Osho –
Dhammapada: The Way of The Buddha (Volume 3)
Chapter 6. There
is no evolution
Question 1:
Beloved Master,
Could there be an ultimate goal of the
physical evolutionary process? If so, what is it?
Digvijay, there is no goal of
life. Life itself is its goal. It is not moving towards some target. It is
herenow, it has no future. Life is always in the present. But the mind cannot
live in the present: mind dies in the present. Hence, down the ages, mystics
have invented devices to bring the mind to the present. The moment the mind
comes to the present, it melts as snow, melts in the hot sun; it disappears,
evaporates.
And the disappearance of the
mind is the greatest experience possible to human beings, because in that
disappearance is the appearance of God.
Mind lives in the future;
future is its territory, its kingdom. And future is possible only through goal
orientation. So mind makes goals out of everything; life must have a goal - -
not only a goal but an ultimate goal. Then mind is perfectly happy, then it can
protect itself: how to achieve that goal, how to reach to that ultimate?
The moment you can ask,
"How?" mind is perfectly at ease. It is very clever, cunning,
skillful in inventing ways and means to achieve something, whatsoever it is -
but it has to be there in the future. Mind lives through creating goals:
political, social, evolutionary, spiritual, and so on and so forth; but the
mind needs some goal to exist, it feeds on it.
In truth, all is and nothing is
going to happen. Tomorrow never comes. It is always now and here.
The mystic approach is totally
different from the goal-oriented mind. The mystic says, "Live the moment
in its totality, love the moment in its totality, drown yourself in this
overwhelming existence, and you will come closer and closer to God." By
"God" I don't mean some person; by "God" I simply mean the
essential core of existence, the center of the cyclone.
The universe is the
circumference and God is the center. If you dive deep in the now, in the here,
you are bound to encounter the center. And the miracle is that the center of
all is also your center too. To become aware of it, to live that center, from
that center, into full awareness, is to be a buddha, is to be enlightened.
But remember, buddhahood is not
an ultimate goal. It is not something which has to be achieved somewhere else.
It is available right now - immediately it is available, not ultimately.
Remember these two words: the ultimate and the immediate. The ultimate brings
the mind in, the immediate helps the mind to disappear.
To me, the immediate is the
ultimate. There is no goal, physical, psychological, spiritual.
All is as it should be... it
already is. Drop your tensions, anxieties for the future, what is going to
happen. All has already happened! Live it! Don't be ambitious. Goals make you
ambitious, and they drive you crazy. The more goal-oriented a person is, the
crazier he becomes - because ambition is nothing but ego. You can go on
inventing new goals; there will always be the horizon beyond. And with those
new goals your ego can go on and on having new trips.
The mystic and the world of the
mystic is a totally different dimension. What I am talking about here has
nothing to do with goal orientation - that is the way of the mind.
I am teaching you the way of
no-mind.
Digvijay, I know your
tremendous interest in the evolutionary process. I am perfectly aware that you
have devoted your whole life in that search. And you will be shocked when you
hear me say that you have been wasting your life - wasting because the present
is being sacrificed for the future. And unless you drop this idea of an
ultimate goal you will never be able to come down to the earth, to the present,
to the moment.
And without that there is no
meditation, and without meditation there is no God.
The immediate is the ultimate -
I teach you the immediate, living moment to moment, without carrying the past.
Buddha says, not hoarding the past, not accumulating the past; I would like to
add, not projecting in the future either. If the past and the future disappear,
what is left? A great silence, a profound presence of something utterly
unknown. A mystery overwhelms you. And that mystery is immediate. I will not
say "ultimate," because 'ultimate' means you can postpone for
tomorrow. 'Immediate' shocks you, shakes you into awareness right now.
A goal is possible if we divide
life into means and ends. That's how it has been down the ages. But life is
one, it cannot be divided. It is indivisible, whole; it is an organic unity.
Nothing is a means, nothing is an end. The whole life is one. You cannot
categorize means and ends.
But the moment you think about
evolution, goal, you have to divide life, then something becomes a means and
something else becomes the end. Adolf Hitler believed in evolution, hence he
could convince the intelligentsia of Germany, which is one of the most
sophisticated intelligentsia of the world. In the name of evolution he could
preach his Nazi philosophy that superman is the goal, that man has to be
sacrificed for the superman. It appealed, it looked logical.
Who is the superman? And who is
going to become the superman? Of course, the Nordics, the Germans. It enhanced
the German ego tremendously. "Even if the whole humanity has to be
destroyed, it is worth destroying because the great goal of superhumanity is
looming large on the horizon. Everything can be sacrificed for it."
That's how he could convince
his country to drag the whole world into a world war.
Sri Aurobindo also talks in the
same language - the language of evolution. Not the superman but the supermind
is the goal. And you have to sacrifice your present for that supermind; again
the same idea of sacrifice. Man has remained dominated by the idea of
sacrifice. Sacrifice! Sacrifice! Sacrifice! Be a martyr! That's the only way to
create a golden future.
My effort here is just the
opposite. Avoid Adolf Hitlers and Sri Aurobindos. No sacrifice! Don't try to be
a martyr! There is no other goal than this moment, and existence is as perfect
as is ever possible. Existence is as perfect as it ever will be.
Existence is perfection.
But because of the idea of a
goal, we start comparing: then man is higher than the monkeys and the monkeys
are higher than the dogs, and so on and so forth. But who is going to decide?
Have you ever asked the monkeys? As far as I know, they still laugh at Charles
Darwin, because they can't believe this poor man is higher than the monkeys.
Have you ever fought with any
monkey? Fight with a monkey barehanded and you will know who is more powerful.
Can you jump like the monkeys on the trees? And then you will know whose body
is more athletic. Monkeys live on the trees and you live on the earth: you are
the fallen monkeys! But Charles Darwin never asked the monkeys.
Man himself goes on deciding.
So if Germans decide then Germans are the highest race, obviously. And if
Indians decide then they are the Aryans, the real Aryans, the pure blood. And
if Jews decide then they are the chosen people of God. But who is going to
decide? And if man decides then man is higher than all the animals. In fact,
there is nobody higher and nobody lower. All these categories are stupid -
there is no hierarchy.
Existence is absolutely
communist. Everybody is equal, participating in the same life, breathing the
same air, getting warmed by the same sun, dancing under the same sky.
Even trees are not lower than
you, even rocks are not lower than you. The very language of lower and higher
is utterly wrong. But the word 'evolution' brings that language in; it becomes
the "in" thing. Then you have to make a hierarchy: then you are above
animals and below angels. And then the whole journey starts: how to go higher
and higher and higher? And there is no roof, there is no ceiling; you can go on
projecting.
But if you ask the bees they
won't think that you are higher than them. The intelligentsia of the bees must
be watching a thousand and one stupidities of human beings - because the bees
are the most organized phenomenon in existence. Man and his society must look
like chaos compared to the society of the bees. Everything is so organized -
even Adolf Hitler would have felt a little inferior. And so willingly, so
voluntarily - the bees are not forced, they are not living in a concentration
camp.
Willingly, joyously, they are
part of an organization, so deeply involved with the organization that they
have lost their individuality totally; they live as an organic part, they are
not separate. Or if you watch the society of the ants, it is fixed, systematic;
it has a tremendous order.
Now, how are you going to
decide who is higher? This chaotic society of man? In three thousand years man
has fought five thousand wars - constantly killing each other, murdering,
butchering, in the name of politics, in the name of religion... and this man
you think is the highest evolved being on the earth? There are people like
Arthur Koestler who think that something in the very beginning has gone wrong
in the human mind, some nuts and bolts are missing - man is born crazy.
If you watch man, it appears
so. His whole life seems to be that of violence, struggle, destruction. No
other animal is so destructive. No other animal kills its own species; the
tigers don't kill other tigers and the dogs don't kill other dogs. Even if they
fight, their fights are mock fights; they fight only to decide who is powerful.
Once it is decided, the fight stops - because to attack somebody who is weaker
than you is not only wrong, it is utterly destructive and stupid too.
Two dogs will fight: they will
show their teeth, they will bark, they will jump at each other, but they are
simply watching who is more powerful. Once they have taken note who is more
powerful, one dog will stop barking, will put his tail between his legs, and it
is finished! He has given the sign that "I am weaker and you are
stronger." And there is no shame, he is not ashamed - what can he do if he
is weaker and the other is stronger? How is he responsible for that? One tree
is taller, another tree is not taller. Do you think the rosebushes are feeling
ashamed because the mango trees and the neem trees and other trees are going so
high? The roses are not worried at all: "So what? You are taller and we
are not taller - that's the way you are, this is the way we are."
See the sanity of the point:
except human beings nobody is so insane as to fight with someone who is weaker.
Once it is decided... And don't you have even that much consciousness as dogs
and tigers have - that they can see, it is so apparent that the other is
stronger? Then what is the point of fighting at all? The game is finished - the
other is the winner. Hence no destruction happens, hence no killing happens.
And animals don't kill even other animals unless they are hungry - except man.
Only man goes for hunting.
And Digvijay is a former
prince: he must know what hunting is, he must have animal heads in his palace,
trophies. The more tigers and lions you have killed, the greater you are. And
for what? Just to exhibit! Whenever I have visited the palace of a king, I have
felt very sorry for the king. He seems to be utterly insensitive; showing these
dead heads and dead bodies and skins of animals, he thinks he is exhibiting his
power, his vitality. He is simply exhibiting his utter stupidity, inhumanity.
Animals kill only when they are
hungry; then it can be forgiven. No animal ever kills without hunger; no animal
ever kills as a play. Killing somebody in a game, can you think this hunter is
more evolved than other beings? Just destroying a life for sheer play - and the
play is also unjust, because you are sitting in a treetop and the animal is on
the ground, and from high on the top where the animal cannot reach you shoot
him.
The animal has no weapons to
protect himself, and you think you are being very brave?
You are simply showing your
cowardliness.
If we look at man it does not
appear at all that he is the most evolved animal on the earth - just the
opposite. No other animal goes insane except man. Yes, a few animals go insane,
but they only go into insanity when they are put in zoos, not in their wild
state. And a zoo is a human phenomenon.
Just think of yourself: if the
elephants created a zoo and put you into a zoo - how long would you remain
sane? It will be impossible for you to remain sane; it will be just natural to
go insane. Animals don't become homosexuals - unless they are put in a zoo.
In a zoo they turn into
homosexuals; in a zoo they are bound to because they can't get their females.
In a zoo they are confined in such small spaces; those small spaces are bound
to drive them crazy.
You must have seen tigers
walking up and down in their cages, because they used to live and run for
miles. The whole wild world was theirs, and now just a small cage... and
surrounded by the tourists and the visitors and foolish people looking at them.
Just think of yourself being in a zoo made by the elephants or the tigers or
the monkeys, and all kinds of monkeys looking at you, day in, day out, the
whole situation unnatural.
Now scientists say that there
is a certain territory that is needed by every animal, a certain space; if that
is not given to that animal it is bound to go insane. Wild animals need an area
of miles and miles to remain free and to remain sane. Yes, in a zoo they go
insane, they go crazy. They attack even their own species; they become
destructive.
Even sometimes they have been
known to commit suicide, but never in their natural state. It is only man who
commits suicide, goes insane, becomes sexually perverted - and still man goes
on thinking that he is the highest peak!
As far as I am concerned, I don't
believe in hierarchy. The monkey is a monkey, the man is a man. Nobody is
higher and nobody is lower. The rocks are rocks and the trees are trees. And we
all participate in one God. Yes, there are great changes happening, but it is
not evolution; evolution means we are going higher. Changes are there,
certainly; life is constantly moving, it is a river. But change does not mean
evolution, remember. You can change without your being evolving - and that's
what is happening.
And that change, constant
change, gives you grounds to impose your theory of evolution on it. Things are
changing, life is always in a flux; nothing is permanent, all is fluid. Man has
not been like this before, and man will never again be like this.
Everything is in a process, but
the process is not goal-oriented; it is not moving towards a certain goal. It
is a very playful process.
Children playing, you cannot
say that they are evolving; children playing, you cannot say they are achieving
something. They are not achieving anything. That's exactly the concept of LEELA
in the East. Leela means play - the world is God's play, and in play there is
no question of evolution.
The idea of evolution is really
Western; the East has never believed in evolution. The East believes in
playfulness. In playfulness there is no evolution at all. Nothing is means and
nothing is taken as ends. It is a dance of energies, not moving into any
particular direction, not meant to achieve something; the joy is in the play
itself, the value is intrinsic, not extrinsic. When you start thinking of
evolution, the value is extrinsic; the value depends on what you are going to
achieve, what you are going to become.
If a man becomes a great
scientist, a Nobel Prize winner, he has evolved, but the man who remains a
woodcutter, he has not evolved. Why? What is there so significant in doing
mathematics? And what is there so insignificant in chopping wood? One likes to
chop wood, another likes to play with figures, arithmetic, geometry or
something else - these are likes, different likes. One loves to swim, somebody
else loves to philosophize... there is nothing higher and nothing lower.
But we have made a society on a
hierarchical pattern. The brahmin is at the top - the brahmin means the
professor, the academician, the Nobel Prize winner, the famous doctor, the
famous engineer, the scholar. That is the meaning of the brahmin - he is the
highest. Why? Why is not the woodcutter the highest? If the woodcutter enjoys
his chopping of wood more than the professor enjoys his teaching, who is
higher? The professor may be simply dragging, repeating every time, every year,
the same thing.
I used to know a professor who
was repeating the same lectures at least for thirty years.
I had heard it, and his other
students had told me that exactly the same lectures, word for word... So one
day, when the professor was asleep in the afternoon, I went into his house. I
looked into his books, found the book in which he had collected all the
lectures, and stole it.
You cannot believe what
happened to the professor! He didn't turn up the next day. I inquired after
him; he said, "I am shattered, my life is finished - somebody has stolen
my book, and I cannot speak without it. I have been using the same notes for
thirty years! Now I cannot make again new notes."
I could see the poor man; he
was just functioning like a gramophone record. There was no need of him. I gave
him the book and I said, "Why do you bother to come to the university at
all? You can simply send this book, one of us can read it, and others can take
notes. Why do you bother in your old age to come to the university again and
again? This book will do! You can die in peace. This book is enough. You don't
have to live at all - there is no need."
Now, this professor is a
brahmin; he is the highest because the head is thought to be the highest. It IS
on the top, maybe that's why the idea has arisen that the head and the head
people are the topmost people. The bosses are called "heads" and the
servants are called "hands"! Why? Just because physically the head is
on top...?
We have created hierarchy in
society. The lowest are those poor people who are chopping wood or cleaning the
roads. Why are they the lowest? - because they are doing the most essential
things. The professors can be discarded, the society can exist without them;
but the society cannot exist without the street cleaners, the toilet cleaners,
the woodchoppers - the society cannot exist without them. They are far more
essential, far more fundamental, but they are the lowest.
The whole idea is wrong. There
is no hierarchy. The professor is doing his work, and the woodcutter is doing
his work, and both are needed. Neither is there a hierarchy between men and
other animals, nor is there a hierarchy between men and men. I am against the whole
idea of hierarchy.
And that's my vision of a new
commune.
In the new commune there is
going to be nobody higher and nobody lower. In this ashram, there is nobody
higher, nobody lower. There are toilet cleaners and there are professors,
therapists, and they are all the same - they are all doing some useful work,
some essential work. The vice-chancellor here, in this commune, is on the same
ground as the woodchopper. The great therapist has no more prestige, power,
than the toilet cleaner. Hence, there is no problem. A Ph.D. can choose toilet
cleaning - one Ph.D. is doing that; another Ph.D. is just cleaning the streets
of the ashram.
If there is no hierarchy, there
is no problem; otherwise, the Ph.D. will think, "How can I do this work,
this menial job? I am not a hand, I am a head." In this commune there are
no heads, no hands - people, whole people, respected, loved, for whatsoever
they are doing, or whatsoever they can do, or whatsoever they like doing.
This whole existence is a
commune. God is the center and we are all its circumference.
There is no evolution,
Digvijay, no ultimate goal. It is a play. Enjoy it, celebrate it! If this idea
of ultimate goal and evolution can drop from your mind, I know your potential;
you can become one of the great sannyasins. You can be a new man. But you are
going crazy because of this idea; your whole life is being devoted to it. And
if it is fundamentally wrong then you will repent one day. Forget all about it!
Start meditating more and more about your own inner being. Don't be worried
what is going to happen; rather, be involved with what is already happening.
God is a presence, God is a being, not a becoming, and so is this whole
existence.
The day we drop the idea of
evolution and ultimate goal, the world will be freed from its bondage of
future. It is the future that is keeping us in a bondage, and the past - and
both are in conspiracy against man.
Future and past dropped, you
attain to freedom - freedom, Buddha says, which has no bounds.
Question 2:
Beloved Master,
How do you know so many jokes?
Viramo, first, in none of my
past lives have I been an Englishman. Secondly, in many of my past lives I have
been a Jew.
Sir Reginald, riding in a New
York taxi, was challenged by the driver to solve a riddle:
"This person I am thinking
of has the same father that I have and the same mother, but it is not my sister
and it is not my brother. Who is it?"
The Britisher thought for a
moment, and then gave up. "It is me," the cabdriver told him.
"By Jove! That's jolly
good. I must try that on the chaps at my club!"
A month later he was sitting in
London with his cigar-smoking cronies. He said, "Gentlemen, this
individual I have in mind is not my brother and not my sister, yet this person
has the same parents as I have - who is it?"
After several thoughtful
minutes, all the members conceded defeat. "Who is it?" one of them
inquired. "Come, Reggie, give us the answer."
Reggie slapped his knees in
triumph. "It is a taxicab driver in New York City!" he roared.
And the second story:
Morton and Fogel were
discussing humor over lunch. "Do Jews react differently when they hear a
joke?" asked Morton.
"What a question!"
replied Fogel. "If you tell an Englishman a joke he will laugh at it three
times: once when you tell it, again when you explain it and a third time when
he understands the point. Tell a German the same joke: he will laugh twice -
both times to be polite - there won't be a third time because he will never get
the point. Tell the same joke to an American: he will laugh once, immediately,
because he will get it right away.
But," said Fogel,
"when you tell the joke to a Jew... "
"Yes?" asked Morton.
"When you tell the same
joke to a Jew, he won't laugh at all. Instead he will say, 'It is an old joke -
and besides, you told it all wrong!'" The third question:
Question 3:
Beloved Master,
I heard you say that being a sannyasin
means to be ready to live a very lonely life. But since I'm a sannyasin I feel
that I can't be lonely anymore, as you are always around. Do I understand you wrong?
Deva Maya, you do not
understand me at all. It is not a question of understanding right or wrong -
you don't understand me at all.
I have not told you that a
sannyasin has to be ready to live a lonely life. What I had told you was: a
sannyasin knows how to live alone. And to be lonely is totally different from
being alone. Not only different, they are opposites. They are as far away from
each other as the sky and the earth; the distance is infinite between them.
To be lonely means a negative
state: you are hankering for the other, you are longing for company, you are
missing the crowd. You cannot tolerate yourself; you feel yourself intolerable.
You are bored with yourself - that's what being lonely means - utterly bored.
To be alone is totally different:
it is utterly ecstatic. To be alone means a positive state.
You are not missing the other,
you are enjoying yourself. You are not bored by yourself, you are intrigued. A
great challenge comes from your innermost core. You start a journey of
interiority. When there are others you are occupied with them, your
consciousness remains focused on them. When you are alone, your consciousness
moves inwards. When you are with others you have to be an extrovert - your
consciousness turning upon itself, showering upon itself. When you are with
others your light shows their faces; when you are alone your light shows your
own original face.
Maya, you have not understood
me. I had not told you that to be a sannyasin means "to be ready to live a
very lonely life." From where did you get this idea of living a very
lonely life? Certainly one has to be able to live alone, but to live alone does
not mean that you cannot relate; on the contrary, a man who can live alone
becomes so full of joy, becomes so brimful, that he has to relate. He becomes a
raincloud - he has to shower.
He becomes a flower so full of
fragrance that he has to open its petals and allow its fragrance to be released
to the winds.
A person who knows how to be
alone becomes so full of song that he has to sing it. And where can you sing a
song? You can sing a song only in love, in relating, in sharing with people.
But you can share only if you have in the first place.
The problem is that people
don't have any joy in their being and they are bent upon sharing it. Now, two
miserable people bent upon sharing their joys with each other - what is going
to happen? The misery will not be doubled, it will be multiplied.
That's what people are doing to
each other: husbands to wives and wives to husbands, and parents to children
and children to parents, and friends to friends. In fact enemies are not so
inimical as friends prove finally: torturing each other, unloading their
miseries on each other, throwing their dirt on each other. They are stinking -
what can they do? When they come close to you, you have to suffer their stink.
And you have to suffer if you want them to suffer your stink. So it is a
bargain.
You cannot live alone, they
cannot live alone - you have to be together. Even if it stinks, at least there
is the consolation that "I am not alone."
A man who knows how to be alone
knows how to be meditative. Aloneness means meditation - just relishing your
own being, celebrating your own being.
Walt Whitman says: I celebrate
myself, I sing myself. That is aloneness. This man Whitman is really a mystic,
not just a poet. He should be counted with the ancient rishis of the Upanishads. America has not given birth to many great
mystics; Whitman is really one of the most precious gifts of America to the
world. He says: I celebrate myself, I sing myself. That's what a mystic has
always been supposed to do, that's what a mystic's function is: to celebrate
himself. But how will you celebrate? You will have to invite others. You will
have to ask others to come and participate.
Meditation gives you the
insight of your own inner treasure, and in love you share it.
That's what I mean when I say
that a sannyasin has to be ready to be alone - so that one day he can be ready
to love. Only a man who knows the beauties of solitude can love.
But just a slight difference
and you can miss the whole point.
Now, the difference between
aloneness and loneliness is not much; as far as language is concerned there is
no difference at all, they are synonyms. In the dictionaries you will find
aloneness described as loneliness, loneliness as aloneness - but that is only
in the dictionaries, not in life itself. In life itself it is totally
different.
Don't live through language,
don't become too much obsessed with language, because language is only utilitarian.
It can mislead you - it misleads. It can't help it; it has been invented by
people who know nothing. I am saying "aloneness" and your mind hears
"loneliness." Once you translate aloneness as loneliness you are
millions of miles away - - not only miles but millions of light-years away from
me.
Potter saw a store with a sign
reading: "Hans Schmidt's Chinese Laundry." Being curious he entered
and was greeted by a Chinese who identified himself as Hans Schmidt.
"How come you have a name
like that?" asked Potter.
"When I land in America I
stand in immigration line behind German," explained the oriental.
"When they ask German his name, he say, 'Hans Schmidt.' When official ask
me my name I say, 'Sam Ting.'" It is very easy to understand.
P.F.C. Perkins refused to go
and fight in Korea. He was told that if he would not bear arms, the provost
marshal would shoot him. "Are you a conscientious objector?" asked
the first sergeant.
"I ain't objectin' to
nothin'," said Perkins, "but I had the gonorrhea and the diarrhea
both, and if this 'Korea' is anything like it - go ahead and shoot!"
Maya, I said something, you
heard totally something else.
A London chap sees a
good-looking girl sitting alone at another table and says, "Would you care
for a cigarette?"
She said, "Sorry, I don't
smoke."
He waited for a few moments and
then said, "Would you care for a drink?"
"Sorry, I don't
drink."
He waited another ten minutes
and asked, "Would you care to have dinner with me?"
"I am sorry," she
replied, "I don't eat dinner."
"Well, for heaven's sake!
If you don't smoke or drink or eat dinner, what in heaven's name do you do
about sex?"
"Oh, along about six I
have a cup of tea and a biscuit."
You change that word
'loneliness'; drop it completely from your mind. Learn what aloneness is - and
aloneness is a beautiful phenomenon, the most beautiful. Then my presence will
not disturb your aloneness, my presence will enhance it. My presence, my
remembrance, feeling me around yourself, engulfing you, will enhance it, will
make it richer, will make it more crystal-clear. And not only my presence but
the presence of my sannyasins will also be absolutely nondisturbing to
aloneness.
In fact, aloneness cannot be
disturbed at all. It is such a crystallized state of consciousness, nothing can
distract you away from it, and everything helps to make it stronger. Have you
watched this paradoxical phenomenon? For example, right now we are sitting here
in silence... the chirping of the birds - is it disturbing the silence or
enriching it? The crow - is he disturbing your silence, or helping and giving
it a contrast? If you are really silent, then even in the marketplace you will
be surprised that your silence deepens. If your silence is disturbed by the
marketplace, that simply means it was not silence in the first place. It was
just forced, cultivated, practiced, plastic - it was not true.
If true silence is there,
nothing can disturb it. Each disturbance comes to enhance it. It is like in a
dark night you are walking on a street and a car passes by with full headlights
on. For a moment you are dazed by the light, and then the car is gone by. Do
you think the darkness is less than before? It is deeper than before, it is
denser than before. The car and its headlights have not disturbed it at all; rather,
they helped tremendously.
And this is how it is with
aloneness: your aloneness will not be disturbed by the commune, and certainly
not by me - because I am not a noise. I am a melody, a music - a music that
cannot be heard by the ears but can only be heard by the heart.
It is good that you have
started feeling me. It is good that you say, "Since I am a sannyasin I
feel that I can't be lonely anymore, as You are always around."
Yes, you cannot be lonely
anymore, but you will be more alone now that I am always with you. And
aloneness is a precious treasure, the door to the kingdom of God. But forget
that word 'loneliness'; it is ugly, it is pathological.
And a man who seeks friendship,
love, companionship, out of loneliness is not going to find it. In fact, with
whomsoever he will associate he will feel cheated and he will make the other
feel cheated. He will feel tired and bored, and he will make the other feel
tired and bored. He will feel sucked and he will make the other feel sucked,
because both will be sucking on each other's energies. And they don't have much
in the first place. Their streams are running very thin; they are like summer
streams in a desertland. You cannot take any water out of them. But if you seek
friendship and love and companionship out of aloneness, you are a flooded
river, a river in the rains. You can share as much as you want. And the more
you share, the more you will have.
This is the inner economics:
the more you give, the more you get from God. Once you have known the knack of
it you become a spendthrift, you are no longer a miser.
A spiritual person cannot be a
miser, and a miser cannot be a spiritual person.
Question 4:
Beloved Master,
What do you have to say about the new
indian government of prime minister, chowdhry charan singh?
Narendra, I have nothing to say
about such rubbish things, but because you have asked, just to be polite to you
and to your question, just to pay my respects for your question, I will tell
you three stories.
First:
A man took a cab to the palace
of the prime minister where he asked the driver to wait for him.
The driver refused saying he
did not have time. "But you will wait for me," said the passenger.
"I am the new prime minister."
"In that case,"
replied the driver, "I will wait - you won't be in there long!"
And the second:
Work schedule of the Indian
cabinet:
Monday: Conference with leading
personalities.
Tuesday: Formation of new
cabinet.
Wednesday:First meeting of the
new cabinet.
Thursday: First announcements
of new cabinet.
Friday: Withdrawal of
announcements.
Saturday: Resignation of new
cabinet.
Sunday: Holiday.
Monday: See above.
And the third:
It is an historical fact that
Diogenes went all around the known world, lamp in hand, trying to find an
honest man.
When he got to New Delhi, they
stole his lamp.
Question 5:
Beloved Master,
Sex and death seem to be the main
attractions for me. What can you say about these poles to help me go beyond?
Saguna, sex and death are
really one energy. Sex is one side of the coin, death the other side. Hence,
anybody who is interested in sex is bound to be interested in death - although
he would like to avoid it. Anybody who is interested in death is bound to be
interested in sex - although he would like to avoid it. Why? - because the
popular conception is that sex and death are opposites. They are not. And
because of this popular conception there have existed two kinds of cultures in
the world: sex-oriented and death-oriented.
For example, India has remained
for centuries a death-oriented culture. Because it is death-oriented it
represses sex. Thinking that sex is against, it represses sex, it avoids sex;
it pretends sex does not exist. You can talk about death with no problem, but
you cannot talk about sex.
Just the other day a sannyasin
had asked, "I was almost caught and imprisoned by the police because I was
saying goodbye to my girlfriend and we kissed each other before the police
station." It was very difficult to get rid of the police. They caught hold
of them; they had to wait there for two hours. Somehow they persuaded them,
apologized.
The sannyasin had asked,
"I am puzzled. What wrong had I done there? I was saying goodbye to my
girlfriend, she was leaving; we may see each other, we may not, because who
knows about tomorrow? She will be away for six months, and who knows what is
going to happen in these six months? So what was wrong with my kissing the girl
and her kissing me, just a goodbye? Why is it objectionable? People are pissing
on the streets and nobody objects!"
Now, that sannyasin does not know
that since Morarji Desai became prime minister of this country pissing has
become a holy thing. You can piss anywhere - that is something sacred. In fact
it is a sacred duty. Do as much as you can, because it is not pissing: it is
the water of life. You are nourishing the earth; you are doing a great public
service.
I have heard:
When Morarji Desai went to
America, he was very much puzzled because in the parties, in the gatherings, in
meetings, ladies would always keep to the other side of the room.
Finally, he had to ask; he was
curious why ladies wouldn't come close to him. He was informed, "We are
sorry to say, but ladies are afraid that you may feel thirsty any time, and if
you do your thing in public it will be embarrassing. So they keep to the other
side. In case something like that happens, they can escape; at least they can
turn their backs towards you."
In India, kissing is something
like a sin, a crime. And in a public place, and that too before a police
station! India is a death-oriented culture. You can talk about death; dead
bodies of beggars can lie down by the side of the road and nobody will pay any
attention. People will go on passing. It is accepted; death is accepted. In
fact, not only accepted, but magnified - to create fear in people so that they
become religious.
If death is magnified, it
really scares you. And out of fear you can start going to the temple, to the
mosque, to the priest, because death is coming - sooner or later you will have
to die. Some arrangements have to be made, arrangements for that long journey.
Who knows what will be needed?
The priests pretend that they know.
And all the so-called saints of
India will be talking about death. They will bring up the subject of death
again and again and again. Their whole business depends on death; if people
forget about death, people start forgetting about God, people start forgetting
about temples, people start forgetting about saints. So saints cannot leave you
alone; they will go on bringing the subject of death in your mind so they can
go on keeping you trembling. Your fear is the secret of their trade: if you are
afraid, you will remain slaves to them. If you become unafraid, then you will
get out of their folds; then you cannot be exploited. Death is not bad for
them, it is good. It helps their business.
But sex... that is a danger for
them. India is not a sex-oriented country. Kissing, hugging, love, the very
phenomenon of love, makes you more earthbound, makes you less afraid of death.
Lovers are the people who are the least afraid of death. When you are in love
you don't care about death. If it comes, it comes. So what? If you are in love,
you can die smilingly. With a kiss on your lips you can say goodbye. You loved,
you lived; there is nothing to repent. Your life has not been a wastage. You
bloomed! You danced in the sun, in the wind, in the rain - what more can you
expect? Immense was the gift of life: love was its gift. You are grateful! Why
should you go to the priest? You may go to the poet, you may go to the painter,
you may go to the musician, but you will not go to the priest.
That's why you will be
surprised: in my commune you will find musicians and you will find poets and
you will find dancers and you will find singers, but you will not find any
priest at all. The priest seems to be the center of all religious activity, and
he is missing here, absolutely missing - because my approach is that first you
have to know what love is, you have to go deep into love. Dive as deep as
possible into love!
If you can dive really deep
into love you will be surprised that you have arrived at death. That's my own
experience - I am not propounding a theory, I am simply stating my own
existential state, my own experience. I am only stating a fact: if you love
deeply you are bound to come to the phenomenon of death. And when you come
through love to death, even death is beautiful, because love makes everything
beautiful. When you come through love to death, love glorifies death, love
beautifies death; even death becomes a blessing. Those who have known love will
know death as the ultimate in orgasm.
Now there are sex-oriented
cultures, for example, America. There, death is taboo; you should not talk
about death. If you start talking about death, people will avoid you. You will
not be invited to parties anymore. You are not supposed to talk about death;
death has not to be mentioned. Death is still one of the unmentionables. That's
why even if somebody dies we have euphemisms, words to cover up the fact of
death. We say, "He has passed away." We don't say, "He has
died." We say, "He has become God's beloved." We don't know
about God, we don't know what it means to become God's beloved, because we have
never been beloved to anybody. Even if God wants to hug you, the police will
catch hold of him. If he kisses you, even you will feel a little disturbed -
God? and kissing me? Is he really a God or just a fraud? How can God kiss?
Kissing has never been thought
a spiritual activity. Even in public places it is prohibited, and he is doing
it on a universal plane - not only public but universal, at the very center of
the cosmos! But we have these ways of avoiding death; it has to be somehow
avoided. The word itself is taboo.
It is because of Sigmund Freud
that the taboo against the word 'sex' was removed - the whole credit goes to
this man. He is one of the greatest benefactors of humanity.
Although he himself was not
enlightened, he has done a great service, a pioneer work: he removed one great
taboo. Now you can talk about sex without feeling ashamed, without feeling
guilty.
Another Freud is needed - a
Freud who will remove the taboo against death. The West is sex-oriented, the
East is death-oriented; hence in the East people are repressive of sex and in
the West people are repressive of death. Both are wrong because sex and death
are two sides of the same coin. If you repress one, you cannot experience the
other in its totality, because to experience the one in its totality is to
experience the other too, and both have to be experienced. Life is an opportunity
to experience sex and death. If you experience these two and if you can come to
your own authentic experience that they both are one, you have transcended.
Knowing that both are one is transcendence.
Saguna, you ask me, "What
can you say about these poles to help me go beyond?"
Experience both. But right now
death is not there; right now you have to experience love, sex - all the
delicacies of love, intricacies of love, complexities of love, all the nuances
of love. Right now, go deep into love, Saguna. And then when death comes you
will be able to go deep into death too.
In fact, while making love, at
the highest peak of orgasm a small death happens, because mind disappears, ego
disappears, time disappears, as if the clock suddenly stops. You are
transported into another world. You are not a body anymore, not a mind anymore,
not an ego anymore... you are pure existence. That's the beauty of orgasm. To
know orgasm is to experience a little bit of death, a small death.
First go deep into love so you
can have a few tastes of death. Then death will come one day - then go
dancingly into it, because you know it is going to be the greatest orgasm that
you have ever known, that it is going to be the deepest of love. And that's how
one transcends - knowing that both are one. That very knowing is transcendence.
Question 6:
Beloved Master,
I want to become a sannyasin, but
gradually. Is it okay with you?
Or is a sudden jump a necessity?
Girish Chandra, you remind me
of a story:
During World War I, RAF Captain
Bainsby shot down the German ace Baron von Ribstein over English territory. The
next day Bainsby visited the baron in the hospital.
"Old chap," said the
Britisher, "is there anything I can do for you?"
"Yes," replied Von Ribstein.
"They are amputating my right arm. Would you drop it over Germany?"
Captain Bainsby did as he was requested and a week later returned for a visit.
"My friend," said the
baron, "they are taking off my right leg. Would you drop it over the
fatherland?"
Bainsby fulfilled the request
and went back to see his air nemesis once again.
"Captain," said Von
Ribstein, "they are going to remove my left leg. Once more, can I get you
to drop it behind the German lines?"
"Of course, old
bean," replied Bainsby. "But I say, you are not trying to escape, are
you?"
Enough for today.