tasted it,
but one should not decide by the part about the whole.
Only I can say what it is, but
I am not going to say because it is not sayable. If you really want to know, I
can order another flask. Drink it to the full and dance - that is the only
way!"
That is the only way to know
anything.
The meeting of Buddhism and
Taoism is the strangest phenomenon in the world. But it was bound to happen;
there is a certain inevitability in it because such polar opposites attract
each other, just as negative and positive poles of magnetism or negative and
positive electricity attract each other.
Buddhism traveled from India to
China. Taoism never traveled to India, because Taoism was so utterly drunk with
ecstasy, with joy - who cares? Buddhism traveled, had to travel. The
seriousness became very very heavy. Once Buddha was gone, once the light was
gone, then it was just like a rock on the chest of the followers - it became
too heavy. They had to move to find something nonserious to balance it.
Nirgun, don't be serious about
it. Enjoy your gossiping, enjoy the small things of life, the small joys of
life. They all contribute to the enrichment of your being. And always remember:
nonseriousness is one of the most fundamental qualities of a really religious
person.
A sincere young man went to an
understanding old rabbi for advice. "The problem is my sexual appetite.
When I shake hands with a woman it is aroused - even when I pass a pretty woman
on the street it is aroused. It disturbs me because I love my wife very
much."
"Don't worry, son,"
said the rabbi. "It doesn't matter where you work up an appetite as long
as you dine at home."
This rabbi is a wise man,
nonserious, taking life playfully. My sannyasins have to take life very
playfully - then you can have both the worlds together. You can have the cake
and eat it too. And that is a real art. This world and that, sound and silence,
love and meditation, being with people, relating, and being alone. All these
things have to be lived together in a kind of simultaneity; only then will you
know the uttermost depth of your being and the uttermost height of your being.
Question 3:
Beloved Master,
What do you say about the famous statement
of Friedrich Nietzsche that god is dead?
Neeraj, Friedrich Nietzsche
says God is dead - that means he was alive before. As far as I know, he has
never been alive. How can God be dead if he has never been alive? God is not a
person, so he cannot be alive and he cannot be dead. To me, God is life itself!
God is synonymous with
existence; hence you cannot say God is alive or God is dead.
God is life! And life is
forever... it is a continuum, it is eternal, no beginning, no end.
Nietzsche was really saying
that the God that people had worshipped up to then had become irrelevant. But
he was very much accustomed to making dramatic statements.
Rather than saying: "The
God that people have worshipped up to now is no longer relevant," he said:
"God is dead." And in a way, dramatic statements penetrate people's
consciousness more. If he had said it in a philosophical way it may have missed
the target, but it became the most important statement made in these hundred
years. No other statement has had such significance, or has had such an impact
on human thinking, behavior, life.
The Christian God is dead, the
Jewish God is dead - that's what Nietzsche was saying.
But there have been so many
gods and all have gone down the drain. If you make a list you will be surprised
how many gods have been worshipped. One man has made a list.
I was reading the list - not
even a single name that he mentions is known. Nearabout fifty gods he mentions.
The Egyptian gods are no longer there - not even in Egypt does anybody know
about them. There was a time when for those gods even human beings were
sacrificed, wars were fought, crusades, murders, rapes; villages were burned in
the name of those gods. Now even the names are not known. I read the whole
list; out of the fifty not a single name is known. There have been many gods
invented by people, and when those people become tired of those gods, they
invent new toys and they throw the old ones.
These gods go on being born and
dying, but these are not the true God. 'True God'
simply means life - Aes Dhammo
Sanantano - the inexhaustible law of existence. How can it die?
There is no way. Forms change...
It seems God visited the New
York subways recently. Someone had scrawled on the wall: "God is dead -
signed Nietzsche," and underneath it was written: "Nietzsche is dead
- signed God."
That seems to be far truer. But
an even better message for you:
A London subway has this
cheerful message: "God is dead, but don't worry - Mary is pregnant
again!"
Question 4:
Beloved Master,
Can you say something about guilt and fear?
Latifa, fear is natural, guilt
is a creation of the priests. Guilt is man-made. Fear is in-built, and it is
very essential. Without fear you will not be able to survive at all. Fear is
normal. It is because of fear that you will not put your hand in the fire. It
is because of fear that you will walk to the right or to the left, whatsoever
is the law of the country. It is because of fear that you will avoid poison. It
is because of fear that when the truck driver sounds his horn, you run out of
the way.
If the child has no fear there
is no possibility that he will ever survive. His fear is a life- protective
measure. But because of this natural tendency to protect oneself... and nothing
is wrong in it - you have the right to protect yourself. You have such a
precious life to protect, and fear simply helps you. Fear is intelligence. Only
idiots don't have fear, imbeciles don't have fear; hence you have to protect
the idiots, otherwise they will burn themselves or they will jump out of a
building, or they will go into the sea without knowing how to swim or they can
eat a snake... or anything they can do!
Fear is intelligence - so when
you see a snake crossing the path, you jump out of the way. It is not cowardly,
it is simply intelligent. But there are two possibilities...
Fear can become abnormal, it
can become pathological. Then you are afraid of things of which there is no
need to be afraid - although you can find arguments even for your abnormal
fear. For example, somebody is afraid of going inside a house. Logically you
cannot prove that he is wrong. He says, "What is the guarantee that the
house will not fall?" Now, houses are known to fall so this house can also
fall. People have been crushed by houses falling. Nobody can give an absolute
guarantee that this house is not going to fall - an earthquake can happen... anything
is possible! Another man is afraid - he cannot travel because there are train
accidents. Somebody else is afraid - he cannot go into a car, there are car
accidents. And somebody else is afraid of an airplane...
If you become afraid in this
way, this is not intelligent. Then you should be afraid of your bed too,
because almost ninety-seven percent of people die in their beds - so that is
the MOST dangerous place to be in. Logically you should remain as far away from
the bed as possible, never go close to it. But then you will make your life
impossible.
Fear can become abnormal, then
it is pathology. And because of this possibility, priests have used it,
politicians have used it. All kinds of oppressors have used it. They make it
pathological, and then it becomes very simple to exploit you. The priest makes
you afraid of hell. Just look in the scriptures - with what joy they depict all
the tortures, with really great relish. Scriptures describe in detail, in great
detail, each and every torture.
Adolf Hitler must have been
reading these scriptures; he must have found great ideas from these scriptures
describing hell. He himself was not such a creative genius as to invent the
concentration camps and all kinds of tortures. He must have found them in
religious scriptures - they are already there, priests have already done the
work. He only practiced what priests have been preaching. He was really a
religious man!
Priests have only been talking
about a hell that is waiting for you after death. He said, "Why wait so
long? I will create a hell here and now. You can have a taste of it."
I have heard that once a man
died, reached hell, knocked on the door. The Devil looked at him - he looked
German - he asked him, "From where are you coming?"
The man said, "From
Germany."
He said, "Then there is no
need to come here - you have already lived it! Now you can go to heaven. And
you will find our place very boring because you had a far more improved edition
of hell. We are still living in the bullock-cart age - old tortures. You know
far more sophisticated instruments, ways, means."
Gas chambers are still not
known in hell. In a single gas chamber, ten thousand people, within seconds,
can become smoke. And you will be surprised to know that although we are living
in the twentieth century, man is still an animal. Thousands of people used to
go to see. Glass was fitted, fixed in, one-way. You could see what was
happening inside, but the insiders could not see who was looking in from the
outside.
Thousands of people would stand
outside watching through the glass: people disappearing in smoke - simply
disappearing in smoke - thousands of people dying within seconds. And the
people who were enjoying outside, can you call them human beings? But remember,
it has nothing to do with Germany, this is so all over the world.
Man is exactly the same
everywhere.
The priests became aware very
early that the fear instinct in man can be exploited. He can be made so much
afraid that he will fall at the feet of the priests and will tell them,
"Save us! Only you can save us." And the priest will concede to save
them if they follow the priest; if they follow the rituals prescribed by the
priest, the priest will save them.
And out of fear people have
been following the priests, and all kinds of stupidities, superstitions.
The politician also became
aware soon that people can be made very much afraid. And if you make them
afraid, you can dominate them. It is out of fear that nations exist. The fear
of America keeps Russians slaves to the communists, and the fear of Russia
keeps Americans slaves to the government. Fear of each other... the Indians are
afraid of the Pakistanis, and the Pakistanis are afraid of the Indians. It is
such a stupid world! We are afraid of each other, and because of our fear the
politician becomes important. He says, "We will save you here, in this
world," and the priest says, "We will save you in the other
world." And they conspire together.
It is fear that creates guilt -
but not fear itself. Fear creates guilt via the priests and politicians. The
priests and the politicians create in you a pathology, a trembling. And,
naturally, man is so delicate and so fragile, he becomes afraid. And then you
can tell him to do anything and he will do it - knowing perfectly well that it
is stupid, knowing perfectly well deep down that it is all nonsense, but who
knows... ? Out of fear, man can be forced to do anything.
A young woman who can't prevent
herself from coughing and sneezing at the theater asks a doctor for a remedy
before going to a first night. "Here, drink this," he says, offering
her a glass. She drinks it, mouth awry, and asks what it was, imagining some
type of bad-tasting cough medicine.
"That's a double dose of
Pluto water," he answers. "Now you won't dare sneeze or cough."
... You don't get it. You have
never tasted Pluto water - try, and neither you will dare to sneeze or cough.
Do an experiment: you can ask Ajit Saraswati for Pluto water, only then will
you understand the joke. It is very existential. Because you didn't get it I
will have to tell another:
One morning, a big she-bear
raided Joe's cabin, scattered everything, ate everything, tore up everything,
and ambled away.
Joe trailed her, shot her, and
then noticing how much she resembled a woman, he satisfied his passion with her
carcass. Just then he noticed another hunter cowering in the branches of a
nearby tree. Realizing his deed had been observed, Joe pointed his gun at the
man, made him climb down and said, "Have you ever made love to a
bear?"
And the hunter said, "No,
but I am getting ready to try."
Man can be forced to do
anything - just to save himself. And because the pathology that the priests
have created in you is unnatural, your nature rebels against it, and once in a
while you do something which goes against it - you do something natural - then
guilt arises.
Latifa, guilt means you have an
unnatural idea in your mind about how life should be, what should be done, and
then one day you find yourself following nature and you do the natural thing.
You go against the ideology. Because you go against the ideology, guilt arises,
you are ashamed. You feel yourself very inferior, unworthy.
But by giving people unnatural
ideas you cannot transform them. Hence, priests have been able to exploit
people, but they have not been able to transform them. They are not interested
in transforming you either; their whole idea is to keep you always enslaved.
They create a conscience in
you. Your conscience is not really YOUR conscience - it is created by the
priests. They say, "This is wrong." You may know from the deepest
core of your being that there seems to be nothing wrong in it, but they say it
is wrong. And they go on hypnotizing you from your very childhood. The hypnosis
goes deep, seeps deep in you, sinks deep in you, becomes almost part of your
being. It holds you back.
They have told you sex is wrong
- but sex is such a natural phenomenon that you are attracted towards it. And
nothing is wrong in being attracted towards a woman or a man. It is just part
of nature. But your conscience says, "This is wrong." So you hold
yourself back. Half of you goes towards the woman, half of you is pulling you
back.
You can't make any decision;
you are always divided, split. If you decide to go with the woman, your
conscience will torture you: "You have committed a sin." If you don't
go with the woman, your nature will torture you: "You are starving
me."
Now you are in a double bind.
Whatsoever you do you will suffer. And that's what the priest has always wanted
- for you to suffer, because the more you suffer, the more you go to him for
his advice. The more you suffer, the more you seek salvation.
Bertrand Russell is absolutely
right that if a man is given total, natural freedom - freedom from this
so-called conscience and morality - and if man is helped to become an
integrated, natural being - intelligent, understanding, living his life
according to his own light, not according to somebody else's advice - the
so-called religions will disappear from the world.
I perfectly agree with him. The
so-called religions will certainly disappear from the world if people are not
in suffering; they won't seek salvation. But Bertrand Russell goes on and he
says religion itself will disappear from the earth. There I don't agree with
him. The so-called religions WILL disappear, and because the so-called
religions will disappear there will be, for the first time in the world, an
opportunity for religion to exist. Christians will not be there, Hindus will
not be there, Mohammedans will not be there - only then will a new kind of
religiousness spread over the earth. People will be living according to their
own consciousness. There will be no guilt, no repentance, because these things
never change people. People remain the same; they just go on changing their
outer garb, their form. Substantially, nothing changes through guilt, through
fear, through heaven, through hell. All these ideas have utterly failed.
Now it is time to recognize
that all the old religions have failed. Yes, they have created a few beautiful
people - a Buddha here and a Jesus there - but out of millions and millions of
human beings, once in a while somebody has bloomed. It is an exception, it
cannot be counted. It should not be taken into account. Buddhas can be counted
on the fingers.
If a gardener plants ten
thousand trees and only one tree blooms in the spring, will you call him a
gardener? What about the other nine thousand nine hundred and ninety-nine
trees? If this tree has bloomed, it must have bloomed in spite of the gardener.
The credit cannot go to him - he must have somehow missed it.
We have lived in a very wrong
kind of world; we have created a wrong kind of situation. People only go on
changing superficially - the Hindu becomes a Christian, the Christian becomes a
Hindu, and nothing ever changes. All remains the same.
The reformed prostitute is
giving testimony with the Salvation Army on a street-corner on a Saturday
night, punctuating her discourse by beating on a big brass drum.
"I used to be a
sinner!" she shouts (boom!) "Used to be a bad woman (boom!) I used to
drink! (boom!) Gamble! (boom!) Whore! (boom! boom!) Used to go out Saturday
nights and raise hell! (boom! boom! boom!) Now what do I do Saturday nights? I
stand on this street corner, beating on this mother-fucking drum!"
Enough for today.